same

look at the besties 😭

gonna need new content of any of my interests to be a lil less insane

trying to be happy for others isn’t always easy especially when you’ve been told this many times throughout life and I wish more people could understand the hurt we feel cause it really is easier said than done

managed to find someone selling the hat ADHTDVGESC so hyped it’ll be in my hands soon!!!!! 😭 once I get it I’ll post an update pic of my collection

HEHE HOPE ITS BEEN GOING GREAT SO FAR ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

ursi is so bby girl

me when

everything about this scene is just

I knew she’d be the type of kid to do this but I didn’t expect them to actually show it lmao

Barry just following along but not even looking pissed off always kills me

kiff oc cuz why not lol anyway finally made a ref for echo (which tbh is old art from months ago but I finally got around to finishing it) yea so posting my other old art for size ref cuz she is tall for her age also her voice would be similar to ladybugs #kiff

there’s spiderwebs on my coffin bookshelf…good

update on this side of wall

so been more depressed than usual, period started again, had a cold, and dealing with the aftermath of my cold which is my ears feeling clogged cuz air pressure but taking something for that already just gotta give it a few days 🫠 also today marks 3 years since mom has passed away and it still

these past few days have been just

went to the cemetery yesterday to visit mom and as I’m leaving I see these kids with their pet bunny

whether I’m literally tired or not I just wanna sleep

I just keep on sleeping instead of drawing and hardly watch anything like I used to I just keep on sleeping

I’m tired like really really tired

anytime I think I’ve resurfaced I’m drowning all over again doesn’t feel worth it might as well end the suffering

it’s like happiness isn’t even a thing

this world is filled with nothing but cruelty I don’t even know why it’s worth living for

anytime I think I’ve found something/someone that makes me happy that gets taken away cause it apparently was never meant to be it’s like I’m never meant to be happy

feels like I’m closer to really snapping and I’m just gonna end myself sooner than later nothing’s getting better

love love loveeee this new dress 🖤

some gorgeously stunning shoes I’ve gotten these past few months 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 with some being perfect for my goth clown styles and whenever I decide to cosplay Funtime Freddy 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 also the shoe boxes are just so fucking cute agyrcgtdxg

Funtime Freddy’s dad bod is canon Source: me

blbuy

HOME

finally heading back home

also overheard someone telling their friend “aw it’s gru! no wait I mean gir” the way I had to turn away and hold back from laughing

went to hot topic

yea I know still gotta take an updated pic of my collection but for now take these asdjkugfvur I’m insanely in love with this bby girl

finally made it

heading off to AZ but will be back home in CA on Monday

update on the wall of beauty 🖤 if my room were bigger I sure as hell would’ve loved to print them all bigger 😭 I do plan on turning a few into posters and free up space by replacing those ones already printed here with reprints of some of the smaller ones but a lil more bigger anyway still got

“you should’ve at least put on something pink today”

goodies from goth mall today 🖤

I’m getting something delivered in July that has me so hyped I wanna share what it is but I wanna wait till it’s finally placed in my room agjyfbytfcyt

*does this to Em* ❤️

I still can’t believe I got a pic with David Howard Thornton dressed as Art Like that’s THE Art the clown 😭❤️

SHE STOLE MY PILLOW WHILE I WAS RESTING MY HEAD ON IT

stubbed my toe, burned my fingers, broke a fingernail, and got a huge splinter on my hand all in less than an hour 💖

I forgot I dressed up as Hannah Montana for my 10th birthday

miss them so much it ain’t even funny

love Barry being the good friend that he is