this place feels even more dead than usual

next week… also same ppl who made/delivered my coffin bookshelf but this time something different but also still darkly and beautiful 🖤

only the best gifts for their dads ❤️

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recently got this vanity desk 🖤

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the Halloween eps rly are special

pls look at these moms with their lil baby nerd

LGBT couples in Kiff ❤️ hoping for more in season 3!!!! 😭

I̸ ̶h̶a̷v̶e̵ ̶f̸a̷n̶s̵?̷ LOTS OF THEM W̴e̸l̵l̶ ̶I̶ ̷g̶u̴e̵s̸s̵ ̶I̵ ̷s̶h̴o̶u̵l̴d̴ ̸s̵a̸y̸ ̶t̸h̷a̶n̸k̴ ̶y̵o̶u̶,̶ ̷w̷e̶ ̸a̸r̵e̴ ̵d̷o̵i̸n̶g̴ ̶q̴u̵i̵t̷e̵ ̶w̷e̷l̸l̶ ̵t̵o̵n̶i̶g̸h̴t̵ ̵ #bngstrawpage

smol girlfriends #kiff

also why am I always stuck sitting next to someone who uses their phone throughout the whole movie 😭 luckily it wasn’t as much as the one when I watched backrooms but still like pls why bother coming to the movies??? they were also talking a couple of times with their kid who was singing along to

enjoyed the finale despite some problems with it here n there but other than that I thought it was a pretty cool

not even a second of walking in I hear “when Pomni was like-“ and now as I’m typing this in this kid starts talking something kinda spoiler related the way I had to cover my ears and hum till this guy nearby waiting was like “hey no spoilers!”

about to head off to watch…something

yes I mean that in a good way but there are some things I was hoping would be better but other than that love the scenery n music when it came to the rooms and especially love the found footage moments also to the person that sat next to me and was on their phone every minute…WTF

watched backrooms movie last night and holy fuck!!!

my cute molly n scratch and kiff n barry charms finally arrived!!!! 😭 so glad to have found someone making charms of them 🥺

love making at least one alt OC for each interest I’m into hehe

he’s spreading (also in the middle of reorganizing cuz i need more space to fit the rest of my collection lmao)

teens #kiff

same

look at the besties 😭

gonna need new content of any of my interests to be a lil less insane

trying to be happy for others isn’t always easy especially when you’ve been told this many times throughout life and I wish more people could understand the hurt we feel cause it really is easier said than done

managed to find someone selling the hat ADHTDVGESC so hyped it’ll be in my hands soon!!!!! 😭 once I get it I’ll post an update pic of my collection

HEHE HOPE ITS BEEN GOING GREAT SO FAR ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

ursi is so bby girl

me when

everything about this scene is just

I knew she’d be the type of kid to do this but I didn’t expect them to actually show it lmao

Barry just following along but not even looking pissed off always kills me

kiff oc cuz why not lol anyway finally made a ref for echo (which tbh is old art from months ago but I finally got around to finishing it) yea so posting my other old art for size ref cuz she is tall for her age also her voice would be similar to ladybugs #kiff

there’s spiderwebs on my coffin bookshelf…good

update on this side of wall

so been more depressed than usual, period started again, had a cold, and dealing with the aftermath of my cold which is my ears feeling clogged cuz air pressure but taking something for that already just gotta give it a few days 🫠 also today marks 3 years since mom has passed away and it still

these past few days have been just

went to the cemetery yesterday to visit mom and as I’m leaving I see these kids with their pet bunny

whether I’m literally tired or not I just wanna sleep

I just keep on sleeping instead of drawing and hardly watch anything like I used to I just keep on sleeping

I’m tired like really really tired

anytime I think I’ve resurfaced I’m drowning all over again doesn’t feel worth it might as well end the suffering

it’s like happiness isn’t even a thing

this world is filled with nothing but cruelty I don’t even know why it’s worth living for

anytime I think I’ve found something/someone that makes me happy that gets taken away cause it apparently was never meant to be it’s like I’m never meant to be happy

feels like I’m closer to really snapping and I’m just gonna end myself sooner than later nothing’s getting better

love love loveeee this new dress 🖤