Applying for jobs. The hospital that saved my life, and is going to save it again, puts up a job in my exact field. The speed I jumped on that application and hunted down people to discuss it with is unfathomable.

Hospital forgot to schedule an MRI (at all) until I called to say "hey, I was told this was 'drop everything when you get the appointment' urgent so what happened?" Turns out... Doctors had leave booked and I slipped through the gaps. Be willing to advocate for yourself. But also be compassionate.

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The thing I mentioned about processing? "your brain tumour returned, the best course of action is surgery but we need another MRI to see how risky it will be" This at least explains the massive increase in headaches, but I'm sorry streams have been very sparse.

I got some news earlier today and I'm still processing. I genuinely don't know how I should feel about it.

Million dollar idea: "some guy Cafe" Like a cat Cafe. Except you go to the Cafe, and just, some guy or girl will sit down and chat with you. Maybe pull out a multiplayer game to play together. Nothing special, no maid clothes, no gimmick. Just, "have a coffee with some guy"

I just realised I missed the last few scheduled streams... Im not burnt out, I promise. I'm just... Performing extra curricular activities beyond my energy capacity.

Just finished another one shot with chat as a player. It was... Chaotic. A murder mystery, turned murder, turned... War crime. It was so much fun!

Google: "Just letting you know, we restricted your account because we can't verify you're an adult" You know, the account that is set up as "parent" to two other Google accounts. The account that I receive business emails on. Well, jokes on you Google, you're not getting my ID BITCH!

Did a dnd one shot yesterday on stream with @claribellfoxy.bsky.social Xeno and chat as the third player. I honestly was not expecting a critical intimidation roll to result in seduction but... C'est la vie

You don't have to be perfect to be good.

Thought for a cursed competition: Instead of "AI pretending to create human art". What if Humans created fake AI generated images? Real artists just sitting down, with real physical media, and made "... Did an AI make this?" art. The winner will be whoever feels the most shame.

I miss the subtle art of tactical shit posting for no gain. There was no "follower count", there was no "upvote karma". There was only the pure joy from human on human interactions.

Why would you ever use AI, I'll happily steal you job while simultaneously doing it worse.

To all the 3 people who will see this: Is there is any part of your life you are proud of, but afraid of sharing? Stand tall to yourself. It matters to you, and it is a badge you are allowed to wear. You get to choose if it's a single badge or your entire uniform, but you're allowed to wear it.

God I LOVE ads where they show gamers gaming together on the couch. There is always this weird sexual tension of "We're randomly mashing buttons while we're... rubbing against eachother... competitively. We're in competition for first place in this video game. No other reason..."

Just had my regular MRI. I forgot how utterly and completely anxiety inducing they are. Watching Iron Lung the weekend before going for a brain MRI was definitely not the greatest idea lol.

Surviving the internet, a practical guide. A Thread. A Video essay. A Google doc. Let me begin this 12 step guide by saying welcome, I hope you are enjoying yours<skip> ...ple will say thi<skip> ...long on pizza<skip> But most importantly. The internet isn't real.

OK but actually a serious review of Iron Lung? I'm not a Markiplier fan. But it's a good movie. If you're a fan of horror, check it out. I don't want to say anything much to avoid spoiling it, but it's worth watching. If you're a Markiplier fan, you've already bought tickets.

Just saw Iron Lung. Review? 7/10 not enough blood.

If you want to grow you need to... "put videos on YouTube!" "publish your vods!" No! My art is ephemeral! Temporary! A moment isn't beautiful because you can relive it as many times as you want. A moment is beautiful because it is what it is in the moment and who you are in the moment.

*generic words of positive affirmation*

Have you heard of the "third space"? Of course not, it's not a story the Jedi would tell you.

Just got a new microphone. Finished setting it up but couldn't do a REAL test because dear God it is HOT! Needless to say... Be on the lookout for something soon.

Holy... Today's stream with @ryeordie.bsky.social @manukab.com @codenameslide.bsky.social @dustykion.bsky.social took ALL my energy. ... Don't ask what we talked about.

Sometimes I wish there was more hours in the day to do things. Then I do more things and think "damn I need to sleep..."

