I offer more kitten pics as an apology for being a bad streamer. I am taking many because I only had like 2 of Ping as a kit and none of Gloria and it's something I've always been upset about.

I've lost my chair it seems

Happy New Year! I think my theme for 2026 is gonna be change. The status quo in my house has already changed, and I always struggle to embrace is. I want to. I want to do more, go places I've not been before, try and just embrace change for once.

Streaming will recommence when I've gotten the kittens into a routine with baby jail

Trying so hard not to helicopter parent the kits atm. Got a baby jail for them coming on Saturday so I can sleep all night for once XD

This is my life now (Sorry theres no alt text it won't actually let me press the button. They're pictures of my new kittens Ace, Glo and Frankenstein, all black and white kittys)

TODAY

Taking pics of my lil tree before the kittens get here. They can wreck it, as a treat, it's their first Crimmas after all!

The last time I'll see them all, next time I see my lot they'll be in my room!

Gonna see the kittens for the last time tomorrow... ...at their current residence because they'll be coming home on Crimmas Eve!

Ok stuff has kinda hit the fan so next stream will be Jan 1st. I fully intend on showing off my lil kits in that stream because they are due to arrive on Crimmas eve!

Not long now until Ace and Frankenstein come home, these little monsters are gonna cause so much chaos.

A Watchdogs game except you play as an artist who learned coding and hacking just so you can infiltrate and shut down AI slop warehouses.

Sorry I kinda just stopped streaming again, my brother has stolen my webcam 🙃

Little peeps

D&D TIME WE ARE CONTINUING OUR FIGHT AGAINST WORM THIS IS DAMOCLES'S HELL

More Bead advice! - If you're gonna substitute Ms with Ws, make sure all of them are the same! If you mix Ms and Ws up it is noticeable with most letter beads! - 0s and Os, 1s and Is are interchangable! - You can buy letter beads separately in a lot of places! - I've run out of Ns again! FU-

Introducing Frankenstein and Ace <3

ALSO SEEING KITTENS TODAY MAYBE I WILL FINALLY PICK ACE'S SIBLING IN CRIME AHHHH

D&D was fun, we busted Quajath's balls so badly he's pulled us into his domain so now we gotta kill him in here somehow.

D&D TIME AND WE'RE IN THE WORM

Housing guy just came out to check the state of the pipes and such in the house. His conclusion - The boiler is fucked - The pipes are fucked - 3 radiators are fucked - The water tank in my room is "okay" but could do with being replaced - The wiring is also pretty fucked

It's Thursday! Time to start on my physical game journal thing! We're going to start with Stardew Valley today since it's been out the longest and receives less updates so there's less things I might have to change in the future XD Live now! twitch.tv/commander5am

We are going to start the journal tomorrow, I can't keep putting it off my doctor is going to be so mad XD

One pro / con to having memory problems. You forget when you've ordered something, so when it shows up it's a surprise.

Things I am learning whilst beading bracelets: - 100 beads is not as much as it sounds considering you use 14-16 per bracelet - Letter beads need to come in more designs and preferably in some sort of order instead of just in a bag - 1s and i's are exactly the same and can be substituted.

GOING LIVE NOW AND GONNA TALK ABOUT THE KITTENS AHHHHHH twitch.tv/commander5am

LOOK AT MY SWEET BABY GIRL

D&D night, time for Damocles to fight Quajath the Undermaw, aka a giant, planet eating worm. Damocles is 3ft 6.

And we're live! Chatting whilst I organise beads and charms, if we get all of that done I also have sticker organisers now! :D Come keep me company? twitch.tv/commander5am

Thursday! 1pm GMT! More bead and charm organising and maybe stickers too if we get through all of those! Can't believe I'm excited to just organise stuff on stream XD

That small dopamine boost when things arrive earlier than they were meant to.

Going live now! I've been very absent and such lately, I'm trying to get back into a routine but it feels like every time I finally do something else happens. Today I'm gonna be sorting through my beads and charms and hopefully organising them better. Come by for a chat? twitch.tv/commander5am

I gotta sort my beads and charms... should I stream that or is that something peeps don't really wanna see?

@smilkyshake.com I didn't realise you were doing a collab with RitaOra!

Yo will someone who has watched the FNAF Movie watch it with me and just tell me when jumpscares are gonna happen so I don't pull my back out and be bedridden for a few weeks?

HEY YOU SHOULD ALL SEND MONEY TO MY FRIEND KAT OR AT LEAST CHECK THEIR COOL SHIT OUT, THEY DO THE GOOD STUFFS! \o/

I keep wanting to stream but then something prevents it. This week its more hospital appointments.

I'm so tired

Getting my Crimmas card list sorted so it's one less thing I have to do next month. I actually have tons of time this year because the US ones won't be going out until March (American friend is coming over and will take them back with her), but I'm gonna get it all ready in November regardless.

I get suggested a lot of Lord of the Rings stuff on sites I frequent, mostly because I enjoy D&D. I have a bit of info for you though... I've never seen Lord of the Rings. Well not all of it, I watched like 2 random scenes from it once and played the Lego game.

Every time I think I've found all of my stickers, I find more tucked away in a pile that I forgot about. I don't have a sticker problem >_> I have a sticker storage problem.

Too much srs shit going on so Imma go watch trains.

D&D night, time to take out this very suspicious person on a horse after wrongly harassing a merchant selling nuts. Thank the gods for Modify Memory!

I love how a lot of the Vtubers I watch are going through their tired era, like so many of them now have debuted new designs and they all have the bags under their eyes and tired face XD Me too peeps, me too. I just can't... make that myself XD

Another day, another medical appointment. Surely I'll get some mental health help this time right? 🙃🙃🙃

Starting to realise that I'm too ace for most of the streams I go to, because one even mild sexual reference and I just wanna click off. I don't want the peeps I watch to change, I wanna support them, I just can't deal with it anymore.

Gods every time I sit down and try to do any project on my own I'm reminded of how amazing and cool all my art and graphic design friends are. Like, how the fuck do fonts work I don't know how to FONT on a PHYSICAL THING.

D&D session tonight We're 2 players down and they're kind of important players, so instead we partake in The Adventures of Malikshar as he tries to get some Boots of Elvenkind. I funded the endeavour, because I'm fucking loaded XD

Friends I was talking to watching the Direct - New Megas yeah! Me - WHERE IS METAGROSS. WHERE IS MY ULTIMATE CRAB CHILD. IF THEY PAYWALL THEM AGAIN SO FUCKING HELP ME I WILL TURN UP AT NINTENDO-