My toxic trait is that if I hear something funny in public, I Will laugh out loud.

The lights by elle goulding is making a comeback apparently

we were the kids who screamed, "we weren't the same," in sweaty rooms, now we're doomed to organizing walk-in closets like tombs

Migraine breakfast: chocolate milk, coca cola, and a shit ton of over salted fries. Also Nickelback for some reason

Grief is breaking down in the kitchen at work. Grief is that lump in your throat you push down while wiping tables. Grief is standing in the corner rapidly blinking tears away. Grief is doing what you can to function, because the world doesn't stop just because their heart did.

Sing into Ghost of You into Early Sunsets is DEVASTATING when you're already grieving. Disenchanted, too.

In short, my paternal unit is a cheapskate who does not care to get me medical attention if he can get away with it. I'm at a loss for words and feel so invisible and upset. Idk what to do anymore.

Oct. 2021 - jacked up my ankle one sunday. Poured concrete after with nothing but ibuprofen July 2023 - random fever. Bedrested myself out of it. March 2024 - suspected strep throat AND a reaction to shrimp. Nothing. June 2024 - busted my shoulder in the work freezer. Now - tooth pains. Nothing.

Also I quit my job, started a new job, went to an emo night and have been in school but I might become a phlebotomist so that's exciting!

Hey guys been listening to my hesitant alien cd lately and No Shows SLAPS

I love having a kitten what do you mean she came in here and screeched when she couldn't see me instantly and when I spoke up from my chair she sprinted over, jumped in my lap, and then immediately proceeded to try and eat a hole in my pants. Fucking nuts. I love princess pickles.

One mcr lyric that HAUNTS me is the one from Skylines and Turnstiles: "That's if you've still got one that's left Inside that cave you call a chest-!" The delivery of it is so striking and powerful, and it just hits me very particularly.

Nothing quite puts the USA into perspective quite like my dad swearing and cursing as he tries to find the Christian station on his big truck's amazon music before judging an old disabled homeless man just because his wheelchair was "too shiny" 😒

Toronto setlist vs my predictions. I think 8/10 is pretty good. #mychemicalromance

Today's mood: listening to fall out boy in the sparkliest dress I own because I found it while in the middle of cleaning my room and had to see if it fit even though I never wear dresses lmao

That's not what these lyrics were for originally and ACTUALLY this isn't even the original song I was gonna use for the chapter. Phoenyx WON'T BEHAVE in the plot.

Having to remember that this character is canonically from texas so it's okay for him to say y'all

FASHION STATEMENT

Something that feels like a bad dream and feeling lost- I might have figured it out fuck yeah

Omg this chapter needs a 3 cheers song I think. I'll comb through them to find the right one.

Omg this chapter needs a 3 cheers song I think. I'll comb through them to find the right one.

Getting more involved in my local emp scene has consequences. Now a whole band follows me on one of my socials. HELP.

these are the last blues we're ever gonna have, let's see how deep we get

the time my dad caught me a horseshoe crab and i asked him if throwing it back into the sea would bring our luck back

joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"

Someone PUT ME DOWN UGHHHHHH

Teruhashi and Saiki never officially ask each other out. They just go. To cafes and the zoo, to movies, to play video games. There's a silent understanding, but never a verbal question. Because it was never a question. It was an inevitability. Because he's a god and she's God's favorite.

Being a fall out boy, my chemical romance, and saiki k fan is a terrible idea all I do is make imaginary terusai edits to their songs. I'm sick in the head someone put me down AGH

I think my issue is that no one is making original bands in my area. They're all cover bands.... Hmmmmmmmm. I need a bass

I saw them irl.....

Red rimmed eyes on a thursday night Timeline doesn't want me alive For fucks sake I'll keep up the fighy

Okay so they don't block visibility so I'm just gonna stop talking

I'll figure out the restriction settings actually

Local idiot loses marbles on bluesky block me now

I care I care i care so fucking much but i can't express it so I just talk about a bunch of stupid shit that brings me joy but you don't want to hear it and it just makes the distance worse and i know I'm over thinking again and you didn't mean that offhanded comment so deeply but it hurts. I care.

Ever feel like you'll never grow out of the "not good enough" stage? The black sheep, useless idiot, and klutzy stage? The no one wants to talk with you because you don't know how to converse But that just makes everything so much worse, stage?

I need pw to teach me lyricism because wtf

you're second-hand smoke, second-hand smoke, i breathe you in but, honey, i don't know what you're doing to me

make it easy, say i never mattered, run it up the flag pole

i've got the scars from tomorrow and i wish you could see that you're the antidote to everything except for me

is this more than you bargained for yet?

these words are all i have so i write them, so you need them just to get by

i hate all my friends, i miss the days when i pretended with you

i used to obsess over living, now i only obsess over you

and this is you and me, and me and you, until we've got nothing left

i got too high again, realized i can't not be with you or be just your friend

MY LEGS HURT SO BAD FOR NO REASON

Ughhhhhhhhh

If I post enough on tiktok/youtube maybe I'll have a second job

I need the sparkly bass ughhhhhh