Morning bump: We need the car back. Please help if you can.

I remember my dad once told me he wanted to go to sleep and not wake up. I get it now.

I feel like a complete and total failure. Then after disappointment and pain, all I have to do is watch Democrats squander an absolute MANDATE from Americans on Tuesday. It's clear to me that centrist DC Dems don't give a shit about anyone, and still have some utopian ideal of bipartisanship..idiots

I hate how hard it is to see anything good in life sometimes. Every negative thing, no matter how small, is magnified until it’s crushing you.

UPDATE: At least the automated robocalls from the finance company have stopped. They used to call 20 times/day regardless of status, never leave a message, and spoof local numbers. TBH, I'd rather have the calls than no car. $270/$1150 so far #HelpSky #MutualAid 💸💕 ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

Mamdani is going to implement Shasta Law. Drinks are on the house!

I guess, on the plus side, I’ve lost weight. Despite having trouble sticking to my diet, I’m down to my required target weight for bariatric surgery.

Not much I can do rn other than cancel my Dr appointments for the week. Been wracking my brain trying to figure things out, outside of getting the car back. Tuesday’s appt was to figure out why my leg muscles keep seizing up. I’m kinda worried it’s something bad.

No movement, but I’m hopeful this will be the last emergency we ever have. Or at least, that you ever hear about again. I’m tired of being a drain on society and a burden to my friends.

No movement, but I’m hopeful this will be the last emergency we ever have. Or at least, that you ever hear about again. I’m tired of being a drain on society and a burden to my friends.

I absolutely hate feeling ill. Add constant fasciculations to the ailment list. My leg muscles have been firing non-stop for several days, and I'm fairly worried because it could be any NUMBER of things. Gonna see my Dr on Tuesday...well, if we get the car back... 💀

They just closed. We tried.

1 hour left before customer service closes.

1 hour left before customer service closes.

1hr40min left to make it.

Ugh. Hoped I could sleep through it.

I keep falling asleep :(

I talked to customer service. They’re giving me until 6pm pacific time today to pay them with a debit card. Prayers and good thoughts please! 🙏

Taking some deep breaths. I need to get out of bed though it’s very hard to imagine what a day of floundering and crying will get me.

Despite our best efforts, we have been unable to get the car back without the full payment for the car plus impound fees. I’ve cancelled my appointment for today because I have no way to get there. Please share. #MutualAid #HelpSky @fairshare.help ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

Despite our best efforts, we have been unable to get the car back without the full payment for the car plus impound fees. I’ve cancelled my appointment for today because I have no way to get there. Please share. #MutualAid #HelpSky @fairshare.help ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

23% funded…I hope it can get funded by the time customer service opens tomorrow. I have some groveling to do 😬

This is probably coming out of left field, but I had a coaching session with my voice director today, as prep for my demo reel. Every character I tried, she labeled them female. Even when I wasn’t trying?? They sounded feminine. This coming from a cis woman is insane levels of gender euphoria🥺

Update: thank you for the $250 donation! Still have one hour before customer service closes!

Update: thank you for the $250 donation! Still have one hour before customer service closes!

They only gave me until close of business today to at least pay half. This is not going to be good.

Evening bump.

Just so you aren't doom-scrolling my timeline: the job I interviewed for this week basically is a healthcare navigator for the LGBTQ+ community in the city. It's something I already do well, and have success in. I'll know next week if I aced the interview...or came close. I DO have hope.

I cancelled my electrolysis appointment tomorrow. We’re down to one car now and I can’t get there (it’s over 500 miles there and back)

FUCK MY LIFE. The finance company LIED about the deferred payment and they just TOOK THE CAR. I don't have the funds to get it back, so my wife can't get to work now. I hate my life!! I'm putting a KoFi up. But I'm too beat down to try anymore. #MutualAid #HelpSky ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

I feel like I’ve been spinning plates on sticks, and I missed one. That caused them all to come crashing down. This cascading dilemma all stems from a bill negotiating in bad faith. None of this was supposed to happen… A job would have helped, too. I hope I get this one I interviewed for…

Despite this being a terrible year, there is light on the horizon. I swear there is…it’s just hard to see it atm

I’m sorry for everything.

Night y’all.

Huge fight at home now. Shoot me.

I thought life was getting better. Why can't I freakin' catch a break?!

FUCK MY LIFE. The finance company LIED about the deferred payment and they just TOOK THE CAR. I don't have the funds to get it back, so my wife can't get to work now. I hate my life!! I'm putting a KoFi up. But I'm too beat down to try anymore. #MutualAid #HelpSky ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

If this gets 30 likes I’ll post my new acting headshot. Then y’all can roast me, ig

I used to have a treasure trove of Angry Beavers outtakes. I finally remembered one particular outtake from Richard Horvitz…I can’t say it here but I bet Charlie Adler had something to do with it lol

OMG we made it! Thank you!! 😭😭😭😭

50 minutes left 😭

Trying not to let the self-doubt overwhelm me. Hopescrolling is helping a little.

Update: almost 40% there! 2 hours 45 minutes until the deadline. ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

Update: I checked with the payment processor, and they are adamant that after 3pm (3 hours from now) it'll be too late to register payment in time.

Locked in for the interview. Wish me luck!

Just received an email that we have to pay just over half the rent by 3pm today or we’ll get served. The world really wants me to screw up this interview…and I need this job so badly!😫 #HelpSky #MutualAid 💸💕 @fairshare.help ko-fi.com/frescahusky/...

God, I hope today’s interview goes well…

Morning bump🙏

Who’s stupid now, bitch!! (ineligible to vote in NYC mayoral race)

*coughSarahMcBridecough*