Bathroom selfie train! Just because I can!

I hit my head pretty hard because I was putting away the trash and I’m stupid but fuck this headache hits different, pun intended I guess 💀

Listening to Taylor’s speeches always makes me emotional. Sometimes we just need to hear those things because no one else tells us, and that’s why I love her so much. She’s saved and understood me more than anyone else.

She’s like it’s casual and normal to be signing 2k cds after every show while I’m complaining that my fingers and hands hurt after holding a pencil for 3 minutes

Waiting for the idiots that are about to yell “this is the end, this is her goodbye to us!” 💀

Yeah I just cried seeing that trailer, I will not be available December 12th 🥲

I wanted to let you guys know that I didn’t relapse or did anything stupid yesterday. I didn’t off myself nor hurt myself. I’m recovering from the emergency meds I took, but hey I’m still alive right lol

The urge to relapse is loud today shit

From whatever I’m seeing, Taylor’s team needs to hire swifties on her merch team because what are those 😭😭

As an international swiftie, I feel so left out again ngl

No merch on the European store or am I blind

I am and will never get over the absolute WHIPLASH she put through on ruin the friendship 😀

Now since I live all by myself (not even doggo Basil is here), the loneliness is starting to kick is bad. I feel like I have no one that actually wants to be around me, even though I do have some amazing friends

She went from “I’m still at the restaurant” to “I finally left the table”. Don’t fucking talk to me now

The fact Ed is an iPad “kid” makes me scream 😭😭

My new home is starting to feel like home, but would you think I’m a swiftie tho?

I’m so so sick of all the “swifties” that are SO DAMN LOUD over the fact they’re hating on the life of a showgirl, like sure you don’t like it, MOVE ON. You like folklore, red or rep more? Go stream it, it’s right there! ☺️

IT’S MOVING DAY, I’M NERVOUS, EXCITED AND EMOTIONAL. (Also making my aunt & uncle listen to the life of a showgirl on repeat) ❤️‍🔥

If you don’t like the new album, sure that’s valid. If you love it? Yay let’s dance! But can y’all fucking stop spreading all of the hatred, rude shit? Listening to music is subjective, but respect isn’t. Move on if you don’t like it, it’s exhausting.

So actually remember we thought about Pinocchio for wood? Well.. is someone checking on Andrea

Already listened 60 times to the life of a showgirl (for real tho, my stats confirms it), and it’s growing so much on me. ITS JUST SO GOOD

So in 13 hours I will be insufferable and I’m not apologizing. It’s going to be fun ❤️‍🔥

Everyone: "YAY EUROPEAN ORDER IS ON IT'S WAY" Me: "well, not mine it seems" 😭

Slept 4 hours, have a 3h class, have a beginning migraine, need to go to my physiotherapist & need to pack the last part because I'm moving Saturday, but hey the life of a showgirl is coming out in less than 24 hours besties

It's the last day before we'll probably shaking our asses to deep, sad, funny lyrics! 🥹

I want to tell you, thank you for letting me be part of the swiftie family & community. You have no idea how much that meant to me. I love you, forever 🧡

Girlie has improved her stars so much that I like dem even more (& the pointing to the logo saying “me” actually proofs she’s the funniest and most unserious)

“Oftentimes it doesn’t feel glamorous to be me”, are you fucking kidding me 🥲

From now on “it’s giving no girl, not showgirl” will be used with every single inconvenience I’m facing

Wtf. A dude just drew a heart and very inappropriate face’s to me while I was waiting for my bus. I’m disgusted

HAPPY THE LIFE OF A SHOWGIRL RELEASE (- party) WEEK BESTIES

Butker, go to the kitchen, make a meal, clean and we'll tell you when you're allowed to leave again. Maybe that might motivate you xxx

Since it's almost release day a reminder if a track leaks: - don't share it - don't hype it up - just quietly report & move on. The less attention leaks get, the less they spread (more interaction makes sure it pushes algorithms). Let's respect the art & let Taylor release the way she wants to

WORTHY IS BACK???

I'm not watching, but how are we doing?

Are you watching the game?

Seen my (toxic) ex yesterday with her current gf, and idk but I keep feeling shite bout it, we broke up 4 years ago, were together for 3. She broke the hell outta me, brought out the worst in me, yet I loved her so bad. She ignored me. I wanted to smile but was scared lol I feel so bad since

I hate when my brain suddenly goes "you should feel miserable, anxious and pathetic all at the same time, GO" and I'm just going with it. Being self-aware is exhausting lol

Selena & Taylor marrying/getting together with their partner in their 30’s actually might give me hope to find someone

IT’S FEAR NOT LESS

Okay so what now 😀

I just read: “When a showgirl exit, they then go back for an encore and then exit for a second time”. I’m terrified now 🫠

Woke up to the worst period pain 🥲

So she’s plotting again, but what is she plotting now? Documentary? Whatever was filmed at Vancouver? Sourdough merch? Or a simple “gotcha 🫵🏻👹”- moment?

Considering recent events, I just wanted to share that I’m so sorry if I ever made you feel uncomfortable by interacting with you. Please tell me if I did so I’m able to reflect on it more. 🤍

I love how the whole eras tour crew is so loudly supportive of our girl, she’s so loved 🥲❤️‍🔥

It’s on the European store y’all! (I was marked unsafe btw)

TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT. THAT’S THE MESSAGE. FUCK.

The contract for my new renting home is signed bloomfies, I’m officially moving next week 🥹🥹🥹

I hate that I’m so fucking tired and I can’t manage to fall asleep 🥲