i don’t remember if it was this specific recipe book or not but when i was in middle school my mom had a manic episode for like a couple weeks where she was obsessed with cooking only in the microwave and had a cookbook like this

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even in a zip file it's still like 800 mb... insane lmfao

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organized my patreon rewards so i could release them for free since it'll be shutdown soon but uhhh... where do i even host an almost 800mb zip file...

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pomni bikini… pomnikini…

im practicing making music rn... does the general feeling of thinking everything you make is absolute dogshit ever go away...

had a very realistic dream about eating a sandwich last night so i went and got myself a burger for breakfast

todays emotes! yay!! thank you for hanging out!!! #idrewaweirdcat

i love trying new food so much dude. esp when its a lot different than what im used to (aka midwestern slop)

you know i was worried i wouldnt like salted egg yolks but theyre actually really good wtf

gonna get some food and then if my internet cooperates, going to try and stream working on emotes :3

in other news i’d like to try doing an art stream where we all draw together with like a set theme or something cuz i think it’d be fun mayhaps…

you will never guess who got sprayed in the face by a broken toilet (it’s me) (im so tired)

can you guys send me more emote ideas. i have 10 static emotes + 11 animated ones i need to replace :( catastrothy.straw.page

saw an interesting concept earlier which was someone with minimal music experience opening ableton and trying to make a song within an hour and i just wanna say i think that would be a really fun stream idea maybe lmfao

had a divine vision and overcame my headache to draw this #idrewaweirdcat

unfortunately i somehow fucked up my audio on my last VOD so ill be unable to archive it... RIP 😔

i told you id draw her better once i had the time mwehehehe... #StellarBearArt

got bored at work on my lunch so i drew myself in my work outfit #idrewaweirdcat

really quick sketch but cute bear!!!!! #StellarBearArt

honestly i'm so excited for when i get to work on the belly physics

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ominous...

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working on live2d art for @catastrothy.bsky.social 😊 #niyart #idrewaweirdcat #live2d #live2dart

looks at you so smugly

POV you just mentioned you'd take her to all you can eat sushi

oh yeah also i havent made a post about it yet but ill go ahead and preemptively clarify: my character itself is still named soleil cyrus, but i (person behind the model) am cy!!!!!!!! i hope that makes sense... maybe...

i just learned i have a tag on rule34

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dude

Maybe she's just REALLY curious? #andoufart #andoumeme

you dont even know how tempting it is to take on some more commissions so i can pay to make this someone elses problems LMFAOOOO

"rig your model for vbridger", they say. "it will be so rewarding", they say. "you'll be so expressive," they say. and yet i am sisyphus, eternally rolling a boulder of trying to get this eye rig to work right because i'm not used to using blendshapes and everything keeps going wrong

rigging in live2d truly feels like bashing your head into a rock over and over for fun sometimes

did you know? they're inventing new types of baldness

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taking suggestions for this month's poll! i need about 4 characters to add...

i would do many things for a crab boil rn

she’s thinking of fried food

current state: lamenting being stuck in indiana (this is my own fault)

if cyan why yellow design

ok… i changed the name back… i still feel kind of embarrassed but it’s probably better this way

would it be too lame to partially walk back my rebrand and go back to being cy (or cyan)…? soleil as a name isn’t meshing with me as well as i’d hoped so i wanna go back to just being referred as cy… uuu…