I am going to miss you... The pain and the memories and the victories....

AH I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN. HUZZAH!! WELCOME BACK COLORFUL HAIR~~ Right in time for Graduation ♡

So I ended up spending more than I ever had on Black friday in past years.... not feeling bad for it thought as this money was saved up for something else already and I got that item plus SO much more~~ but geez... 700+?!

I cannot wait to redye my hair, but at the moment... the fade out kinda looks nice. Some days we just are feeling ~ in my element ~

Once again.... Mercari pulls through 😩✨️👍

The sunrise coming out of work was GORGEOUS this morning 🌄 😍

Let us see if I crumble to black friday deals while I am at work....

2 weeks left of college.... crazy. It's sinking in as I picked up my cap and gown....

An image I live my life by.

Hi bluesky!

I don't have any cosplays or content to show off rn so have some pictures of my bbygirl

Been so worried about just surviving to graduate that I am like.... oh. Oh right. Senior photos are a thing. Aaaaaaaaa (panic and excitement but also frustration)

Am I drowing in my own deepness? Have I been looking for Diamonds in a pile of ash? Hard to know. I don't think we are supposed to know. Best thing I heard today was: "I personally think the author wanted his story to be interpreted, not retold." There is no answer. Only inspiration

My driving skills have definitely gotten worse since I moved to this state.... idk how to feel about this. ^^; I used to be so proud of how good of a driver I am and PA has ruined my patience lol

i think i'm burnt out i think i'm depressed i think i'm not as good an artist as i thought i was i think i wanna go to bed i think i need to work harder i think too much

How do I explain to people that I do not like being scared but I like horror, or like the art of horror is something I admire and fascinates me. I say this as I dive back into Independent ARG/analog horror series that tend to have better writing and story creation than most media.

I am acutely aware how I set unrealistic standards and goals for myself due to being an undiagnosed Adhd "overachiever" as a kid but uhhh I didn't think that mindset would also follow me onto making characters. I don't think this is classic perfectionism either... it feels different...

When does a like become a hyperfixation? When does a hyperfixation become a brainrot? When does a brainrot become an obsession? When do I become crazy or is crazy the normal or expected?

I love turning my professors into gamers due to certain indie games being AMAZING portals into media literacy, and gamers into scholars due to deep referencing lore from classic and niche stories giving profound meanings. And then I play a fucking merge phone game

◇ A drag from the comfort drags down his throat. Sunlight he craved for so long, painfully pricked his little exposed skin. So many layers. So many layers down. Drowning himself in layers, in numbness, in sensations, kept him buoyant. Exhale "I miss him. I don't miss me." ◇

Happy triple pay day yall *cries happily*

Remember, if you are having fun, your audience is having fun. Joy and passion is infectious despite talent or skill. ❤️💫✨️

No plz.... not the dining room... that's the only thing I don't like about this shift....

Oh.... that's a big cage. It is hard to tell... but I can basically curl up in this easily and I am 5'8"

I'm free!! (I finally put down my phone games I've been sacked into for hours)

I saw sunlight today!! Yay! ☺️☀️

Just a reminder that age is not proportionally related to maturity or intelligence. That goes both ways as well. I mean this in a positive way. 😌

Cosplay progress who? [Me joking to thinly veil my self hatred for unrealistic standards I put on myself then punish myself for being human and not achieving] ✨️✨️

I'm so glad I stumbled on this artist and their OC race!! I'm obsessed with little robot dudes!! 🤩😍 Go check them out! I'd love to commission one someday but it has definitely inspired me for future possible oc designs! 😭💕💚

Soooo apparently OBS is now really good for casual streamers compared to streamlabs compated to last time I used them? Is this true? Can other streamers atest to this? I'm reinstalling stuff to my pc and deciding which one to commit to

Confirmed going to Otakon but specifically I'll be working the vendor hall all days yall ^^; so I won't have time to chill during Expo hours. But ey.... night time is a GO!

Once I set up my whole layout again on OBS, I'll stream again. Watch out yall. It's going to be at weird times (Aka I started a graveyard shift job and need to keep up shifting my sleep schedule)

Hi Soturisi! Thank you for hosting! I’m Davis 👋 I’m an artist and I create feeds and tools for artists on bluesky 🦋 I'm also a co-founder and dev for @twigbit.games :) nice to meet you!

Better photos of the new girlie. 🐍💚 We love big strong muscle girls with a soft heart in this house.

Shhh miss Piper is getting used to her new owners and home. She's a cute rescue that was re-homed to me from someone who obviously loved her so so so much. 💗 I am glad I can carry on that love even though situations changed.

Trying to stretch the creative bone today and thought up a rokoko style design but it's all Neon and RGB. Kinda like one of those futuristic violins. Thought about how steampunk is mashing something from the past and future and I though about that but switch what areas. Anyways had to note it lol 😆

Honestly thank you so much to @crispystavern.bsky.social as I discovered their channel when I needed it most and I have been binging their videos for DAYS. Not only has it been the escapism I need, but also is reigniting my love for ttrpg and making me realize my previous new dm burnout and causes.

Giratina dress in progress but on hold rn as I am at a weird sewing road block. But then, its decorating and glam time before trying to tackle what I am going to do for a wig...

DR STONE THURSDAY IS BACK EVERYONE

She's done!!! #scylla #hades2 #cosplay

Doing pay-what-you-want shoots at ANYC! See pics for details, and if you’re interested you can find the form at form.jotform.com/bejphoto/any... #AnimeNYC

Some people forgot the plot and some of the main messages of Fullmetal Alchemist and it's showing 💀

I miss competing in cosplay contests. I wanna compete again. Just for the good vibes backstage and the experience. Any wins is just a perk tbh.

Luna's wig needs MAJOR touch up but despite that, impromptu shoots like this at cons are so fun and give such new light to her!!! I love the pouty pose!! Photographer is BKphoto and Donald L Stucky II !!!

since it's the last day of pride month I figured I'd at least make one thing for it... i now unveil to you my greatest invention: color bars pride flag

Shoutout to the movies that hit hard as a kid but then hit even harder in a different way as an adult. Like, not just from nostalgia, but seeing the secondary message they had for the adults you had to grow up to realize. 💚

Jay and I had a lot of fun making my boring bedroom feel magical ✨️ 😌 Photos by Jay.Peg Media!! (@jay.peg_media on insta)

rather than making my model hold his own tablet, i thought it'd be funny to have a tinier mimir do the drawing for him- it tracks my mouse and also puts the pen down when the pen is touching the screen! the screen and the touch point both glow when the pen is down! (also pajama mode!) #vtuber

about as ready as i can be for this kind of thing, i think! idk when my first stream will be, but i'll let yall know the second i figure out! for now... have some squishy mochi boy! #vtuber

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