Mmmmm type headspace where I want to be found half dissolved in a vat of acid

Wasteful

Socks gang, I need some black frayed short jeans forever these thigh highs, would pair well with the chains

Sometimes ill look at popular furry art and some just feels like it sucks the soul out of art or even the more carnal natures porn. I'll look at and and feel not just nothing but that I am being pandered too, especially when they use meme's to pander.

Bound to crash, but atleast I see it coming

Wearing a shirt from when I was 12 and it makes it look like I got fucking hips. Problem ish is that the white fabric is so old and thinned out that depending on the light, you can see my full boobs lol

The booster of my life is my friends and injecting my estradiol and seeding my nipples puff up the next day

A whole week off of work and I didn't draw once lol, fucking stings

Had too much fun and now my brain is punishing me heavily lol

Don't want to get out of my car lol

Waking up with an immense amount of guilt for all my failures and lies is not a fun way to start my work day lol

Massive crash out about my wrist. My hand is in constant pain and the sense in believing that it might be solved, even for a short period, kinda added to the pile of things that made me crumble this weekend. all I want to drink, and cry

Dream

Waking up nervously crying from a bad dream, but have no way to tell what happened cause I forgot it lol

Women with speckled chest hair. I need to draw it more on my sona

Whenever I need a pick me up of energy while at work, I take a look at my tits and it helps center me

People at work often mock how I look which I really don't care about. But the other day after the typical mocking, my brother who I work with joined in on mocking me, and it hurt lol. It especially hurt cause he barely made it a joke. Called how I look "generational trauma", no one laughed.

Chain gang

I crash out, then it starts raining while I drive which brings me back, then I crash out. I think I've crashed out like four times this morning lol

They feel bigger its wild

I feel like I need to express some pain in my art but I do not have the ability to encapsulate it without it feeling like parody of my own feeling.

Just realizing that tweaking hair and pulling it out is a mental disorder lol

Weird how hard its been to keep food down. I think I've accidentally like, regained the nervous habit when stressed or depressed. Fortunately I've been able to keep it all in me, but I think it's a thing getting worse

Vibes are something strange today. Mixture of beauty in the environment, ups and downs of euphoria and toxicity. Being subject to a dream of my fear of no support from my dad. And yet in utter awe driving in this winter morning with how beautiful it is.

Gamers the tits are coming, the tits be GROWIN

Needing to scream and then cry lol I want to hate until I shrivel into my corner of shame. I feel sad for the people having to bear my burdening presence

Bell

Bort

Bad paranoia, physically exhausted from keeping my anxiety down cause it feels like everyone is inspecting me lol

I can barely be coherent lately lol. Making a sentence is hard, trying to say things often leads me to giving up mid sentence.

Gluh

God my day was like the You are not bunny girl gif, cried twice in the bathroom at work lol. Good thing everyone is sick cause thy just though I was tired

not

Broken element

lol I need to not be Its the swing i cant handle it its So hard to handle the swing, its wearing me down lol. i love it, its real but its painful

Tragedy

Its unbearable that I can have so many people, family, who love and care for me and yet i dont feel like i belong lol. Happy holidays fr though

Joy vampire

Pursuit

yet it still continues without letting go