Feeling existential dread at realizing I do not want a career, and I'm making the same amount I was before, but with far more work and stress attached to it... but hey, I don't hate how I look lately.

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My home is too quiet without Reg here. I haven't known a home without him, since I was 22. I'm almost 39. I hope he knows I was there with him at the end, and when my time comes, I'll think of him so he can be there for mine. Until then, I'll think of him everyday. I love you, my silly boy.

I miss my cat.

Still on a hiatus, but my cat Reginald is being taken into the ER, and things are not looking good. Im currently eating into my rent and groceries/bills for October, so anything helps at this point. I know everyone is struggling, but I'm looking for any avenues. ko-fi.com/underarchon/...

Going to take a long blsky break starting Monday. Lots of health stuff + doctor's appts, pet stuff I've had to deal with, and work. Working on finishing a comm, and that's about all I have creative energy for these days. Mutuals, feel free to reach out if you want to keep in touch over Discord.

Chiitan loves all transgender people. I've received a lot of criticism for expressing my support, but what's more important is that all transgender people live happy lives. Blue Sky cannot display long posts, so please read this post if you'd like. love you all 🤍 ↓ www.instagram.com/reel/C9qppva...

I miss Daft Punk.

I should just rebrand to an Urianger thirst account 🤷‍♀️

I should just rebrand to an Urianger thirst account 🤷‍♀️

This is why I am up until 1am...

For the morning crowd.

This is why I am up until 1am...

I'm re-playing the RDM quest line since I first did it years ago, and I'm REALLY getting the X'rhun appeal, when it dawned on me: X'rhun is Miqo Urianger.

I just think that if you say, with your whole chest, that people (children) being killed by pteventable gun violence is acceptable to protect the second amendment, I can't feel all that sad for you if you're killed by a gun.

I'm trying my best not to get too worried, but I'm dealing with very scary health stuff on top of work being brutal lately. All I want to do is something creative, but my mind won't cooperate. My cat is losing his sight and hearing too, and dropping a lot of weight. I'm just at my wits end.

As a native Californian living in the Pacific Northwest, this brings me equal parts joy and sadness.

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I need him. I need 12 of him.

Updated my name cause I found out I am now on a musician's Instagram/Facebook with 81k followers, very clearly at my work, and it's very clearly me and yeah o_o I might... make a separate account for nsfw. I am terrified of my work finding that shit, ngl.

I cannot wait to end my work week and go home to finish putting together my new computer desk, fully set up my new desktop, and draw on my big, fancy tablet. I have been trying to all week and the gods are conspiring against me!

This will never not be relevant in my brain.

Reposting old art? More likely than you think. #urianger #ffxiv

Urianger looking for his wife's approval on his new adventuring tunic (I think she likes it) #wolianger #woluri #nezrianger

Warrianger. Kinda want to revist this. #urianger #ffxiv

I was watching a lot of Elizabeth Taylor films. #wolianger #woluri #nezrianger #wolf #ffxiv

Quick ShB NezRianger before bed because them.

Gonna RP old art to get my ass motivated. New drawing tablet, new computer, let's gooooo!

Pro Tip: All shippers are delusional! We're thinking about fictional characters kissing other fictional characters. If you get up in arms about the way someone else HCs or ships a character, please remember that you are also a delusional loser too!

Having a fWoL (who is queer, just like me) shipped with a male NPC (who I also HC as queer), who is part of a very popular m|m ship, and has been deemed only allowed to ever be gay because he has feminine qualities -- otherwise you're homophobic. XD

Guess I'm post-poning my SoCal birthday trip from January to April xD Hotel is booked though! Excited to have something to look forward to! Now I gotta go make stickers...

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

AJ will forever be my favorite Backstreet Boy, but Howie's look in the Everybody music video DID something to me as a tween and it stuck.

I got a new baby, and suddenly all I want to do is draw!

Ugh, I have to interview people for the assistant manager position tomorrow, and I am absolutely not ready for it. I hate interviewing, it's truly something I wish I never had to go again, and yet, I will likely be hiring at least 4 seasonal people as well for the holidays. Kill me.

Please... I just want the Yuweyawata fending top...please SE...please let me have this.

FYI, censorship/fan policing also includes telling others how a fictional character should/should not be portrayed, perceived, who they can and can not be shipped with -- including gender of who, what kinds of situations they can participate in, etc.

New Florence + the Machine album! New Florence + the Machine album! New Florence + the Machine album! Dropping on Halloween too, what a queen!

I am so incredibly frustrated with drawing right now. Im rusty as hell and struggling to even get basic sketches down, and I know if I do basics for a bit, it'll help. But my free time and energy are so scarce that trying to do basics makes me scream and cry.

My ipad dies so fast now that I want to cry. I essentially have to keep it plugged in all the time if I want to use it. I want to get a big XP Pen again, but even the older model I want is still $600, and I am so so broke T_T

Are there overnight (Im PST) jobs that exist and pay semi-decent wages? I love my job, but I can't do mornings anymore. My body is revolting. I had an overnight production job once, and I loved it. Best I've slept, cleanest my home has been, but the company was an absolute nightmare to work for.

I truly, once again, believe that if I could kiss Urianger Augurelt, it would fix me.

I started re-drawing this to fix the anatomy issues (and his nose????), and CSP promptly closed without saving, so I took it as a sign to stop. Have some NezRianger porn.

Gonna be more scarce here since my sub ran out and people are posting 7.3 spoilers??? Come on y'all, I thought we left that need to be first and relevant on Twitter. My threshold for blocking people has gotten so much lower, I dont even care anymore if people get up in their feelings about it.

I love it when everyone suggests I lighten my workload to avoid burnout, as if I can. Sorry, my dudes, I have to work this much so I can, you know, exist. Am I almost always in burnout? Yes. Can I take the actual amount of time off I need to not be? No.

Nez had white hair once upon a time, but I think the black suits her much better. #wolianger #woluri #nezrianger #ffxiv

I like to pretend Urianger visited Nez in Kugane at least once. #wolianger #woluri #nezrianger

I need the serotonin boost of NezRianger today, so you all get my reposts :) Also, go commission them. Their work is stunning!

I just think it's interesting how many people I've come across online pearl clutch about a lot of kinks but are avid Game of Thrones/House of the Dragon fans. FYI, both those series, in all its formats, would be banned under this puritanical censorship nonsense.