very urgently need this met & spread around!!! quite literally anything will + does help!!!

hi y'all!!! this was never met & while i did make september back rent, i'm $800 short on october rent!! would love some assistance & spreading around of this!!

my birthday is around the corner & i'm crowdfunding for backrent! any donations / spreads would be so appreciated!! venmo: almondlyds cshpp: venusthey

the thing is that i pull really well like i gave someone my number & kissed them all within thirty minutes of talking w them ndndndnd

hi folks on bluesky!!! next week is my birthday & i'm crowdfunding for october rent!! if anyone wants to toss me some coins so i dont have to move in w abusive family my venmo is @/almondlyds!!!

started my sweater. took me six hours to get to five rows bc i kept starting over.

butch sent me a photo of them wearing their new strap harness oh wow

how does crowdfunding work on here bc i need to do emergency crowdfunding so bad n this is my only social media

not gna go to laser tag but will go to the beach & do sleepover since that will cost no money + i can bring like a sandwich & a beer to the beach n my book yum

fine i admit a gauge swatch is a good & proper thing to do

my favorite topic of conversation is poetry. like, i'm not kidding! i want to talk about poetry on a friday night! i will! also, i love talking about food while eating different food

i love when i tell doctors things & their response is "sure yeah or you could be dying" so like yeah im contemplating going to a wrist specialist & getting a second opinion on things (doctor said i should maybe think abt hand surgery)

they know my name @ the smoke shop guys the girl gets so excited when she sees mee

starting my sweater this weekend hehe

have to do my application tonight for apartment everyone please keep me in ur prayers

superman tonight. resume stuff tomorrow (cause i wanna get out if this job). also central park tomorrow, or sunbathing?

got new yarn, gna do an actual gauge swatch & restart five hours of work :)

symptoms: dull pain that is sharp sometimes when i use my thumbs & index finger, tension feeling in my wrist when i use my fingers & knit more than like 10 minutes that feels bad when i text n hold my phone

knitting for the last three hours its 3am n im like oooh one more row

one day i will write romantic partnered love poems. today i write love poems about my friends, their cherry blossom cheeks

ive abandoned my socks, i want to get rly nice yarn for them & now i'm knitting a top to finish before the end of august ..... & in august i wna start another sweater

11pm chicken adobo

poetry books :)

poetry festival today aka smthn ive been wanting to do for the last three years

i have to crack down on the seriousness of my life tonight & tomorrow. theres so much fear in my body all the time but its mine to reckon with & do away with yk

the thing is that dating is so fun

sobbing ! crying ! feeling overwhelmed !

i wish i had stardew valley rn i think i need a new laptop next month

i write poems so that i don't withdraw from the world. or abandon myself. or lose all hope. or think clumsily. or feel imprecisely. or forget my own gentleness, or the possibiity of it

work doesnt make me feel terrible but going to this particular location makes me feel terrible so im genuinely just gna lock the fuck in all day

when i get another admin job i'd love to join a csa or smthn. im already gna start going to the park slope farmers market in addition to my friends costso membership but just for produce i think farmers market would be so good

scared im gna lose my cat but tomorrow after work im gna come up w a plan i just need to finish this month out thats literally all i need to do

i dont think romance is obtainable / truly in the cards for me (im also like Only 24 so. theres time) but i know intrinsically that im not gna die alone because i have beautiful friends

no more roster for venus my phone is so dry & im so not used to this but maybe the silence will be good for me

oooh there are so many mechanic butches who will kiss me there are so many country mouse butches who will kiss me & make me feel like the prettiest girl ooooh im not gna tweak out

i have such a thing for blue collar butches. i think i have to delete my instagram.

i feel so so sooo selfish for thinking about my birthday while other people (my friends) plan their earlier birthdays omg

once again feeling as if my poetry is missing something so im going to return to my favorite collections & do some editing/rereading tonight! also writing down a very loose 5 year plan tomorrow

just got vaguely harassed by someone (yelled at me, made sexual comments, tried to reach over to touch me) & customers just watched it happen lmao

so sorry for who i'm gna be when i live within walking distance to gingers......

the turning 25 urge to get serious abt my life & make a 5-year plan for myself

had a vaguely envious dream abt that butch i went out w & didnt have a vibe w what does this mean

proud of myself for doing poetry submissions, now i get to play a game of chess

i think i am going to start socially smoking weed instead of what i've been doing? maybe take more walks & read more poetry + fiction yk maybe start a chess game every time i feel the urge to buy weed

thinking about his arms. in 30 minutes i will get up & stop fantasizing + get my two errands done.

i need to make it to mid july i need to sublet by mid july i need these people to respond to me so so badly abt their opening room so i can move & live there until september

if i never see my cat again & have to permanently rehome him instead of temporarily i might kms + i'm serious abt that

i already date with like the intention for something more & consistent so its like? im gna start vetting people & their intentions which i shouldve done before

i fear pmdd & being on my period in general makes me so needy for attention + also food cravings

i think i'm incredibly frustrated because housing stuff is going so slowly because everythings contingent on another person getting back to me PLUS i cant access my bank account for a while so i cant pay anything