ramblings on griefs p.3

I think if I could completely pivot I’d go to medical school.

(roughly drafted) Sunday sentences (texts) World Cup edition ft secret couple firstprince #rwrb

going on vacation in a month and using that time to reckon with the fact I’ll be the palest person in the city bc tanning would result in needing to get new foundation and concealer and I’ve already splurged on the ones I have at home 😭

my brazlian ass desperately wants to sit him down and have a conversation about what constitutes as outside clothes

Thank you so much for the well wishes, guys. My mom is feeling better every day! 🤍

currently at the hospital with my mom and to add to my absolute nightmare fuel it’s becoming increasingly difficult not to agree with the awful stereotypes about the quality of care given at the er on a sunday night

“Happy Birthday to our very own Admirals Captain — François Arnaud. 🍌🏒🎂” via heatedrivalrytv

Shane, after listening to Ilya rant about a new book for half an hour: so are their dicks giant icicles? I: No. I:…Why? Does that turn you on? S: …y’know I like temp play. Would be kinda hot. right? Especially in this heat wave.. I: Oh, I’m so sorry my c*ck isn’t made of ice like your heart!

I: Shane, would you want to be pounded in the butt by your own butt? S: Are you have a stroke right now? I: No, think about it! You know your butt very well, yes? So your butt would know how to make it so good for you. I: …maybe even too good. Forget all this, lyubimyy, only I’ll pound your butt.

I think Ilya would get into all the really smutty and strange romance books —think monster romance, sentient objects etc— and he’d tell Shane all about his fun reads, while Shane told him all about the new podcast he’d binged or about the history of the zamboni or something 🕺🏻🕺🏼

still thinking about the tpc excerpts (wistfully)

OH MY GOD BOOK SEQUEL CONFIRMED IDC WHAT ANYONE SAYS I AM SCREAMING

Well you get more than 3 bc I made this list for twitter and there's 8 lmao 1. Henry getting into flower language. That mf gonna be sending all kinds of coded messages 2. Them being in awe of how smart the other is ("that wicked, insatiable mind" "my boyfriend is a genius") bc I know my ship (1/4)

#yeah 🥀

The upside of being a mama’s girl well into adulthood is… everything, really. The downside, however, is being dragged to the hospital when you could’ve just powered through it at home.

and casey says THERE’S MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM BABES 🥹🥹

😭😭😭I’m so emotional about these letter right now

convinced that tpc will heal me (it’ll also make me even more insane)

“Yours, yours, yours, Henry” 😭😭😭😭 “Out of my mind, Alex” via @caseymcquiston.bsky.social instagram stories

He's a menace who knows *exactly* what he's doing. . . . I needed to do something purely self indulgent with the *gestures vaguely* EVERYTHING I've been dealing with so this is what you get. 🙃 #HeatedRivalry #IlyaRozanov

being online to witness both one fandom’s support for two coworkers seemingly hooking up in paris, and another fandom’s condemnation for two coworkers potentially hooking up in paris.

this is Luca Haas #tome

i’ll stop the world and melt with you 🥪 #hollanov cottage ep 🥪 food as a metaphor for love 🥪 6k rated e 🥪 archiveofourown.org/works/86006631 3 times shane fucks up the tuna melts + 1 time he gets them just right.

Pez signs Henry up for an exclusive dating app in a twisted attempt to Cinderella his life: poor grad student to celeb arm candy. As FSOTUS, Alex finds dating & making genuine connections difficult. Against Zahra’s wishes, he joins a dating app. It begins with a book rec. #rwrb #firstprince

i don’t trust anyone who isn’t excited to meet a dog

rereading my favorite bits of the emails in rwrb. tpc can’t come fast enough i’m in desperate need of it 😭

Alex's graduation makes me so sad

🚨For all the lucky folk who went to screening: a friend of mine who was there asked me to shout out the link for those who went and still want to submit proper, more detailed feedback. ‼️REMEMBER, ONLY THOSE WHO WENT ARE ELIGIBLE‼️ Definitely worth it, y’all. pfm-help.freshdesk.com/support/tick...

It's time for my annual birthday/ Pride drawing and this year I was having many thoughts about Shane & Ilya getting to spend their first pride together- even if its quietly/ privately.🖤 ...and then I made myself sad thinking abt this being their first ever photo together.🙃 #HeatedRivalry #Hollanov

HOA meetings are so unnecessarily long 😭

I honestly never realized it was common practice for brands to remove content once an agreed upon promotional period ceased, but it’s genuinely such an interesting concept business wise. Gonna see if I can learn more about that from a contractual standpoint.

he is so absurdly fine

Wishing the happiest of birthdays to my best friend, best company, safe space, and unshakable soulmate. This world is infinitely better because you’re in it. Words can’t live up to you. Here’s to the best year yet, baby! 🤍🥳

LAWYER ALEX? POLITICS ALEX? SOMETHING IN THE MIDDLE ALEX? HES SO EVERYTHING

I just know Henry Fox would have this print printed and framed on his bookshelf

he-man is like deadpool on SSRIs

Ive been getting extremely car sick every single time i step into a moving vehicle (it always happened but its gotten worse these past couple of years), and it’s resulted in me getting ready only to get to my destination trying my best and still looking ill.

I have never been more constantly annoyed by a character than I am by Elizabeth Keen from blacklist.

Ontem foi aniversário da minha Mel favorita no mundo inteiro! TE AMO DEMAIS AMG (Olha como o Taylor tá feliz pelo seu niver também! 🤩)

I haven’t posted in my personal social medias for so long that it legit feels like I’m running naked through a town square whenever I do 😵‍💫

spent my whole birthday doing what I love (being a little geek in peace and at home) 🥳 to be loved is to be seen, thank you both endlessly @juneclaremontdiaz.bsky.social @oohthephysicist.bsky.social 🤍 so so grateful for all the blessings and another trip around my sun 🎈✨

Genuinely shocked at how good I found Off Campus. Who would’ve thought two hockey shows could be top tier? Not me.

It’s always so jarring to remember that for some young(ish) liberal women, finding out the man they’re contemplating dating is conservative (in 2026!!) is not a deal breaker. And I, unfortunately, don’t know how to keep my mouth shut so it’ll almost always lead to me calling them out to their face.

felt like sharing because I haven’t been out out in ages 🤍

Finally starting yesteryear, I can’t wait to see if I’ll hate everyone 🤪

If the letters continue to include beautiful quotes that remind them of one another just know that I WILL start sobbing immediately.

I'm hoping for a physical copy with pullout letters and stuff like this

can’t wait to read 40yo firstprince exchanging smutty letters 😮‍💨 #rwrb #firstprince