railroad spike thru both my temples like frankenstien except im bleeding out dead. its what i deserve

any tips on hwo to kill myself chat

i pray for the girlies who have low self esteem amd a support network because it sucks to hate yourself when ur friends love u but like. get over it i hate myself and all my friends hate me

i still keep contact with exatly 1 person from my old group and i really wanna ghost him just so he can move on, hes sticking around because hes a good person but like. he has greener pastures he shouldnt care about me

i have regular contact with about 2 1/2 people outside of my and the temptation to make that number 0 and just wallow is so high

oh boy! 3 am!

nobody fw me anymore i gotta die

dollmeatttttt

i should lock myself in my room til i starve

chainsaw man is actually about how when you get no play you get really weird

i think the greatest value my life could serve atp is in a snuff film

i think my endgame here is that i fuck up so bad i get kicked out, then i can die for real

girl whos just diseased on a fundamental level and is beyond saving

theres no redemption no future im just gonna stay in this rock bottom stage til i kms

oh also im gonna slowly cut all my friends off in a bid for attention so stay tuned for that

new semester class signups are happening and god it seems so much easier to just kill myself than go back to school or work, i just dont have a damn future

yeah i think its getting close to time to pack it in

really isnt reassuring how every time i assert how my life has no meaning and how im worthless scum she goes "yeah that makes sense"

4 am so its time to suicide bait again god bleas

every possible attempt to reach out is like a threat, admitting im thinking about suicide to someone who doesnt care about me is the same as saying "if you stop talking to me i'll kill myself" which is like. true but still fucking awful to put someone through for the crime of Knowing Someone Who Sux

and i fucking deserve it

its cool that i just dont have friends anymore. i really should just fucking kill myself already

shatter my brain on the fucking pavement dear god

i keep saying ill sleap early then i dont ugh

its that time of the night again (grinding onto my pillows while babbling 'please' over and over)

started boofing my prog and im in the same place i was last time i did (horny out of my mind in my bed)

razor scars get itchy as fuckkkk someone shoulda told me self harm was a bad idea (joking)

crazy they made a pill that grows tits and makes you too horny to function and when you shove it up your butt it works better. prog is cartoon logic

thats sexslop. you only came because i fucked you.

anyone who says that dominant = tall is a coward. shes shorter than u when shes on her knees dummy. plus its hotter

im feeling better today so time to dump all the posts too horny for main

i think the whole suicide thing is really just that its the only meaningful way i can express my shame now. like theres no other avenues for me to apologize for being a useless fuckup than to kill myself

its 4 am again, i purged almost all my ig followers and i think ill do the rest soon

and honestly i dont know whats worse, if people dont care or if they do care when i die. like obviously this will ruin the life of my immediate family permanently and all but i cant imagine a single person sincerely caring about my death outside of that circle beyond maybe a few days

i dont really want to kill myself but the alternative is being useless and unlovablr forever so i have to pull the plug

whoever put those suicide nets on the golden gate bridge was a huge bitch, do you know how much farther i have to drive to kill myself now

immediately beset by bot accounts from brazil this app is shit

razor cuts lowkey look like shit when u take pics of em with the flash on, why didnt samsun think of that in development

is it embarrassing if my sick ass stroke victim dog outlives me or nah

i made this account so i didnt have to suicide bait on main, honestly if youre reading this then you should leave and if u arent a girl ill block u 99% of the time. but theres really nothing of value to be gained here so id say its better to just fuck off