i need to change my pfp but i simply aint got nothin

revising my style

im so obsessed with csm and its only gotten worse since seeing the movie and im still only like 70 chpts into the manga and so afraid to keep reading bc stories never fully deliver for me in the end

my achilles heel is being a productive in the morning not morning person

no pain no gain. i have a 12h day of work tomorrow 😬

🌸 New Commission Sheet 🌸 ❀ Extra Info: alesshi.carrd.co ❀

CSM MOVIE WAS AMAZING

i’m somewhat opposite of addicted to my phone where actually i’ll be annoyed if i HAVE to use it for more than 10-15 min at a time. twitter gets boring after 5, i’ve not got a single game downloaded so all that’s left is doing language flashcards

walked past the cutest csm gacha today and i was simply saved by the fact that i forgot my wallet at home

i’ve put off reading csm since the anime first aired and i’m only reading it for the first time now. i didn’t expect myself to get into it so much

csm,,,,,, was written for me

randomly being not shadow shadow banned on twitter. ok

having some kind of crisis lately about being an adult in fandom but not in a ‘adults cant enjoy fiction’ kinda way, more like ‘at what point will caring so much abt lines on a screen become a red flag’

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today i lined. yipee

sketched so much today. yay

#TRIGUN #トライガン 14巻

新年快樂🫶🏻 #trigun #vashwood

葬台 / 牧台

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Milly in Tnewties outfits! #trigun

walking through japanese fields like damn this is so hikaru

the kaijou fandom is really small but im happy w the reception to my comic its not a lot but its so much more than i expected

i feel like not so long ago i was feeling pretty good but recently im so down actually idk whats up probably need a yaoi shot to my veins

im missing the best time to be drawing for hikaru as soon as my schedule opens up this thing is gonna stop airing!!!!!!!

the thing my friends have been forced to read over and over over the last month

if u can find it in urself to open the stupid bird app pls do so to read my stupid comic im too lazy to upload it on here too x.com/lwri00/statu...

low hum of a stress headache at the forefront of my brain

*slides back in after 300 years to drop this*

fear and loathing has entered the chat // good boy #kw #bottomwwweek

i found my motivation to continue studying japanese in a japanese girl tweeting about how hard her dick is for her own drawings

⚾ #Water7

the ups are upping and the downs are downing

i want him (this is a sign of mental instability)

toned my whole comic in a week like i had planned so i’m actually on schedule 🔥

finished all the lineart today,,, 16 pages of tones to do,,, i wanna finish this comic by next week and jump ship but its not gonna be possible i just know it

i know people live busier lives than i do but idk how i’m like drowning

if i don’t draw ecchi soon i might pass away

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i’m really enjoying working on my lil comic but at the same time i keep thinking about all the other things i wanna be drawing so maybe i’m just not suited for long term projects

its a long long road

getting into something else when you’re in the middle of a big project is like the worst thing ever,,,,, scream

happy august 1st.

got given an extra day off work today and i couldnt be happier its like school being cancelled bc of snow 💃

98' screenies traditional studies-redraws bc I'm normal #trigun

my house mates brought back 2 goldfish from the matsuri and one of them is very energetic and the other sits lobsided in the corner and i just can’t help but think of nai and vash

my puppyshipping dj is gonna have 0 backgrounds and that’s just something we (i) are going to have to live with