not sure what to do about this account anymore always felt so lonely here but it’ll def feel more this way now that more ppl have left

the urge to just disappear

anyway sorry for all the venting anytime I come back here. Anytime I try to post something I’m hit with a new wave of sadness cause I’m reminded any time I did and try making a post here something always ruins my day so it’s almost as if this app is a curse for me not that over there is any

I’ll never truly be ok

worst part about trying to get better is when there’s no progress at all

still trying to draw but shit keeps happening that ruin my energy to continue

came to the realization I really just haven’t been drawing as much as before ever since my depression hit harder back in December

on the subject of lesbians shoutout to reggies moms rly hoping to see more lgbt representation in this show 😭 pretty sure there was a gay couple in the prom episode

also been having the funniest dreams about kiff and more than once she confirms she’s lesbian sometimes my dreams predicts things right so will be happy the day we seen an ep where she gets a girlfriend

yea I don’t rly talk much about other interests cuz more than half the time no one cares but I dunno kinda slowly doing it again cuz need to at least let it out lol anyway since season 2 of kiff will be out soon that’s why I’ve been talking about the show recently

missing my ducky/bunny fankid

sensing a pattern in my fave duos

life keeps saying “fuck you in particular”

more ppl should watch kiff

always fun whenever I get the chance to see them

so I’m officially a tía now

birb n borb

still got some old art I need to post here only some cuz some I’m not so proud of anymore lol

still one of my fave necklaces 🖤

preview of a project I created since I was around 10. I go back n forth to working on this then taking a break from it a lot but yea. story is about these creatures (especially Vexia) finding out the truth how they came to be and it's more horrifying than they realize

I know I’ve been saying this a lot but I’m just tired how no matter how hard I try it just doesn’t get better I just feel so broken I could go on sometimes like I’m fine but at night I just break down crying again

depression rly has been hitting me harder since December I still have trouble getting back into drawing sometimes I know I’m gonna be depressed forever but hoping I can at least get back into drawing a little more anyway aside from that personal update I’ve got 3 projects I’m

library I visited today was smaller than the one I usually go to but still nice stayed there for nearly two hours reading about vampires afjutfbytfdv

✨The goobers in da boblox✨ #FNaF #Roblox #FuntimeFreddy #BonBon

Happy v-day from afton robotics

my beloved

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having a hard time finishing drawings lately been getting more tired than usual for some reason I’m assuming seasonal depression just keeps getting worse and draining my energy a whole lot more

looking forward to the day something extremely brutal happens to that asshole over on the bird app also fuck nazis other than friends still being over there I’m still gonna continue to spread awareness about everything going on

finally got my medications good thing too cause just saw something that made me have another panic attack not like they prevent them from happening but still feels a little better to take them

trying not to break down and cry cuz been feeling something I can’t explain rly rly rly need those medications

been off my medications for the past few days now cuz someone moved them and dunno where they’re at (yes we’ve tried searching) holy fuck I’m gonna cry I think it’s due for a refill soon so hoping I can get it at least a lil earlier than that (gonna try today)

stopped working again and I found out the hard way hoping I don’t get sick

Introduce yourself with four movies.

plumber fixed the water problem yes!!!! 😭

dryer don’t work and now we don’t get water heat we’re gonna freeze to death

barley Monday and already feels like another bad week piling up with so much shit happening all at once

been very obsessed with this song for the past few months it’s hard to choose a fave part since I love every second of it but I gotta say it’s impossible for me not to sing this part out loud adhyfchydxg

would love to have a bigger ita bag to put my small good stuff FunFred plushie in there

Weird flex but ok @starrybirby.bsky.social I did it . #FUNNIEPOSTING

she chose to sit with me aufdnjtdhut

LOOK HOW SMALL YOU ARE

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Without downloading any new pics, where are you mentally??

sometimes I randomly remember someone who worked on family guy has a hand drawn drawing of two of my OCs

ALSO CUTE BAG WITH THE BBYS ON IT 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️‍🔥🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

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Freddy Faspbear #fnafsecuritybreach #GlamrockFreddy

it’s funny having two entirely different Funtime Fronnie family AUs one is like very wholesome with them actually being circus performers and then the other they’re in the mafia AHUFGYRX I’m very obsessed with this one. There’s def lots of angst but still some loving family stuff

old art from like 2 years ago ahyfcbhtcvh would either love to redraw it or maybe even comm someone for it