another 10 days, another yukine ablution i know ive been crashing out like, biweekly, but good lord, this one was bad. holy fuck. i got a problem. i think ive officially lost my social media and youtube and takeout privileges until i finally get medicated. catch yall at magfest!

nothing is fucking real anymore. i thought i had a good thing going and now i just dont give a fuck. its one thing to lose one's way, but im not confident i ever had one. whatever. just. whatever. fuck you. fuck you. no, seriously, fuck you, yes you. fuck you.

pseudo hopping on this trend because it's way too complex for an image. if you wanna know what it's like to date me, here you go :) youtu.be/e5xueJq4Lwc?...

good morning! i woke up :) for anyone who's been paying attention - the situation isn't as grim as my fear that I alluded to a while back farther. I am still the same person. but I predict she's gonna have to go hibernate for a while.

my year in music! I think wrapped's traditional one-pager is completely fucking useless to convey what one's year actually looked like and people just thoughtlessly post it and nobody rly parses anyone else's and it's all smoke and mirrors and free marketing.

finally got around to playing with this thing and holy fuck. this must be what my grandparents felt like trying to learn how to use a smartphone. what do the buttons do?!?! AAAAHHHHHH!!!!! I need to Read The Fucking Manual. i have so many ideas and questions. like...

i've caught myself thinking (and, in the case of last night, saying) "self-destruction is part of the premise". it's definitely time to rebase. there's nothing remotely attractive or good about not taking care of oneself. all the people that I've come to admire as of late do

cleaning out old shit and WOW. i do not remember burning any of these. this is so awesome. these tracks all live on in my local files but so cool so have something physical 💙 my first car didn't have aux or bluetooth, which is likely what spurred the existence of these :P still the same person.

shoutout to the white boy on my youtube shorts feed who just cut spam the short way instead of the long way. snapped me out of my doomscroll like that clip of chris pratt in guardians of the galaxy 2. you are a grade A freak if you do this. im gonna go be productive now 😤😤😤

thank you, SHELTER. my head is full of thoughts and my heart is full of love. I don't think I'll ever be ready to be the version of myself that I want to be - so your grace in making up the difference to make me feel that way brings me comfort in a way that I'm sure a lot of us understand. 💙

god. Paramore really did write all you'd ever need to get through this part of life I'm in 12 years ago. see you all at Sheltercon. I'm looking forward to making new memories 💙 youtu.be/4oScRBsOV6I?...

I couldn't put how I feel into words any better. I'm so grateful to get to be a part of this community. these past few months have been a beautiful dream. something tells me that if I don't wake up this weekend, I'll be dreaming for quite a while longer. see you all in _REALITY. 💙

im totally normal about this. im totally normal about this. im totally normal about seeing martin and casey perform this music ive wanted to hear live for like ten years. AAAAAAHHHHHH

i saw Yaelokre last night in Philadelphia. what an unbelievable show. i hate to throw out this word, but it was sincerely intimate. Keath lays their heart bare on stage, and whether the chorus of young adults singing along to every word know it or not, they are being led down a good path.

listening to iPod Touch by ninajirachi and it brings to mind that in 7th grade, my friend downloaded fl studio for me on a flash drive. that flash drive never made it home with me. someone wanted to see it on the bus and it ended up passed around and thrown out of the window.

preconceptions shattering always helps inspire humility within me. i went to a bachelor party this weekend and the amount of gay jokes and performative grandstanding in the first hour made me want to phone it in. but, as it turns out, everyone there was cool and sweet and genuinely interesting :D

one thing may have led to another last night 👉👈 please send me your favourite sets (yours or anyone else's, any genre!), most ideally with a view of the deck. i am Hungry for Knowledge also there's a trend going around of how scary you are from 1-10. im a 3 and you are all like at least 7s :p

every time i see a bsky post and lovely promo poster for another different vrc event this weekend i start vibrating at a faster and faster frequency knowing I'm going to be missing all of them :( maybe if I buzz fast enough I can be in two places at once, or at least become the healing 432hz tone

another unreal weekend on the internet. too many DJs and event organizers to thank (and so many events missed, though I think that's a good problem to have). continuously grateful to be here <3

the sense of wonder

ive been running around ragged at work but this past weekend was such a lovely break from it all~ i was kind of afraid of what may happen when i meet all the vrc people sheltercon, but after this weekend i feel good and ready :) that's not much time to cement my identity... time to get to work :p

i think it'd be a good use of my time to try and solidify some of the thoughts I've got swirling around in this noodle of mine let's see if I can keep any one given key point to this silly little 300 character limit. this one is only gonna take like 50 - I am a YAPPER by trait. BOY do I YAP.

and some random bitch all these cool people met like 2 months ago 🤭

god, being myself has felt really, really good for the past few weeks for the most part. i hope that lasts for quite a while ^_^' the real reason I wanted to make a post is because wtf Wegmans. I just perceived this and like. you can pick ONE item to advertise on your plastic bag containers and...

with measured, timid steps, we wade through the fog. we can hardly see our own hands in front of our face, much less where we're going. see you on the road.

i keep having more and more interactions with people who actually do shit with themselves and it's becoming increasingly clear to me just how much of a luxury it is to be able to sit and exist and consume

if wotc cared about entrenched players they would find a way to make me 5 years old again and also give me a huuuuuge lollipop

I've returned home after spending a lovely weekend cubing in NYC at @cubeforacause.upkeepnewyork.com! before I dive into an event report, I now find it prudent and appropriate to reintroduce myself to friends & anyone who may be following me. hi! my name is Sophie. I play mtg and do stuff in VR!

i've generally got a lot to shout about, despite posting fairly infrequently, but until I finish this motherfucking game, I have nothing else to say except: go play Blue Prince.

another summer slipping through my fingers

small life update - i chugged a Monster Ultra Fantasy Ruby Red and went from wanting to lay in my car and do nothing to actively facilitating whimsical conversations with people at the mall. back at it again with another ultra fantasy ruHELLLLLLP. HELP MEEEEEE. HELLLLLLP.

is anyone else incapable of seeing people as their contemporaries as soon as they gain any small amount of social clout and/or Do Something that has a following there are so many cool people that are just past my level its crazy. most everyone around me is a niche microcelebrity by my standards

fuck it i understand that its unlikely anyone will ever care about me like i care about her i dont even know if thats what i want yearning & catch 22s. we take what we can get with the biggest smile we can muster, and the smile is real because we feel good ^~^

I wake up like :3 and i know its going to be a :3 kinda day

LETS FUCKING GO

Deltarune............................................................ tomorrow!

jay mentioned it in another comment, but I finally got around to putting Gob Gob on Cube Cobra. do you like Goblin Guide? then this one's for you :) cubecobra.com/cube/overvie...

happy memorial day everyone! i wanted to take a little break from all the action to document my hijinks this week because it's been a lot of fun :P last sunday, I went to go see chloe moriondo! she's an absolute diva - amazing energy and stage presence and so much variety in her discography!

i saw Magdalena Bay this weekend with some friends! i danced my ass off 🤭 fantastic show, excellent pacing, and suuuper tight drums (shoutout Nick Villa!) obliterated some cheesesteaks and stood outside in the wind until unrrasonably late to get these signatures for my battle box 😁

ideal thursday night

I don't remember if it was here or on the other cooked site, but some #mtgcube heads were discussing their preferred pin backs (like in the pic below). after almost losing my vertex philly pin, I'm ready to invest 😭 I can't find the thread I saw before - does anyone have recommendations?

3 hour balatro run with some fellow autistic marching band oomfies. after having not played since like April, I can corroborate that they put unfiltered pure crack rock in this shit