Manifesting this for us in 2026 🔥🔥 #workmeme #illustration #comic

"bluesky is so much better for human to human interactions" Hmm...I still see the same "engagement bait" "I only post my schedule/I am streaming" that I saw on twitter. Where are the humans I was promised?! I'm following so many people and there are like, 5 real people! Thank you real people!

I started to make plans to replay ff7. I hear about the fallout 3/fallout nv remake rumours all of a sudden.

I want to say something since my debut... I've received messages letting me know they are "not fans" of the new look, to put it lightly. Honestly, I hope you find something that brings you joy like my old model did. My new, imperfect, model brings me joy. And I'm learning to love it better each day

The Steam awards were announced! Why do I feel like the steam awards are a much better representation of what deserves it than The Game Awards™ or the Indie Game Awards™?

For the algorithm 💜 Looking for moots & frens 💩 PooTuber 🦓 Zebra 🥄 Spoonie 🧟‍♂️ 7 Days to Rye! (Die) ☄️ Pokemon 🧺 Studio Ghibli 📺 Anime 🃏 Hearthstone & WOW 🕹️ Games (RPG, Horror, survival) 🧠 ADHD 🐾 Doggos 🎓 PhD candidate (neuroscience) 🧪 FOR SCIENCE! 🥼 Mad scientist ♡/⟳ appreciated #promosky #promotwt

Happy new year! For 2026, I've made the resolution, the goal, to take more time to repair my soul. 2026 will be the year of healing. What about everyone else? What are your new years goals?

My year review stream will be happening in just over 7 hours. Now all I have to do is summaries an entire year's worth of stuff in preparation!

Soooo... I may or may not have challenged @codenameslide.bsky.social to a steelsoul silksong race. Neither of us are "good" at the game. But we're both... Um... We both have played the game once!

What I tell people "you don't need <x, y, z> to get started! Just start!" Me in practice: "so I just finished making my own custom greenscreen which will actually fit in my small room..."

Second last day of the work year. Everything completed, but still so much to do... 💀

I was about to make a post, then I looked up and saw a random person doing the yapping hand motion... How did they know?! Well fine random person! My 8 post long dissertation on why final fantasy 8 had one of the stories of all time and is comparable to other stories in many ways is forever lost!

The debut went ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! For those who came, thank you! I love you all so much! 💖💖💖 I actually have no words!

The "Gen Z protests" in Tibet, where they overthrew the government, started by talking mad shit on social media. Bans were put in place online which is what caused the things to transition from "talk" to "waving the One Piece flag in front of the burning capital building" Just saying. No reason.

Last few days before debut... discord.com/events/42912... I'm not nervous! The new model I can't tease... So it's been harder to build interest.

The overlay for the debut? Finished. Alerts? Finished. Model? Yup. Lore video? Lore drop? 90% done. What I'm ACTUALLY DOING during the debut? 🤷 Tell me honestly. Do I sound like a guy who knows what he's doing? I didn't think so.

Software engineering is fun for comms. Juniors: "I have a problem, can I call?" Intermediates: <full paragraphs of context and questions to not waste time> Seniors: "I have a problem, can I call?"

For my upcoming debut... I got in my mind a VERY SPECIFIC idea for an overlay. Couldn't commission it... I had to figure out how to art it myself... Then I had to program everything... It's almost done 🥹 So close... Please be worth all the work I've put in!

As much as I have my career path that I want to follow... Part of me really wants to give up on my job and buy an ice cream truck.

On my Discord server, we're going to be doing the Advent of Code leading up to the debut. If you want to join in... discord.gg/f7T7PgXZU?ev... we may or may not have prizes to raffle for people who participate.

Turn on Twitch: Gambling ads Turn on TV with the kids: Gambling ads CHILDREN'S SHOWS, shows EXPLICITLY FOR CHILDREN should not have "Go on, have a crack at races!" RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM! There are only TWO ads playing lately. "Go on, HAVE A CRACK!" and "Get the MYSTERY BLIND BOX TODAY!"

I love the reactions people are giving to how men are answering "How many backshots are you willing to take if you get $100k per backshot" It truly shows, nothing fucks us more than the current state of the economy 🍆

The constant failures of these mega corps lately... Maybe people will realise it's time to go back to local, home grown content? You don't need aws or cloud flare to host poopbutt.com