RIP Papa ❤️

Has been six days of madness and still trying to keep going..

Trying my best

Christmas cupcakes 🎄 Merry Christmas!

Well, I paid her to watch over my dad at night, and she hardly could stay awake. 😒

So, the caretaker lady is so incompetent. Told her to be watchful just in case my dad would pull his IV. She wasn't alert when my dad tried to reach his IV tube, meanwhile I could see it from the distance 🙄

The 11% waxing crescent on Tuesday evening.

The 11% waxing crescent on Tuesday evening.

The blood sugar is up and down, so here we are. Eight hours of chaos

Guess I should be proud of myself this morning. My dad's blood sugar was very low this morning, but because of his depression, he barely listens to instructions. Somehow managed to give him some tablespoons of sugar added water, and his blood sugar started to be stabilized.

Some detail 🍓🧁

The 5.4% waxing crecent on Monday evening.

Not sure why most of caretakers here love to brag. Caretaker: "I used to live in Jakarta for decades." Somehow I told that I studied at Binus (one of the top universities in Jakarta). Caretaker: "Where is it?" Me:

Bought some strawberries at a festival, and put it on my cupcakes.

Almost hurt my dad with my own hands because of his attitude. I reached my breaking point. I'm so tired.

My whole body sores, but life must go on

Seems like I have to hire a caretaker for my dad, since his depression is getting worse. I barely can do any basic chores.

Artemis dream 🚀🌕

Brought my grandpa's stamps back to life after 59 years. He was a teacher and would use these stamps regularly, before the school was closed down by government in 1966.

Le me was trying to clean my dad, but he was acting like a toddler and scolded me. Me: "If that so, ask your beloved second wife to take care of you. Ask her back. Didn't you prefer her over me and kick me out of the house?" Dad was silent and just let me clean him up.

Sorry to my neighbors who hear my screaming everytime I try to take care of my dad. He's in depressed state and barely aware of what he's doing, meanwhile I try to lift or move his body with injured ribs and back.

We still have a drama here 🫠

Say cheesse!! Testing my 18-140mm lens

Congratulations, Jared Isaacman, our newest NASA administrator! *My oil painting of him during Polaris Dawn spacewalk.

When I went to festival just to get these strawberries 😂🍓

When you were raised to be independent lady, and wait for no men.

Also, when you paid the "professional", but they did their work in rush, and didn't listen to my instructions because I'm just a woman 😒

One of the reasons why I have trust issue with my relatives

Relatives: "We will help you to repair the lock." Instead of repairing, they had done more damage. Should had been enjoying my dimsums and dinner, but I tried to fix the lock. 😒

I love her, she loves me back ♥️ Waning crescent 14.8% this morning.

1 hour hospital trip

When you're broke, but you put this electric piano into the cart 😅

Upgraded it a bit 😁

🎨✏️🚀

Some Christmas vibes 🎄

Yesterday 94 mg/dL and this morning only 48 mg/dL. More fun game we have here.

Just fun game of blood sugar. From 377 mg/dL last week to 63 mg/dL this morning.

When I was a teenager, I said I wanted to be surgeon, but it didn't happen. Somehow I still walked around operating theater waiting room five times and alone.

Mirror, JWST, and me... 🪞

Waning gibbous 94.8% on Sunday at 2.18AM (UTC+7).

The only car that I can afford in this economy 😂

The perks of taking care chronic diabetic ulcers for almost a year, I observed the wounds and watch how the nurses changing wound dressing of very chronic ulcer of an old man in the hospital.

Home sweet home 🏡

Florida Tech's motto is "Ad Astra Per Scientiam," possibly taken literally by students Thurs over the Space Coast. Those are university operated Piper Warrior IIs (N615FT & N604FT) transiting the Full Cold Moon climbing out of Melbourne (MLB) after sunset. (📷: me) #avgeek #photography

The hospital won't stop me 🚀 Ad astra per aspera

Just a stranger in strange city, but moon is always in company

Day 2 of hospital staycation. Also, my dad new wound looks like I'm attending anatomy lesson 👀

Still a Lana's girl..

Someone is peeking through hospital window ♥️🌕 *I didn't bring my DSLR to hospital, here is the best that I could get

When hospital's canteen has good food 🤣