I knew it was going to be a rough night, but I wasn't expecting to have a breakdown because of it🥲 I ended up having to leave early. At least on the bright side(嘘), I was finally able to cry over everything that's happened lately...

I've been done with this day since I woke up, but I'm especially done with this

This stupid adult night thing doesn't even start until 7(15 minutes from now), but there already a huge line... Is it too late to just call in sick..?

数回このカードを見たけど、なぜ不幸の感じがある？

It's too early for this...

It's already getting dark, why is it still this hot 😫

I really don't want to go to work. I really don't want to do anything anymore, actually

And then just to remind me that life does indeed still suck, a tree fell and took down 4 transformers in my neighborhood. No power, no ETA on when it's coming back.

While it still didn't do too much for my overall mood(I don't think much can at this point), I did get another small ego boost from some teenage coworkers thinking it was in my mid 20s still

嘘つき

さすが、拒否された…

「考える時間が必要」って、うまくいくことがある？ その答え、多分今日や明日来る。怖い。心配。緊張。

I was showing off some pictures from my trip at work, and one of the girls was saying I should be a photographer because of some of them 😂

I feel like the bigger the palette, the harder it is to come up with an idea. So I ended up using only 9 of the 29 available colors. Still looks nice. #lospec #pixelart #ドット絵

エコーは… 【永続的な安心がほしい】タイプ ・穏やかで思いやり深い ・リスク回避で冷静に判断 ・信頼できる人には惜しみなく愛を注ぐ #Makko みんなはどっちを選ぶ？！ 【究極の二択】

全て答えたー

I didn't have as much an idea as yesterday, but I still made something. I really do like keeping it simple, any time I try to make it more "interesting" it just doesn't look right. #lospec #pixelart #ドット絵

エコーさんは １生き物 ２一番課金したソシャゲ ３筋肉 ４家庭環境 ５フルーツ ６目玉焼きにかけるもの ７将来像 ８学校 ９日本 １０自販機で選ぶドリンク について語って下さい #ふぁぼrtで語る #shindanmaker shindanmaker.com/829514 楽しそうだねｗ

Just kind of felt like trying something small with the #lospec daily pallette. Who knows if I'll start up actually doing things daily again #pixelart #ドット絵

1st Kiss- Other than the description, I went into this one blind since it was the only Japanese movie(that I saw) available. And wow, was I blown away. Been a while since I movie made me tear up that much 🥹 Really if anyone has any suggestions for more movies like this one I'd love to hear them

To try to take my mind off of things a bit, writing tiny reviews of the movies I watched on the plane. 1st Flight Wicked 2- Very good! While I think I prefer the songs of the first one(probably because Ive heard them more?), these ones were still great!

As per usual when I return from trips, the depression hits hard and fast. Especially when I don't know when I'll be able to go back, when I'm still waiting on any kind of answer on the relationship front... I just wish there was more I could do than just wait. Some way to guarantee something good.

I'm back at the house. Still couldn't really sleep on any of the planes I'm taking a shower then going to bed

賢者の森

隣のゲートから、日本語を聞こえる👀

I'm in Atlanta. I've been in Atlanta for about 2 hours already. I'm still going to be on Atlanta for and 2 or so hours...

They're paging Matthew Perry over the intercom, you'd think he'd be leaving by sea⛵

Well I just ended up coming to the airport early, and I'm glad I did since the flight is an hour and a half earlier than I thought 😬 I did know there was a time change, but I was thinking 4:30 was the new time since that's what my calendar was saying

So the flight's at 4:30, and I'd want to be there about w hours early. That still leaves like 3 hours that I don't know what to do with lol Anyone in Tokyo want to hang out for a bit? Although with it being midday on a Wednesday most everyone is probably working

今日、戻りたくない このままでいたいよ

★┷┓ ┃そ┃ ┃の┃ ┃人┃ ┃に┃ ┃結┃ ┃構┃ ┃し┃ ┃た┃ ┃い┃ ┃ん┃ ┃だ┃ ┃よ┃ ┗━★ 短冊メーカー goo.gl/3wr2TE

The map doesn't do full justice for how much I walked. The Pokewalker didn't reset overnight, so the first picture(around 8:30)is added to that. That maths to 16,212 steps. Seems it might have reset ~9:00. The second picture is from when I got back, so adding those together gets like 36,800. Blah😫

I walked way too much, and started way too early today. I left at around 6:30 I think? And I just returned by train(no way I could do the walk back). Heels and knees are sore as hell, and even after taking precautions I've got some blisters forming. I'm just going to rest to prepare for tomorrow...

Starting off my list of escapades(even though this was at the end), with how yesterday went, I figured I ought see what the gods say about it (that's how these fortunes work, right?)

I was determined to walk today, and boy did I walk. I also learned that my shoes are absolutely not made for walking, but that's just what they did. One of these days these shoes are gonna give me terrible callouses.

So there's this (really terrible) idea that I've had since my last trip. Every time I go to a BookOff, there's always an absurd number of a particular DS game(which I won't name so this bad idea is harder to steal) and each copy usually costs around 2-300円.

昨日デートがあった 一日水戸と大洗で遊んでいた あまり写真撮っていなかった、楽しんだばかりだよねｗ 日の終わりで飲みに行った ちゃんと告白したけど… 拒絶じゃなかったけど、「もっと考える時間欲しい」の答えだった それは、まだ、悪くないだろうね？ やはり、他の人間を分かるのは難しい それでもまだ本当に楽しかった、まだ寂しいけど もちろん次の返事を待っている いつかの幸せを待っている

昨日はあまり眠れなかったし、寝たのも真夜中頃だったから、もっと遅くまで寝ていられるかと思ったんだけど… 少なくとも、二日酔いじゃない！

ちょっと遅く到着した、カスタムズ後ですぐにくるよね！ #八犬会

🤤

飛行機ではWiFiあるよね〜

First flight down! Next is in less than an hour, and it's the big 14 hour one

Made it through TSA and all that, just two hours until the first flight now (hour and a half to Georgia)

Slept maybe 4 hours? Too excited/nervous to sleep lol

My flight is early tomorrow, so we're staying at a nearby hotel tonight. Caine's and Maury He IS the father!

興味を持ってもらえるかどうかは分からない、「面白い」本をいくつか持っていくつもりだｗ 確かにこんな本でちゃんと英語をペラペラになれるだろうｗｗｗ #八犬会

Weather what are you doing STOP

Pain. Too hot.🔥

But you know, you can always count on the weather app to be helpful.

Words really can't describe how bad it is right now. The entire yard is under at least 2-3 inches of water. Hell, the barn is under 2-3 inches even. And there's a tornado spotted down near New Orleans. Can only hope it doesn't get any worse than this.