I like the way my mind refuses to work during weekend. But come Monday, I will suffer

I rarely buy anything online or order something for delivery because im lazy to wait for delivery (read: too anxious waiting for delivery lol). When today I finally bought something, the delivery guy lied!

Hungry

Edinburgh 🏰

The feeling when someone hugs you and you immediately want to cry. (just watch this scene in a movie and yeah…)

Start reading this monstrous today. Let’s see how long it’s going to take (in between reading some other books and fics lol)

That feeling when you want to eat instant noodles but you don’t have any. *make a cup of tea*

Realising that you are starting to lose some of your mind ability of remembering stuff…and wondering how much longer you have…

Book 24 because technically 23 is A Little Life which i have to take nth time breaks. But what a fool i am thinking im allowing myself a break from saying “oh Jude” and here i am chanting “my Leah”. Why i keep torturing myself like this. Ohmy dear heart 😭😭

Dear heart…

Dear heart…

When i reach that part, when Jude feel like he need to be in relationship - i’ve to take break from reading it. And now i pick it back and reach the part what happen after, the visit to the past… this is hard huks. Another break or continue…

A heart that remember

A month to read wlw book

How do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart? It reaches way down deep and tears you inside out till you're torn apart. Until you numb

Summer break, where to?

Weird dream…again.

A Little Life - This is one of the book that looks so thick before you start. but once you read it, one minute you at page 1 and next thing you realise you halfway through

Dreams so vividly I’m confused what my mind try to imagine

Finally I start S5 and currently at ep 4. You know what, Andy and Sullivan deserve each other lolol

Guess my book haul 📚

Today’s word: melancholic

Home is…

The sky is beautiful blue today 🩵

Unintentionally learn about some actor personal life than lead to search for more bts gossip? Ok should stop there lol

Today I realised that i used to have lot of membership- to collect points or discounts for different type of stuffs. Now no more. All expired and I barely buy anything anymore

Still have not start watching S5…

Beautiful moon, will it be beautiful month? Huks

Depress 🫩

I want to start watching S5. But im too emotional now. And i don’t like Sullivan, episode 1 will make me extra annoy huks

Currently obsess with retirement plan. Oh to be able to retire early huks 😪

Finally watch the finale 2 episodes of season 4. Marina wedding. 🥰🥰 The way Maya looks at Carina. The dancing 🥰🥰

I miss Delphine Cormier

So hot

Today is Monday? lol

Eeppy 😴

I once again want to say, angry Carina and she mad at you in italian. Yeah, i too will get down into my knee 🫠🫠🫠

Well, what a proposal. They’re getting married!!! 🥰🥰

Andy still annoy me. At least Jack so some growth.

Whenever Carina said, Dr Carina Deluca 🫠

‘Almost’ and ‘Always’; these two words seem like to be at two different ends. Like how it sounds like when like this, ‘I almost have you’ vs ‘I always have you’. But how it’s feels so different while be at the same end when put it like this: ‘I almost have you and you will always have me’.

I still thinking about that ‘too soft’ scene. The way Maya be there for Carina, offer support, offer herself to be blame until Carina is ready. I love them

Oh Carina 😢 (i like ‘too soft’ Maya)

I need Carina in the house not only her cheese lol

I miss my safe place

I too want french toast and italian girlfriend 😌

Weather the storm together…

Overslept

Time for S4 time for Marina 😆

Finish S3 with a big sigh 😪