可愛い家族 / cute family #MDZS #WangXian

never not going to be obsessed with the idea of sizhui and jingyi growing up close bc jingyi is loud and annoying in a way that scratches the "i miss wwx but i dont remember" part of sizhui's brain

im so horribly sick of having bpd 😸

liam finally came back to bluesky hes the best and i like him

life of adventure

i told a customer today that it had been a week since i washed my hair and she goes "WOW... you literally cannot tell. at all" and i thought she wasnt being serious at first but she kept repeating it and sounded surprised and i was like :D yay

THREE DAYS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had a maybe not so bad day even though i had to leave work early bc physically im in shambles... i push myself too hard for work all the time so i guess it was a win to be able to be like hey i can't work this

i almost convinced my bf to google if pee is stored in the balls he was 2 seconds away from googling it but i broke when i said "WHAT ELSE DO YOU THINK IS IN THERE IF NOT PEE" and he yelled "SPERM!??!!!" and i started scream laughing

worked a 10 hour shift today have another one coming up in 5 dayssss and then two or three 8 hour shifts immediately after fuck it we ballllllllll (only 2 days off between now and the 29th)

also no i dont ever stop thinking about hair. i work at the HAIR STORE and even my co workers think im disturbed

logically i know that getting a long hair wig would be the most practical thing. like. i can take it off at night. i dont have to wash and style it regularly. but i also have this primal urge to torture myself with long hair just so it can come from my own scalp

new personal challenge to see how long i can grow my hair before i get upset at how much work it is and cut it.

sometimes im like "im autistic and somehow i grasp social cues & decency way more than any of the neurotypical ppl at work" and i get confused and then realize its bc as an autistic adult i have obsessively thought about and researched these things so i can mask better meanwhile they jsut Dont Care

at a certain point i stop being mad that i have to pick up all my co workers hours bc theyre so useless and start having an ego that i'm the only part timer that consistently gets 20 to 30+ hour weeks

more bugs huzzah #wangxian #mdzs

i keep remembering im off tmrw and going hehehehehehheh

Wangxians I made for the day the donghua finished #wangxian #mdzs

mdzs stageplay 🥹 #mdzs #wangxian

my need to finish reading mdzs novel and my battle with dyslexia and inability to focus

btw guys i cannot stress enough how mdzs is literally chinese wicked. literally starts out GOOD NEWS!!!!!!! HE'S DEAD!!!!! and then quickly into flashbacks of wangxian's time together at school. dear old gusu

im gonna say it. i think people who hate jiang cheng are lame

more often than not i am wei wuxian

had a couple of nurses buying hair dye the other day and i think they had just gotten off their shift and were still locked into Nurse Mode bc one of them kept calling the color depositing conditioners "suppository conditioners" and i was trying so hard to keep it together

#MDZS The gay agenda is coming for you. (Happy Pride month!)

going outside on a humid bright sunny day is my equivalent of silent hill

i hate explaining to co workers that i get summer depression bc their only response is to be like oh i LOVE the summer and the hot and the endless daylight! and i sit there like STOP UR MAKING ME OVERHEAT SUBLIMINALLY

107 days until the best season btw

i used an insanely good treatment on my hair today and my curls have returned and im like thank GOD i dont feel like me without them

one of the funniest customer interactions i regularly have is when i'll be like "a good thing about this brand-" and the customer interrupts me to be like OH ITS (thing i wasnt gonna say) bc i just pause and smile and im like yeah! but actually no

interacting w co workers irt gender stuff can be so frustrating bc every single person has asked me why i present the way i do and im like well frankly bc im a human being who has a personal style sense but because of the body i was born with you think that makes no sense if i identify as a man

liam looking at my selfie where im wearing a shirt with three cats on it and the tapestry behind me is cat patterned: i wonder what your favorite animal is... hmm.... my guess is snakes

just used my new EXPENSIVE ASS TRIMMERS to clean up my neckline and its so clean and perfect im gonna recommend this brand to every customer at work watch my clipper sales skyrocket because i can show them the results

i should be a hairdresser because i realized that will solve my issue of depression when i can't wash or do my hair a new color and ill stop sabotaging myself and doing a color i don't like just bc i wanna do the dying process. ill just do that to other people

I FORGOT I PUT JAKE PERALTA ON MY KINLIST BUT IT STILL FUCKS SEVERELY AND IS TRUE

hey so bluesky is my diary now and i kinda like that its lowkey a ghost town. nobody look at me. i had a spiral about work today bc of co workers being silly but after being home for a while and my bf talking me thru it i feel better and still love my job

my boyfriend when they use ^_^: genuine, sweet, kind, amazing me when i use ^_^: you are not safe. i am coming.

tbh recently had a customer come up to me and say we need to stop selling this brand bc its got some lawsuit for causing hair loss and i got personally offended bc i love the brand but i had to be like hehe yeah i mean i guess hair care is very individual tee hee i like it tho ^_^

deciding to fight my demons and use up all the haircare i own before buying more and fished out one of my old favorite leave in conditioners for a hair refresh and i feel like a changed man

i love the my melody nightlight my boyfriend got me for when i visited him... he keeps me safe at night (my nightlight is trans, no further questions)

i looked at my window and got fucking flashbanged by apparent lightning and then spent the next 5 seconds staring out there in fear waiting for the thunder to signify that it had been lightning and not my brain malfunctioning

today was one of the longer 8 hour shifts (8 hours and 30 mins but technically more bc i get there like 20 minutes early to get stuff done) but it only sucked so bad bc the co worker i was with and i barely know each other the rest will be easier since its with ppl im more familiar with

my next 4 shifts are all 8 hour ones but im so locked in (experiencing burnout but i gotta do it)

TOMORROW IS MY FIRST DAY OFF IN OVER A WEEK!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ill be so honest skin care and hair care are my special interests but lowkey i hate the whole anti aging thing. or i wish it was called something else. its good to have healthy skin but we're literally supposed to age why is it so bad to visibly age??? hint: its not

by the way. My favorite thing is doing weird things with my body and watching my co workers faces when they freak out about it. today i showed one of them how stretchy my skin is and she went "THATS NOT NORMAL"

such a weird era of my life that i only have one social media and i'm barely active on it but i feel fulfilled and happy. Healthy and thriving

my boss tells me i'm the only one who leaves my bullshit at the door and enjoys being at work and i have a hard time accepting praise but im starting to believe it everyone always has something to complain about or a reason they arent happy to be there

ive been traveling by plane for a collective 8 hours so far and i have about 6 and a half hours left

Skitty up a tree!