the demiurge is real and he hates me in particular

today's dinner: handful of almonds, chocolate oat milk, 6 chicken nuggets, and a 7 hour long ptsd episode

I am motivated by rage right now. I am going to change the fucking world.

do you have ANY idea how much raw chutzpah and willpower it takes to fuck things up and keep trying? what it means to carry the weight of those failures, learn from them, and persist? hmm? do you get what it means to grow? to live?

Hondosing is conversion therapy

cumming inside a pussey reblog if you agree

everyone should read my bloggggg 「 blog.astringent.online 」

have you ever felt completely surrounded by people, yet simultaneously so incredibly alone?

Hondosing is conversion therapy

Done, I am definitely manic lmao

I'm already halfway through my fifth book of the year, we do love reading

it's been nearly two years since i talked to a friend of mine, i text her, she texts me back this connecting shit is easy

girls who go through extreme trauma: "so yeah, horror movies don't really scare me"

when a tranny version of what is to be done drops it's vitally important to kick whoever wrote it in the shins

I think my threshold to what is "horror" is probably genuinely fucked beyond belief

imagine having a fragmented psyche, couldn't be me, I'm normal

every day I wake up and I'm at risk of seeing what a yank has to say

time to emotionally regulate by listening to eurodance

JFC tonight is not my night

the things I want to say are vast, the things I can say whilst not getting banned from bluesky are narrow as fuck

they falsified my fucking medical records to make it look like I had a brain tumor, it was only rectified when I got an MRI to locate the tumor and they couldn't find it THEY TOLD ME I HAD BRAIN CANCER FFS, AND FALSIFIED MY FUCKING RECORDS TO HAVE "EVIDENCE"

The purpose of a machine is what it does, and this machine pushes trans people to suicide. They are murderers.

I was "accidentally" deleted from their files twice I was told I had a brain tumor and that I couldn't be given HRT They recommended I go to counseling instead of transitioning They attempted to deny me care for an autism diagnosis I don't even have Anyone who works in that system is an enemy

NEW DOMAIN AND A NEW PIECE OF CREATIVE WRITING UPLOADED?? WHAT ARE YOU ASTRID? INSANE? blog.astringent.online/Fiction/This...

Sexologisk Klinik, Centeret for Kønsidentiet, and KKBU are all evil and wish to prevent as many trans people from transitioning as possible. They have put me through hell in an attempt to force me to either go back into the closet, or detransition.

Wild to think that I and many of the people I love went through conversion therapy, without even knowing it.

I am so lucky I don't have a sewing machine lmao

I should get a medical stapler

reading Herculine rn and I can tell the author has been in the same circles I'm in lmao

I should buy some nice underwear for myself

I'm begging Danish trans people to stop trusting CKI 😭

it's interesting how reading is becoming cool in an age where literacy is in the state it is in rn

I woke up this morning to my walls moving and now I can't stop smiling chat, I was being manic

NEW DOMAIN AND A NEW PIECE OF CREATIVE WRITING UPLOADED?? WHAT ARE YOU ASTRID? INSANE? blog.astringent.online/Fiction/This...

I'm not uncomfortable, I'm uncumfrotable

trans lesbian's who were gay boys in their early years have an incredible advantage in yuri moments

RAWDOG THAT BURNER WITH THE TORTILLA 😤😤

getting so horny from watching hellraiser that I have some of the best sex of my life

ngl, I know way too much about my friends' pubes for it to be healthy

oh fuck i just became conscious of my vocal cords changing shape when i think words and I'm going to go insane

no one texts me "astrid ur tits amazing and ur pipe game goated" anymore 😔

I FINALLY HAVE A DOMAIN FOR MY WEBSITE blog.astringent.online

Yoko Taro evangelion is going to be fun

bumping this

bucket list: > pull at a wedding

oldest known transnisogynist slur I can find is "hermaphrodite" we've been here since before Jesus