why did ama repeat myself twice stupid

i have experience in running some channels/publics before, but i haven't collected millions or billions, although there were people who followed my work, which is surprising but now i want it more for myself, like an archive

idk what to write about, but i have a lot of thoughts LIKE. ABOUT. ARTS??? sometimes i feel like it's pointless to post my art when i really doubt my abilities, but in other cases i just want to DO it arghhhghhgarghhhsrgh haaard, but, maybe, i should really try at least for myself to post something