when you do something extremely embarassing just imagine the exact same thing happening to your favorite character

forensic psychology... wait for me. i'll be there in auh decade maybe

despite all the horrid stuff, there is still something wonderful about coming out of a dissociative haze at an adult age. it really does feel like i have only been alive for a year at most, so i get to learn about the world and myself with all the adulthood advantages

Rotting, molding, pretty much. Fairly sure he's already dead. TW BODY HORROR, sh and s/xual imagery/undertones!! If you think these might be too much to handle for you, pretend this post doesn't exist and take care. 🫂 - - - - - - - - - - - #digitalart #horror #art see how brave I am, tagging my art

honestly never forgiving my grandmother for that one situation 2 years ago when after i told my brother how green is my favorite color, she looked him dead in the eyes and asked with a smile if he's noticed that i am only ever talking about myself. i really believe it hit the nail on the head

i can't believe that ace attorney, of all things, has kickstarted my hope for being able to discover a suitable career and actually enjoy it. and to study. i have abandoned the idea YEARS ago what is happening

what the helly happened there..... i'm shaking why am i not invisible suddenly /hj

little sketch pageeeeeeoly shit is that a human being

happy pride

i desperately nee d to comm someone for art of flo my sylveon leafeon baby i'm going to explode

how funny is it that the con i planned cosplaying nagito for ended up cancelling silently and scamming people

pride wonky doodley wahoooooooo 🐛🎉 #furryart #art

everything is always perfectly fine forever!

i'm incapable of quitting normally so i'm leaving them a note where i even drew the dog that bit me so his owner doesn't worry rhdjjsdajdjsjd ("thank you all so much for everything 💚 expect cats for a visit")

I DID IT I DID IIITTTTTTT TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY AND NOBODY SEEMS TO HATE ME i am so winning

this also might be the most infuriating part because it's entirely their fault. i found out that i am this dog's 4th or 5th victim. it's the face and stitches every time. it's my coworker's dog, AND our boss knew. why the FUCK not a single soul warned me about this. even if he was staying for 1 day

oh this is the worst okay i'll try to type up some message tomorrow after my shift so i don't have to see my boss for another 2 days at least

speaking of the gay, that one girl who waltzed and bridal carried me when i went to the bar on my crisis day reached out a week ago and invited me to a concert on june 13 and i HOPE for the fugly stitches in my face to be GONE by that time. and for the concert not to blow up

pride doodle :3 happy priiiideeeeee #pridemonth2026 #pokemon #pkmn #lesbian #girlflux #ambiamorous #catgender #queerplatonic #alolapix #alolanvulpix #vulpix #queer #nonhuman

i think one of the biggest things that worry me the most out of this entire experience, is realizing to the full extent how deeply terrified i am of burdening people. to the point of apologizing to everyone at my workplace with a bleeding face, worried about inconveniencing them with my injury

it's so funny to me how the minor inconvenience at work in question ended up happening and was so not minor i only ended up profoundly confused and lost. look i wasn't YELLED at so it's fine. relatively .

sometimes i feel bad for making so much vent art, but i tend to forget that i just get an urge to visualize whatever i feel or think at all times, no matter what it is. it just so happens that i keep going through horrors endlessly

june 1st quick scrap everything only the gay feelings are now allowed

ordered mysekf a consolation prize pyuba W

considering that i most definitely have some sort of connective tissue disorder and due to that scar badly from the smallest bumps i can only hope my face would heal at least relatively good nnnn

if i suffer so does zooble

at least i'm too tired now for the mental stuff whatever helps i guess idk

bruh got half of my lip bitten off by a dog at work before i was even kissed gg rip

having a job while being extremely traumatized and on the brink is genuinely the worst thing ever because if i ever do accidentally mess something up there and get yelled at by my boss i fear i am ending it immediately

flops on chu bleeh bleeh love u @corvidae.digital #pokemon #pkmn #zorua #silly

wild animal among people

shadow milk mouse doodle

i swear to god does ANY therapist in kazakshtan know anything besides cbt i'm going to eat the walls

i fear i am never finishing this funnybunny edit. the entire pairing is ruined for me so at least i'll post what i had so far. regardless, i am very proud of it because it was my first time editing ANYTHING

some pictures from the awesome whimsical bar that i discovered at the peak of my mental breakdown. it is now officially my safe place they have many fun events going on there i just come here to eat a sandwich and play it's the best thing ever

butterflg

for the first time in forever i actually had a completely fine day where i spent an entire day feeling fine and NOT going ultra insane and suicidal by the end of it i am celebrating with orange juice subnautica 2 and shamimi

the way i immediately start obsessively playing subnautica during recoveries from my worst mental health episodes is so funny like why my personal nightmare in particular and why does it actually work positively on me

almost a month late 21st birthday art for myself 🐛💚 finally felt stable enough to do it 🐌 it might not look like it at first glance, but it's positive! we drag forward despite it all a bit wonky but i love how it came out regardless :) #art #vent #ventart #furry #furryart

and i'm sorry to everyone who got to meet me in this state, whether it's someone who liked my art or who genuinely wanted to connect with me. it means the universe to me, it's more than i could ever hope for, and i wish i could be so much more than this right now

dear lord i can sense myself slipping back. now with the fresh childhood flashbacks as a bonus. i thought i just got out of it. i sincerely don't know what to do at this point. i think i really am at a breaking point no matter how much i try to deny it

i adore how closely intertwined shamil is with the themes of abandonment throughout his entire life i relate to him so much it HURTS

attempting to hold my sanity together

// crk spoilers shamimi and me both the cringelords bro what i literally had the exact same crashout LMAOOOOO

trying to rest 🐌💚

just found out there's a fandoms themed coffee shop in my city???? i know where i'm going tomorrow

Hey gang 😏 I have .. c0mms ooo lala... Headshots are $10 Busts are $20 And fullbodies are $30 (Usd, dm me if interested!)

sharing this one properly because I am proud of it comm for @lostfinds.bsky.social tyty #furryart #digitalart

test doodle of an awesome creature i bought around a week ago as i'm recovering

i am sincerely deeply sorry for all my previous posts, i think i finally got a hold of myself back. i need some time to fully recover but i will be fine