Caught this guy aura farming

Struggling to cope

Caught this guy aura farming

lol no caffeine allowed fuck me

ten years

They’re sending my ass to the vet for sad puppies

got too honest with my therapist

ten years

i think i have my linux desktop set up just right for the moment.

currently posting during a bit of a lull between dissociative episodes. i’m not doing okay and i’m very scared but i have a good partner and a team of people looking after me. crow for posterity

hey folks. i’ve been really dissociated for the last few months and apparently disappeared from a bunch of discord servers, chats with friends, and groups. if we were in one together, i’d really love to come back and catch up if you’d have me. i miss a lot of people and i’m so sorry.

hey folks. i’ve been really dissociated for the last few months and apparently disappeared from a bunch of discord servers, chats with friends, and groups. if we were in one together, i’d really love to come back and catch up if you’d have me. i miss a lot of people and i’m so sorry.

good evening i am doing fine. :)

they keep telling me it’s cptsd or eupd/bpd but it doesn’t matter as they also tell me both are incurable. why bother ?

Your reminder that if you say the wrong thing to a psychologist they can pretty much instantly remove a bunch of your rights.

good evening i am doing fine. :)

sounds like not a choice tbh

i’m a fucking monster.

Pro tip: never be honest with mental health professionals

Fuck.

a polite and respectful gentleman

anyway, if i taught you anything. be nice to pigeons.

WNGMI

good afternoon

help i’m being attacked

one of the things that makes me most mad about genAI (and there are many) is we've been told there's not enough money for hiring. but there's billions poured into ai. so not enough money to hire workers. but infinite money to pour into technology whose goal is never having to pay workers again.

Furthermore, Maisie must be destroyed.

free use party except it’s just where I make a load of coffees for my friends and let them pet my head because sex scares me

The world is burning. The country hates people like me. I’ve been unable to see anyone because of my chronic illness. Capitalism is crushing everyone further than ever. The treatment for my mental illness is making me even more ill. give me a fucking good reason to stick it all out

No wonder that I’m so broken and functionally asexual and that I’m bad to be around

Christ she tried to drug me with dental anaesthetic and I really didn’t deserve that and it wasn’t my fault was it

anyway, if i taught you anything. be nice to pigeons.

idk if i have EUPD, CPTSD, or DID. but none of them are fuckin curable and that makes this feel impossible

just really fucking sorry

oh FUCK Nevermind I just remembered today's EMDR

Ooooh oh no I'm dissociating hard and remembering a lot of stuff and I'm having a Bad Saturday

i feel like leaning into system/plurality identity would run the risk of just making my dissociation + amnesia even worse when really i need to do the opposite if i ever want to heal

Also hi I'm currently very much not okay. i had to be taken to A&E on tuesday and the crisis team cancelled on me today lol. still not okay and struggling a lot with the world that doesn't want me to exist and the trauma in my head. happy tdor i guess. fuck it all

no nut november? try venlafaxine and you can have no nut every month

Brain is bad

hanging out

weathers changing. more time for gaming

good afternoon

i’m logging off smh

another friend

hanging out