“bsky is boring!” 1) good 2) social media should not be a cornerstone of your everyday entertainment 3) I find new artists to follow every day and look at pretty art endlessly on here when I feel like it 4) get a tactile hobby where you create something with your hands 5) read book 6) walk outside

Re, Chii-tan: no kidding. Look I'm not gonna pretend circumstances are the same. Sometimes we try to do the right thing and things come out all wrong. Battle lines are drawn and people get ghosted. This isn't just them "putting it behind me and forget it," people get hurt.

Chiitan loves good transgender people🏳️‍⚧️ In today's world, even making these kinds of statements will get you slandered, but I think it's more important to create a world where transgender people can live peacefully and be themselves, so I will continue to send out messages until my account is deleted

Neighbor:"How are you?" Me: "I'm hanging in there, & you?" Neighbor: "I'm good, 2026 has started off pretty great" Me, four hours later: "Wait, the US just kidnapped Maduro, our navy is participating in pirate antics, & I.C. Weiner just shot a lady in Minnesota. You call that a great start?!"

the beginning of 2025 started off with "Now that I'm here, what do I do?" Dedicating my time to games only I like. And I truly do mean that. Day-to-day, silently keeping my thoughts, hopes, fears, losses, and triumphs hidden away, unable to know if I can trust people, no, trust my judgement, again.

The missing piece of the puzzle: The reason why dems won't fight for us is because money. Why else.

With a plate like that please tell me you installed a mod for a fart pipe

"Today is friday in california" is a vibe but this is special

This past year I have been on a regiment of ginger ale, pepto, mint chewing gum, and lemon ginger tea. This year I'm going to meow at my doctor to get me tested to see why my stomach hurts. I'll get back to you when I can fully articulate why I would be mad at G.

My personal summary against people who criticize my viewing of vtuber streams. I'm not shaming people for things they enjoy, either, it's just that I understand my -things- and what to avoid and how to avoid them. I hope you are all enjoying something gentle and kind to you at some point today.

Waking up from Christmas... I didn't get coal or socks, although I thought I would all this time. I have to wonder, with my heart-on-my-sleeve nature and willingness to help and feel compassion for others...

I think what really is the thing is I think about them alot. Like not in a wierd way, but like, "I hope they're doing okay." Why did someone have to make it weird?

Imagine everyone you've ever talked to online just kinda, drops off. not because they're unavailable or they are truly gone, because of the unspoken reasons that haunt you daily. You're expected to carry on as if nothing happened.

"A gentleman" "a nice guy" These are things people say about me in my immediate area and I understand the multiple implications of this. My tone shifts with people I want to respect. Instead of making bad jokes, talking about the catgirl-lust, I become respectful.

There are two types of males. Those who forgo being touched or interacted with because they have little choice, even though they -want- it, and those whose "need for touch" involves finding themselves balls-deep. and will do anything, at any cost, to feel that one more time. Dude, I need sleep.

See the reason why I stopped watching South Park is simpler than people imagine. I didn't want to be one of those folks who "South Park" is their whole personality. The people who can't stop parroting things not because they are funny & b/c they make good points, but because they wanted to be liked

On top of all the hyper-independent-social-anxiety stuff... ym faith in people is at an all-time low. And that's after it's already been trounced upon by working retail, dealing with toxic family members and the constant stream of assholes on the street,

Each new day a new thing the admin announces they have done, and each day I freak out all over again. This is the main reason why I dislike this "unprecedented time in history" because each dumbass grab for money is a needle into a effigy doll Aimed at the American people

Now Rob Reiner. This is truly the worst time line.

Friday, just the beginning. Saturday was worse. If my sister throwing the temper tantrum over me picking a cheap place to eat wasn't enough, I opened Bsky, THAT'S when I heard about BrownU . Suddenly, my previous pain stopped. The perspective shift had me struggling to maintain composure.

Realtalk, people think my social anxiety stems from things I've said and decisions I made. There is that, but you know what it mostly stems from? People around me in physical space and the way they treated me in a difficult way. This is way beyond simply criticism.

To the one in my life crying poverty, bitching about me choosing a cheaper place to eat, but casually mentioning they have to use their CC in a seperate purchase b/c they are only carrying 100s, fuck you. I hope #Santa breaks his foot off in your ass. You make me ashamed to identify as a human being

Glad it's the weekend. In physical space, more people pull their entitled a-hole shtick than any other December and I worked #RETAIL a decade ago . According to them -I did not deserve to sit with friends at lunch -My plate is now theirs for who knows what reason -I did not deserve to go home at all

I'm gettin' nuttin' for Christmas, Mommy and Daddy are mad I'm gettin' nuttin' for Christmas, I opposed tyranny and cruelty and I'm glad Context: I quit twitter and opposed these ridiculous changes as every freedom-loving American should.

