me anytime they have kirk act so bitchily to anyone with equal/higher authority than his

i recently watched gone girl while knitting randomly and all it confirmed was how much i hated the book back when i read it :/

i have been coughing up sooo much blood and phlegm with a resting pulse of 140+ but fuck it we ball. how are all my favorite freaks (you all <3) doing since the last time i posted...

was given a digital employee handbook today and brother this is straight up illegal lol

back on my sock grind

anyways. brought this up because i did just get a job at a small bistro/bakery despite my apparently very off-putting vibes ♥️

i dont think i ever updated bluesky but i got denied this job because they asked if id dye my hair blonde. i said no & asked why does that effect my eligibility and they said i had a really off-putting vibe and that might soften it up

pit kink pit kinkpitkinkpitkinkpitkinkpitkinkpitki

not an arcane fan and only vaguely know about the kinktober drama but i think the event's hosts would throw up if they saw what me and my mutuals were doing to spock

i got this beautiful coral bamboo yarn in a fine fingering weight but its so splitty 😭😭 ive had to restart after CO >20 stitches with my 2.25mm needles 4 times now

RARE READING W: model home made me literally feel like i was going to be sick with the dread it infused in me AND it was a rare brilliant use of 1st person AND it gave me soo many good quotes about dysfunctional mothers to assign to my ocs and then feel sick over again 🔥🔥🔥

me (physically disabled, immunocompromised, currently coughing up blood and mucus, has lost 10 pounds in two months because i keep throwing up and cant afford food): yea id say im really healthy and totally suitable for this job position that involves unloading 50+ pound bags for over 5 hours

(2023) #brulois #superbat mornings

(2023) #nsfw #bruclois #brulois

(2023) #bruclois #clois

looking at my old wip notes and like.... something was truly cooking there but unfortunately i forgot the stove was on for several weeks unti now & i cant recognize the burnt mess that once was such a delicious fic idea....

internet is so fucking cool because u can just see butches at any moment and for free

splug

put spock in the time loop and have him in it despite how many logical attempts of escape he does. keep him stuck there until he starts acting more and more illogical due to it having no consequences. have him get truly freaky with it AND THEN have the loop break

darning all the holes in my pants due to my fat ass and thighs while thinking about putting characters through the worst fucks of their lives <3

i just think men should be pissing themselves and having cannibalistic wet dreams dreams more

do you think i can harass dc comic enough to where they actually make something with khoa in it and/or send me a cease and desist

having a respiratory issue once again (coughing mucus and some blood, chest pain and struggling to breathe, all the greatest hits) and having one of my worse migraine flare ups (have had a headache to migraine every day since December)

they're cute, i like them #SuperBat #Superman #Batman

sorry still angry over that book and how several hours later im still thinking of better foot fetish scenes that actually would had been kinky AND tie in narratively.

ransom can have big blueberry muffin as a treat <3

ok so after ranting to my friend over the last book i read we decided it might be fun to buddy read something & we're trying to decide a book! does anyone have any recs for something that'll be fun to trash on since hating on something with a friend is one of the most beautiful things in the world..

I heard that after Spock finally transitioned she started taking advantage of her husband's Admiral's salary. As is her due.

“I Should Have Never Reconnected His Mouth”, collage and watercolor, 2025 The second part of a series about the autistic experience told through Spock

(mccoy finds out spock is fully aware eventually but doesn't call him out because. well..)

sorry to self reblog (im not sorry at all) but. know I'm thinking on this again.

i need to watch more tos again or i might die

You know the "humans have evolved past religion in the star trek future!! I am offended!" people who got pissy about lower decks daring to have a Muslim character in the bg have been awfully quiet about Pike busting out an "Our Father"... almost like religion in general wasn't the problem... 🤔🤔🤔

wish i could dislike peoples/comments. idc if its not anonymous i need a way of doing it that isnt just commenting 👎 to something im annoyed by

deleted a long ass rant that ultimately does not matter. instead know i am trying a new flavor of tea <3

trying to read again despite the seven month strong migraine and spiraling mental health and the book i picked doesn't do quotation marks or paragraph breaks when people talk and. i feel like im losing my mind

grugg. the drill.

<3 spiraling and being more depressed and lonely than ever before and getting genuinely sick when i think about how im wasting my life <3333

thinking again of my Galileo 7 fic idea where spock chooses himself to stay behind to save his crew and mccoy is forced to confront his ableist behavior and is choking on his guilt, which then presents as anger while on the enterprise, all as spock is whumping away on the planet but. whatever..

had to find this again bc of grem recently talking about this episode and it still stands true...

'i miscalculated regarding them and gained resentment on your parts :(' hes so.... everyone being so mean to him because ableism when he can't help his way of thinking and what his judgement is based upon....

'i neither enjoy the idea of command nor am i frightened by it. it simply exists' <- man who will service top if asked but he isn't going to get off

ppl on Tumblr are so fucking stupid i forgot why i stayed off there now...

james t dick kirk