Just had my regular MRI. I forgot how utterly and completely anxiety inducing they are. Watching Iron Lung the weekend before going for a brain MRI was definitely not the greatest idea lol.

Surviving the internet, a practical guide. A Thread. A Video essay. A Google doc. Let me begin this 12 step guide by saying welcome, I hope you are enjoying yours<skip> ...ple will say thi<skip> ...long on pizza<skip> But most importantly. The internet isn't real.

OK but actually a serious review of Iron Lung? I'm not a Markiplier fan. But it's a good movie. If you're a fan of horror, check it out. I don't want to say anything much to avoid spoiling it, but it's worth watching. If you're a Markiplier fan, you've already bought tickets.

Just saw Iron Lung. Review? 7/10 not enough blood.

If you want to grow you need to... "put videos on YouTube!" "publish your vods!" No! My art is ephemeral! Temporary! A moment isn't beautiful because you can relive it as many times as you want. A moment is beautiful because it is what it is in the moment and who you are in the moment.

*generic words of positive affirmation*

Have you heard of the "third space"? Of course not, it's not a story the Jedi would tell you.

Just got a new microphone. Finished setting it up but couldn't do a REAL test because dear God it is HOT! Needless to say... Be on the lookout for something soon.

Holy... Today's stream with @ryeordie.bsky.social @manukab.com @codenameslide.bsky.social @dustykion.bsky.social took ALL my energy. ... Don't ask what we talked about.

Sometimes I wish there was more hours in the day to do things. Then I do more things and think "damn I need to sleep..."

Manifesting this for us in 2026 🔥🔥 #workmeme #illustration #comic

"bluesky is so much better for human to human interactions" Hmm...I still see the same "engagement bait" "I only post my schedule/I am streaming" that I saw on twitter. Where are the humans I was promised?! I'm following so many people and there are like, 5 real people! Thank you real people!

I started to make plans to replay ff7. I hear about the fallout 3/fallout nv remake rumours all of a sudden.

I want to say something since my debut... I've received messages letting me know they are "not fans" of the new look, to put it lightly. Honestly, I hope you find something that brings you joy like my old model did. My new, imperfect, model brings me joy. And I'm learning to love it better each day

The Steam awards were announced! Why do I feel like the steam awards are a much better representation of what deserves it than The Game Awards™ or the Indie Game Awards™?

For the algorithm 💜 Looking for moots & frens 💩 PooTuber 🦓 Zebra 🥄 Spoonie 🧟‍♂️ 7 Days to Rye! (Die) ☄️ Pokemon 🧺 Studio Ghibli 📺 Anime 🃏 Hearthstone & WOW 🕹️ Games (RPG, Horror, survival) 🧠 ADHD 🐾 Doggos 🎓 PhD candidate (neuroscience) 🧪 FOR SCIENCE! 🥼 Mad scientist ♡/⟳ appreciated #promosky #promotwt

Happy new year! For 2026, I've made the resolution, the goal, to take more time to repair my soul. 2026 will be the year of healing. What about everyone else? What are your new years goals?

My year review stream will be happening in just over 7 hours. Now all I have to do is summaries an entire year's worth of stuff in preparation!

Soooo... I may or may not have challenged @codenameslide.bsky.social to a steelsoul silksong race. Neither of us are "good" at the game. But we're both... Um... We both have played the game once!

What I tell people "you don't need <x, y, z> to get started! Just start!" Me in practice: "so I just finished making my own custom greenscreen which will actually fit in my small room..."

Second last day of the work year. Everything completed, but still so much to do... 💀

I was about to make a post, then I looked up and saw a random person doing the yapping hand motion... How did they know?! Well fine random person! My 8 post long dissertation on why final fantasy 8 had one of the stories of all time and is comparable to other stories in many ways is forever lost!

The debut went ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! For those who came, thank you! I love you all so much! 💖💖💖 I actually have no words!

The "Gen Z protests" in Tibet, where they overthrew the government, started by talking mad shit on social media. Bans were put in place online which is what caused the things to transition from "talk" to "waving the One Piece flag in front of the burning capital building" Just saying. No reason.

Last few days before debut... discord.com/events/42912... I'm not nervous! The new model I can't tease... So it's been harder to build interest.

The overlay for the debut? Finished. Alerts? Finished. Model? Yup. Lore video? Lore drop? 90% done. What I'm ACTUALLY DOING during the debut? 🤷 Tell me honestly. Do I sound like a guy who knows what he's doing? I didn't think so.

