checking my touys before I color them

This is so inefficient but I love it

She’s almost too big for the lightbox

plug in your lightbox emil or i am going to kill you. but I want my keyboard

fuck ok we went too far back. fen is here.

Nil is still really cool... you can tell I was in my Arknights era toyhou.se/8424839.nil/...

So don't maim or kill someone. It's simply not worth the dollars in OSHA fines.

End is a funny creature I need to draw him again. holy shit this is all so old now (2019-2020)

this is making me wheeze

scanning entire sketchbooks is such a pain but there's a lot of good stuff in my last 2. and I need a new one

oh yeah I kind of remember my this.. my traffic jam End

ohhhh... my baby

I guess I always did like unicorns... this is from college

im not lying

does anyone know whats going on

we'll hit it tomorrow if the charts are showing me the trends properly

what?

500?

waht should i draw for 500 plays celebration

me: why cant i do anything besides sit here and stare atr my tabs my wellbutrin sitting next to me that I forgot to actually take:

SSTOPPPPP WITH THE NAUSEOUS im litewrally chilling.

submitted work to the big scary zine I want to get into. I have been denied every time. 3rd times the charm

I think it’s hard to live in the present when a lot of your life was spent in active psychosis and you’re kind of only just sort of coming out of it. And I still slip into it sometimes too

Deep wistful sigh sometimes I wonder if I’m too in my own head for ppl to talk to me. I don’t knowww. I like to think I’m easy to talk to irl. But I seem to have chronic side character disease. I don’t think I mind it’s just like, ohhhh…. I think I am that kind of person

Vermelia manufacturing little parasite things vs Eve being possessed by one. It’s funny. This guy likes parasites.

I want to make a chart of Emil Antagonists of like Evil for fun <—-> Evil for reasons beyond their control Funny <——-> serious

I do have a lot of long freaks huh. Evolution of the long freak

My game on Google

Getting anxious. Again. Dude

Ok I thought drawing would make me less nauseous but I think the thing is Vermelia is making me so excited I get nauseous again

I imagined 300 people in a room with my game and my head hurts

THATS TOO FUCKING MANY!!

Stop making me nauseous I want to draw art that makes me nauseous

Glup

Soaked myself in cold water, breaking this endless wheel Praying for divine powers so we can become one Darling I'm sure next life you'll love me too

infestuous

Hard at work on her nothing

Keeping my insta corporate friendly is incredibly boring but also incredibly easy bc I fucking hate that place

Emil will be like I LOVE PEOPLE!!! RAHHH!! Until there’s just a few too many people and then the Emil starts to deteriorate and explode

Sometimes I forget I am a nervous trembling animal of a person for a while until I do something I don’t usually do and start getting so anxious I start pacing

Breakfast so delicious

Guy who says play my VN and gets scared when ppl play his VN

Ffjdjffjhghhxxz… Huhhh.. GUUGGGHH… FUCK!!! I need to sleep about it. Calm down. Touch my anteater plush

i think im so obsessedwith my own game that it makes people want to play it. I love my this

Now I can’t stop thinking about ‘you wrote it, man’

Crying laughing

Verm I think your pet girlfriend is hungry she’s drooling on the floor

How come stuff on here always breaches containment!! This is my stupidposting space

I don’t have anything to color her with here but yay