you can see the hysterics here when i ditched every other game just to play nier as much as i could lol

a bit busy in the last couple of weeks, but here's what i played in february although truth be told i haven't nearly finished elden ring lol the progress is very slow

i tried my best to select games that altered my life course and shaped my tastes the prompt is "The 9 games that make me who I am" my9games.vercel.app/s/d57290872d...

#strawpask a couple of silly asks, a question about my streams (sorry for my yapping), and a question about red rooms (never heard of it before this ask) this leaves me with only one very old question to go :( it's been so long...

#strawpask my apologies to a curious anon who had to wait for something this simple 😔

#strawpask 11 months later, i give you a humble reply... i'm so sorry it took so long, and i'm sorry i got tired by the end of the reply lol

ah yes, why would i want people who follow us see our posts, indeed not to mention that even having plenty of engagement early on doesn't help with anything and the posts sink without ever reaching ~500 likes

fumbled all my morning plans today, so might as well say here that we won't draw random portraits (that were a part of 6 fanarts thing i tried to qrt on twitter, don't think i did this here) anymore, since there's no point. we'd drop it anyway but it happened sooner thanks to the algo

katsu for nier streams

a bunch of stuff i streamed over these three months it's so exciting to be playing a lot, needed this escapism badly lol not to mention how wonderful it is to interact with different stories, styles, characters, and visuals

i'm a bit ill at the moment, but i finished writing niall's route this week, yay 🎉 still, it's the shortest one... i already miss him

i've never shown what i bought in japan last year so here's some of the stuff it's a good thing i don't live there because i'd be buying this amount every other week tbh

katsu for my elden ring sufferings (the armour is mostly random)

ryu drew me a birthday present 🥰🥰❤️ i love how their dialogues are now slightly different as the story i write moves on and they all have more prominent personality, so ryu doesn't have to guess as much [4/8]

because i hate myself and i really, i mean REALLY suck at playing videogames, i started playing elden ring this saturday. i wonder how far i'll get before inevitably dropping it so far the real struggle is fucking controls (keyboard+mouse) and the fact that i don't want to think a lot, so anything

we started book four, so this required a new katsu pic :3 it suits him so well (again!!!) it's a joke lol

i've been postponing posting them for so long it's a joke. so anyway chiaki, a hikki boy who can hear ghosts, and his ehhh schoolmate seiji. they're the third couple out of five, and i'm in love with their designs so much

finished niall's smut scene today 🍷 it's so fucking long because he mostly talks and can't shut the fuck up, but hoo boy i can't write smut for shit. 0 vocab for the occasion as if it's not terrible enough as it is

i'm nowhere near finishing nebula college yet (i'm writing a spicy niall scene rn, whose route is the shortest), and it's only the first draft with its own bunch of problems, but we gave it to our friend to read. we technically decided that if i play amnesia, they read nebula college, but the result

my crush's been commemorated

finished american mcgee's alice today... holy shit queen of hearts is so 😳😳😳😳👉👈

got him

i should probably post more nebula-related sketches too, we've been so obsessed with katsu lately

we drew this as a joke because i couldn't stand the clown and his puns from aa2 and started praying for strength every time i saw him this is surely an unusual... conclusion but who am i to judge the artist

katsu for my american mcgee's alice playthrough

finally got to use this katsu for amnesia: the bunker! he's here to defend himself with a baguette lol

neutral e-gir- ahem katsu for games that are too short to draw a separate pic for. or for games that don't really need special katsu in general

we got to the octavinelle book! jade would've been proud to see such a face lol

i completely forgot that we have something that’s more in line with this year’s theme, tho the drawing itself is not actually related to it lol

oh god i remembered i have asks from strawpage too...,,,, i think i'll spend the rest of this year writing replies in the morning i'm so sorry i checked it for some time but nothing new showed up for months so i abandoned it and then forgor

my blood results for iron and ferritin were getting better in october, but now they've gotten worse again. now i have lower ferritin (50 instead of 60) and terrible serum iron (6 instead of 12) 😔 i was hoping to stop taking pills by the end of the year, but now i can't

anyway, here's something more thematically appropriate! i'm terrible at posting new nebula-related sketches, but here's edmund with his new bestie and a much better boyfrond than any of his other wooers

i also finally managed to make a working chat while playing, so i could give them tts as a present... so they started bullying me immediately lol and because of the way they call me ("mister sir") and his british accent he sounded like a butler... and now we have william lol

yuuyami doori tankentai is a great game, i highly recommend checking it out on youtube if you're in the mood for something like this ryu drew a bunch of fanart for it but i'm not sure if we should post it,it's not very popular in the west, and jp fandom won't find us because our acc on twt is ruined

i really need to spend some time and finally write the rest of the replies for the nebula's tumblr page… some of them are from february!! 😭 and it's so rude of me to take ages to answer in general. there are like 5 questions, i'm just being lazy

wahh, so cute...

we're slowly rewatching tw, so here's wild savanaclaw katsu. a feisty kitty

i found two debit cards lying on the street 💀 should've tried to find the owners (i even saw them in the same store i was in), but before i figured it all out (the cardcase's too inconvenient to look into when it's -20 outside, and i needed to go to another store first), they'd already left 😭😭😭

this is one of my favourite sets that ryu drew

katsu as a heartslabyul student.. well, technically just a deuce cosplayer lol since i'm translating tw (first book so far) for our friend and my two viewers reincarnated as hedgehogs

I wonder if we'll have lost all access to the Internet by next year. Ig if both of our accs are silent for an entire month, then we have I should've posted more often so it'd be easier to detect but I'm very not in the mood for anything by this point

what else happened... vpn on my windows 7 died so i had to move to another pc, but almost everything's still there so it's hard for me to get back on track i also came up with a bunch of characters for a jhorror setting so maybe i'll have something other than nebula

we've also made this silly setup

i've also been streaming for ryu in my free time

i've been writing nebula after getting back my ability to sit, so here's a halloween sketch three weeks later

sorry, i have minor issues after the surgery (everything's fine in general though) + the situation took a toll on me a little

Today was our 15th anniversary with Ryu uwu lol I was younger than this when we met. It's surprising how fast time flies, it doesn't feel like it's been this long

I had it removed today! The smell of fried butt wasn't very delicious lmao Can't really do anything the next two weeks at least before stitches are removed

just to post something in the meantime, here are the nebula boys in japanese uniforms from different eras (and edmund). we'll probably finish these sketches one day... all of them look so good

i wrote sixty replies for bsky dating back four months and now i'm fucking dead 💀💀💀 this took me several hours.......