MAGAZINER: How many veterans have you deported? NOEM: We haven't deported veterans MAGAZINER: We are now joined on Zoom by a combat veteran you deported to Korea

Ignore this , just putting thoughts down on paper because if I don't I'm going to lie awake all night

In the current state of the world, I think I managed to successfully "try" social storytelling using math rocks. And I realize, maybe it's not for me at this time.

back on my emo bullshit thanks

I wish I could buy a physical copy. I know the costs behind it and the hassle but I can dream!

Dear gamer pals, I understand that consumer anxiety is high, checking GPU prices daily is not going to help it. Try doing something else with productive with your your life like calling your congress people to impeach the guy making everything expensive through tariffs.

-A hugeass catgirl approaches a podium with a wreath on it, wearing antlers- -It's Winter, raising her huge paw in front of her mouth, balling her fist in front of her mouth & clearing her throat as loud & disruptively as possible.-

People ask me "how did you survive every #BlackFriday working retail" I say "stories like this."

"Why don't people buy my robot turds--" Tim "Temper Tantrum" Sweeney "Trump's America" enabled this type of entitlement for too long. They've done everything, including selling us the modern equivalent of snake oil, except mandate that you give them money without your legal consent.

Pratchett's first Tiffany Aching book is pretty philosophical, though it's not as spiritual as something like _A Wrinkle in Time_, while Rowling is like "Every Flavor Beans! let's go BUY shit, Harry!"

I feel I should point out that I thought Rowling's work was terrible even back when she was everybody's darling. I did. and I didn't understand what everybody saw in it, other than that marketing is a hell of a drug

so you can directly compare the work of Terry Pratchett and J. K. Rowling, because Pratchett did a YA series about a kid learning to be a witch... you can check to see who's good at this and who's an unreadable hack

But the main thing most of all is being cut off from everyone i've ever cared about, has cause a burnout so terrible I just don't do anything but game dailies and color coloring book pages.

Just got my #Moopsy in STO. I am both relieved and horrified. youtu.be/DGSLBP42020?...

Shower thoughts: maybe it's not that I'm hyper independent, or I have #autism , or I'm this or that or whatever society labels me as. If i pretend to be an alien from offworld and try to integrate, play well with others, try to get along... it's damn near impossible.

I should not be physically be getting worked up over intangible things but the queasiness is unending. Who needs sleep when I have my BFF nausea

#Discord 's actually snorting the koolaid, believing that we can find places to share the things we like, that's really cute. Not in 2025, you can't. Even if what you share is harmless, someone's going to take issue with it & tear it, & you, down. And here I thought this was a "social" site. RIP

"Sad but true... don't meet your heroes." After having my heart broken and traumatized so many times, this feels like... nothing. I can't be surprised, Param**** turned out to be shitty, too. Maybe Trek can be attributed Mr. Roddenberry and the writers and Lucille/Desi, more than a corporation.

old man rant: Why is it that gamers join an MMO & immediately try to find hacks, workarounds & builds to solo the thing? It's called an MMO. Massively Multiplayer Online. That means teaming up with good people to get everyone what they want out of the game. #RIFT #StarTrekOnline #ChampionsOnline

>Why is Tommy pictured as kinda smoll and submissive Because the illusion is that I have any kind of power over my fate and future. The muscles are purely cosmetic

No, "Bart gets and F" or "Hank Hill's Truck is Dying" is sad. This, Bethesda fixing the next-gen port 18 mos. after release, is Bethesda playing stupid games.

Gonna repost this every time I come across it on socials. 💚

Thinking about D&D, Hasbro, Kevin Siembeda/Heroes Unlimited, & Nintendo/Pokemon. If you make your own game, maintain a healthy relationship with your fans. Don't sue them in court for making a fair use derivative work that only makes people aware of your game & brings publicity/sales.

I got sent home, kicked out of the halloween festivities and missing the pizza party b/c I forgot to bring my medication. No costume, but I bought a shirt, but it was all for nothing. I'll be sitting here, alone. I shouldn't be thinking about grandiose plans to celebrate holidays and socializing.

Unpopular #Skyrim opinion. FUCK Ralof. I always follow Hadvar.

People are doing nons**ual things to me, and hurt me without my consent and it's not okay ...people are no