I wonder if we'll have lost all access to the Internet by next year. Ig if both of our accs are silent for an entire month, then we have I should've posted more often so it'd be easier to detect but I'm very not in the mood for anything by this point

what else happened... vpn on my windows 7 died so i had to move to another pc, but almost everything's still there so it's hard for me to get back on track i also came up with a bunch of characters for a jhorror setting so maybe i'll have something other than nebula

we've also made this silly setup

i've also been streaming for ryu in my free time

i've been writing nebula after getting back my ability to sit, so here's a halloween sketch three weeks later

sorry, i have minor issues after the surgery (everything's fine in general though) + the situation took a toll on me a little

Today was our 15th anniversary with Ryu uwu lol I was younger than this when we met. It's surprising how fast time flies, it doesn't feel like it's been this long

I had it removed today! The smell of fried butt wasn't very delicious lmao Can't really do anything the next two weeks at least before stitches are removed

just to post something in the meantime, here are the nebula boys in japanese uniforms from different eras (and edmund). we'll probably finish these sketches one day... all of them look so good

i wrote sixty replies for bsky dating back four months and now i'm fucking dead 💀💀💀 this took me several hours.......

Sorry for disappearing, I'm almost back from my vacation, not yet home, but back in our country Only to find out that my cat passed away two days ago. She was relatively old (15 years) but still Yeah I don't know what's wrong with the past two years and esp these two months

It was coxsackie

ehhh upd i guess. now i also have the same allergic reaction?? bitch to WHAT??? to the things that i use to ease the pain in my insanely painful throat?? anyway, it's red spots on my palms, soles, and i'm a bit itchy all over the place. not taking anything anymore to see if they were the trigger

i'm SO sorry for vanishing randomly, this month's been bizarre: 1. i did check the thing on my butt, the surgeon said it's nothing to worry about. he said me to the ultrasound to check it and the lady who did it disagreed with his diagnosis. i need to check it again with i didn't do anything else

recently my ass's changed its shape a bit and now my tumour (benign, i think. never checked it 🙂 it's been with me for 6+ years, so it probably is) bothers me when i sit 😔 not looking forward to my 10+ hours flight because of this

ui practice... still not sure what aesthetics to go for, but the thing is probably going to be black/black gradient these are not sprites obv lol

we have so many cute simple blue lock sketches but nowhere to post them 😔

i also do have a temperature (but a very low one, only 37.1 lol) and totally ill with all the coughing/sneezing/runny nose so ig that's a win so i'm on a forced break from nebula/exercises

ryu finally got nagi's figure and that's the first pic i was sent 😭😭😭😭😭

i choked on bird cherry berries several days ago and thought i scratched my throat by violently coughing turns out i have a cold lmao

i've been way too stressed out for the past several days i need to fucking chill

why are 🐜s and probably children (judging by the comments) on rule34 though wtf are you doing there the comments there whine about as much as your normal twitter comments where people bitch all the time as if we shove our fanart under their noses on purpose you have to specifically look for it and

such a good fucking video on this topic

sorry for messy and hateful posting, i don't really have mood for anything else

twitter nuking the entirety of eu and not just uk is another can of worms like wow having an acc their is legit useless now wherever gooners go, we follow. maybe now people will fucking do something to save this shit

that was a lie, i think i've lost 2/3 of my hair

i'm so tired i wish something good happened to me for a change

words can't express how amazing it is to live in diet n/rth k/rea

can't bring myself to write anything, so here are my boys. we'll probably change them a bit some day later, when we take a fresh look at their designs, but that's it for now

Still can't believe we actually draw kamisama no iutoori fanart lol

~one week into taking iron supplements and like ~5 days of taking them in the morning instead of during my meals (like the instructions say) and the shedding has reduced significantly yay! way, waaay faster than i expected, which makes me happy i'll check my ferritin in august again, and then

i self-diagnose (great fucking idea, but anyway) myself with latent iron deficiency. my test results match, it's not autoimmune stuff and the rest of my blood is normal, but everything involving iron is low except for haemoglobin which still holds up but is not great

my hair keeps falling out 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaah stooooooooooooop

all the results came and it's kinda ok?? my iron/ferritin levels are almost at the minimum though, i wonder if it might be the reason

there's no new art because we don't get our usual numbers and it destroyed any fun in posting art in general tbh i also read like three kaneshiro mangas at the same time, and it's so unusual to spend my time thinking less about social media, even if i was forced not to care about it

i'm sorry for being so shit at replying but i came home to find out that not only do i lose tons of hair, i have a fucking big bald spot on the back of my head. and when i scratched it, baby hair thingies were left in my fingernails, which sent me to a mothefucking mental abyss

I'm done with everything I came here for, so I'll be going home tomorrow yaaay Ryu and I will also leave for more than two weeks in September if everything goes well

I don't really have anything to do when I'm not at home like this apart from sleeping and scrolling, so I've been reading As The Gods Will these days lol give Amaya back, I miss him...

Not at home rn But man now that our acc is basically fucked, it's so not fun to post anything because it's going to be an instant flop anyway and it's just going to be upsetting every single day which defeats the purpose

#strawpask i remember! i mean, i remembered lol these are all the short ones, and the long reply one idk when i'm going to answer to. but i will. need to think it through properly a bit, my memory is very shitty

god it's so hard not to hate your own writing it's like i'm using the same words talking about same subjects and come to the same conclusions character-wise over and over and over again. i'm terrified of it being repetitive and boring and kmp

all the strawpage asks.... OTL they're so good and nice and i forgot all about them because i got stuck with my tumblr asks for a month 😶🔫

bruh i can't believe we posted lilisil right after yet another harassment campaign against them like a day ago or so what are the odds jfc 🥲 it's not on purpose and my condolences to people who just want to enjoy their ships in peace

i also wanted to make the most comprehensive list of all tops/bottoms and ships from all the media we've seen/read/played so far in one place instead of having it listed everywhere and confuse the fuck out of people who try to figure it out but i got lazy and haven't done shit since march lol

such a sassy and cheeky bastard until instincts kick in 😔 let him out

ryu put a tiny cat bell on his tiny katsu plushie irl 😔 hence this this drawing is so cute...

also redesigned katsu for no reason whatsoever lol gave up on dave strider's t-shirt and went with the shades of grey since i like them more now than red anyway, they always look good

i'll spam some visuals a bit... we finished the tartan patterns for each dorm! i came up with those ages ago, and now we have proper textures to use thanks to ryu finally making them those are for their uniform trousers

deuce's sleepwear is phenomenal i love everything about it he's such a bottom bitch

another thing that happened is that i found a song i last heard in 2008 lol i had a recording of an amv with it, but i was 12 and was recording a screen with my phone and put the music on speakers at the top of the table, so the music quality was total garbage... (i also turned on bass to 100% lmao)