Software engineering is fun for comms. Juniors: "I have a problem, can I call?" Intermediates: <full paragraphs of context and questions to not waste time> Seniors: "I have a problem, can I call?"

For my upcoming debut... I got in my mind a VERY SPECIFIC idea for an overlay. Couldn't commission it... I had to figure out how to art it myself... Then I had to program everything... It's almost done 🥹 So close... Please be worth all the work I've put in!

As much as I have my career path that I want to follow... Part of me really wants to give up on my job and buy an ice cream truck.

On my Discord server, we're going to be doing the Advent of Code leading up to the debut. If you want to join in... discord.gg/f7T7PgXZU?ev... we may or may not have prizes to raffle for people who participate.

Turn on Twitch: Gambling ads Turn on TV with the kids: Gambling ads CHILDREN'S SHOWS, shows EXPLICITLY FOR CHILDREN should not have "Go on, have a crack at races!" RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM! There are only TWO ads playing lately. "Go on, HAVE A CRACK!" and "Get the MYSTERY BLIND BOX TODAY!"

I love the reactions people are giving to how men are answering "How many backshots are you willing to take if you get $100k per backshot" It truly shows, nothing fucks us more than the current state of the economy 🍆

The constant failures of these mega corps lately... Maybe people will realise it's time to go back to local, home grown content? You don't need aws or cloud flare to host poopbutt.com

Remember when I said "I may be making a video" ... I'm like, 90% of the way complete, a month ahead of schedule. *a little hopeful*

Reason 47 why I am happy I am moving to Linux... *Open Windows Sound Recorder* "Please hold while we pre-load the required update" THIS IS A PROGRAM THAT RECORDS YOUR MICROPHONE! This is like when you added chatGPT to Notepad. Or GenAI to paint! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

For the December debut... I may or may not be working on a video. Whether I am or am not depends on if I'm able to finish it 💀

So I know not everyone who checks my streams is here but I still wanted to say, I'm sorry I've missed several streams lately. I've been burnt tf out lately. Like, far more so than normal. I feel really bad for letting people down not streaming, so I'll do better. I promise. ❤️

I have so much to prepare for the thing in December. Work: "Hey, you did such a great job completing <thing>, we wanted to give you <BIGGER thing> to work on!" 💀

For my 2 year anniversary, I'm gonna finally have a debut. New overlays, new alerts, new everything! Mid December, so plenty of time. Looking forward to it!

Programmers should abandon "best" practices and embrace "good enough" practices. AI code is filled with Reddit tier "ermm acktually... This is best practice!" Yeah but "good enough" let's me know a human wrote it so shut up.

I've been setting up Linux on my home computer for a few days now. It's surprisingly easy compared to everything I've heard. I'll keep going with it and give updates. (Linux will only be installed on an SSD USB, so I can keep Windows 'just in case') But, I'm looking for recommendations!

The threat of "I'm going to draw you pregnant" has lost all meaning. Nobody cares about that threat any more. Things need to be stepped up a notch. "I'm going to draw you EMPLOYED!"

T_B0N3 and I just finished coop Civilisation 5. We got destroyed. Thoroughly. By Alexander The Great. So thoroughly that they MADE AN AOE2 DLC FOR HIM WTF?! store.steampowered.com/app/3793540/...

PAX Australia is coming up. Anyone else going to it? Or will I be the only attendee?

Follow a link and accidentally open Twitter/X/Whatever it's called now.... ... Ok ... Ok Well now my day is ruined.

I love leaving the computer on overnight, coming back to see my Twitch tabs open to random people (Successful raid trains!)

ALRIGHT! I feel comfortable enough to say it now: We've officially moved in to the new house. It only took two weeks of solid work non stop. Is everything transferred? Yes. Is everything unpacked? HAHAHAHHAHAHA no.

The auction event went AWESOME! Thank you to everyone who came and showed me to much love and support, you are all amazing! 💖 There wasn't any ACTUAL auction I just yapped about a lot of the stuff I have and explained the situation I'm in. The PiShock MAY have come out, and the face reveal happened.

My Auction event to force me to pack/help raise money because our landlord has decided to sell and kick us out is happening in about 5 hours. I don't actually want anyone to donate, I just wanted something to force me to pack/clean. I'm going to be yapping a LOT though. discord.gg/S3WKY3wzJg?e...