I think the habit of complete strangers demanding for creators to adhere to what the audience wants over their own freedom to express themselves or tell a story has become a huge problem

I wonder if rent a cosplay service has been thought of before -overnight job thoughts

May is a 3 paycheck month let's gooooooooooooo

Have I mentioned I have held several human brains before in my hands before. One had the the spinal cord still attached and I think about that a lot. One of the coolest things I look back on.

Can I jusy say, thank All forces above that I am not as Consumerism pilled as the crazed ones we make fun of and gawk at, but holy shit when you are more aware of your consumption, you are way more aware on how you are still a victim of the same mentalities on a micro scale.... its frustrating. Ew.

*clenching my muscles like I am in a life or death anime battle* NO DAKOTA!! FIGHT YOUR DEMONS. YOU ARE TRYING TO SAVE MONEY. NO LATE NIGHT PURCHASES. AAAAA

2 nightmares into my 2.5 hour nap woth still an hour to go..... yeah Imma give up for today.

I am a chatterbox. Not a blabbermouth. Big difference.

Is it just me getting older, or do I prefer artist's original work at booths at cons now over most fan art now?? An interesting development that I am not hating tbh.

I am.... feeling a lot rn... both good and bad. Just feels like a hurricane inside of me of feelings and I dont like where this is going. Feels like my own thoughts are overwhelming. This is a perfect storm for an episode I do not want bro.

My walmart is getting rid of all bolted fabric for precut.... can I cry now?

Anyways this might be the inspirational push I need to finally start recording some videos I have been putting off on healing my hobby relationship/recovering from burnout.

This might have been the necessary evil to finally break through to some people if not the whole community. I was victim to this mindset and started to break through last year. I am glad everyone is standing up to this toxic idea. Fuck toxic hustle culture.

Kinda losing it rn cause the couple days I was out of town for a con, my Wooacry order came in and apparently I needed to be here for it. In just 2 days they sent it back and I may not be able to get it now and lose my money??? Wtf?? Everything was so good until now?? All reviews have been good wtf

USPS must be fought for and protected. If USPS goes away, or is made private, it will negatively impact EVERYONE. The USPS is a service and not a business. The cost for operating shouldn’t be seen as a business loss. Stand up for the USPS! 💌 CALL YOUR REPS 5calls.org

more sillies on the shop! #pixelart 🌱 ymmr.store

Hot topic fashion actually looks good in the store I was in? Damn. Okay. Step up your game. I am here for it.

ADORABLE pixel Mira by @nefuu.bsky.social (Nefuu on Vgen!!) 🤩🥰😍 I am so so happy with how cute she is!!

I dont like the noises my 3d printer is making rn..... But the print looks fine... 👀👀😅

How do I casually explain I am making a cosplay from a classic literature book from the late 1800s? No one is gonna know who tf I am but I am so giddy.... Cosmic horror granddaddy coded

Okay the new miku design is AWESOME 👌

She smol. She smart. She sassy. 🥽🥼🧤🧪🧫🧬🔬🩸💉⚗️☣️☢️ Art commission from Shan♡ (shan0732) on Vgen!!

Haven't had a full uninterrupted sleep that is longer than 6 hours in.... oh fuck Idk how long its been. I have to make a joke about it before I spiral thinking about the health impacts this might have on me... I need to see my therapist again ffs.

Can I rant a small bit on something that continues to be a small pet peeve of mine? It irks me when older folks invalidate my pain or issues just because "I'm young" "just wait until you get older" etc etc. Feels like I am not allowed to complain and that they are trying to one up me.

Aaaa what is this gut pain. Time to play the worlds worst game as I got called into work early tonight and this started up an hour before I start 🙃

Another Gorgeous piece from Art By Ayu on Vgen!! 😍😍😍 I love my Scientist girl being smart and soft and serious 💕

MIRA GOT LABUBU-FIED AAAAA (^_^) Loved working with this artist on VGen! Artist: @itsartbyayu on Vgen!

Might be starting different bluesky accounts or some sort of accounts for my new OC brainrot once I finally write up some lore.

*Affirms a large order of stuff I will use/need from Amazon* -Bad Dakota!! *chooses the option where is is the fastest payoff and has no interest instead of any other option to appease the budget/money saving gods like Caleb Hammer and Shawna Ripari* -Acceptable Dakota~

So I just watched an hour long story breakdown of Lobotomy Corporation and uhhhh I am lowkey obsessed???? This lore is so compelling holy shit.

Damn I really am in my Vgen addicted era. 😩 I be scrolling it more than social media at this point.

Hmm. It's my birthday. Strange.

The internet has ruined the phrase "So Cute" and "I'm Obsessed" for me.

UH OH. I am thinking again..... creative sparks are flying.... brace yourselves for a sudden Adhd crazed crafting session although I have so many projects sitting begging for scraps of attention

I was batting 1000 with my health today and then 3 out of 5 phone calls I need to make... boom. Energy and mental crash.

YOUR 30S AREN'T THE END IT'S A BEGINNING TO A NEW PATH IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO START OR KEEP GOING DON'T LET AN AGE STOP YOU FROM LIVING YOUR BEST LIFE

FIRST MIRA COMMISSION!! Look at my daughter yall 😍 @miintee.bsky.social did such a good job and I am so glad I have become a regular of them! Go give them some love ❤️

Showing off these amazing chibis done by Deviant_Mai on insta!! I cannot wait to work with them again and I want to make these into fun merch and they are perfect for keychains and more ehehehehe

The struggle of only doodling and drawing and making art not digitally but wanting to make stickers and charms etc that specifically is tailored for digital art.... *cries*

Life would be so much easier if I had no shame or morals. My empathy goes out to everyone else trying to live in today's world and still has a heart and soul. March on

EGGIE GOT ME A COMMISSIONED AUDIO OF PANCAKEKING DOING THE ENTIRE STEAMED HAMS BIT ALL AS HIROAKI FOR MY BIRTHDAY. WHO TF IS CRAZY ENOUGH TO THINK UP THESE THINGS!?!! 🤣🤣🤣 GOD I LOVE MY ROOMIE/BESTIE SO MUCH. You should have seen my face....

I can't tell if I love 2Kawaii4comfort, or if I am confused. All I can say is that I was not expecting them to get me to cry over these people in 6 episodes making fun of weebs and early con experiences. Bravo. Actual art.

It feels so healing to see a bunch of other newer artists with very simple and "bad" styles with their ocs and more naturally popping up in my YouTube timeline. No joke, it brings so much warmth to my heart. I am so happy that it makes me happy also. Is this healing?? Goin back to happy <3

I desire to write TKA fanfic... Hmmm the choice of Yie Qiu to be with.....

Ugh I love The Kings Avatar. This masterpiece is my comfort showwww

Crashing tf out this morning feeling like the world's biggest fuck up

I am particularly emotional about noticing the schedule change today because I had a really Rollercoaster of a day at work tonight. Fml

THEY GODDAMN CHANGED MY SCHEDULE AGAIN AND NOW THEY GOT ME WORKING 8AMS?!?!! WTF A girl can only 1. Handle so many schedule changes with a grin on the chin after her days get denied but have to cover everyone else's despite the "we will not change the schedule once posted" bs

ALL HAIL MY SISTER FOR LETTING ME USE HER SCHOOL EMAIL SO I CAN GET STUDENT DISCOUNTS ON PROGRAMS

Been a while since there was a movie I was just itching to watch from clips I was shown. The Menu did that for me recently and I finally watched it and it was amazing 👏