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i continue to not be normal about s rank billy

i lived bitch

waking up and crying is so tiring

So I dropped a new model and some merch today 👀 hovercat.com/irradiatedrat/

nvm stream over lol

New merch new merch! tetsumi-shop.fourthwall.com

BBEG idea, bad guy starts doing a musical number when the heroes show up and at the end a hostage spits out their gag to yell "you fools he's a bard" and then the party feels the ground shaking

i am not normal about srank billy

women pretty, thanks zenless zone zero

mmm, drinking an energy drink after a panic attack/ptsd episode: smort

stream went well it was nice to have so many people lurking

when you have cool funny surprises in dnd but no one to tell them to 🫠

eyes dead today no stream

im the DM!

i require 900$ for no reason in particular

was gonna stream today, depressed instead

obligatory valentines post

Discord got a few sneak peeks of my new 3.0 model! Here is a little one for you ~ I cant wait to show you all! I am so in love with it. There are so many special details i cant wait to reveal #vtuber #vtubermodel #indievtuber #siren #mermaid #live2D

its a shame i doubled up on my gamer juice today and then decided no, i dont want to stream i want to be sad and do warcrimes

no stream today so i can go hard in zzz tomorrow

ate food got cough had to end stream, sadge

the constant fight to not punctuate every sentence with "lol" or "lmao" i am not laughing why do i try to inject whimsy

snow

yay i made hot chocolate with real milk and chocolate chips. unrelated my tongue is burnt and can no longer taste

going outside in negative degree weather with no coat and shoes just to feel something

with my forever cough maybe i need to play rdr2 again

my one wish of smooching someone with the ball drops continues, some how never got to do it even when i was in a longterm relationship for almost 10 years. 🙏

cwismis

done with dnd for today, thanks for coming by if you did

ill fucking drink pickle juice

decided im gonna wait until after the move to stream again, waiting to move is too stressful

tired of being like "im gonna stream tomorrow" and then having a depressing ptsd nightmare and being like "maybe not today"

a combination of roadwork outside my window and nightmares have made me wake up depresso so no stream today :)

updated to windows 11, everything is round, and they made the folder icons horizontal. this is the worst

split my knee open during stream today, whoopsie

havent been streaming because depressed v.v

i wish i could bathe like a chinchilla, i hate being wet after a shower

getting real tired of my limbs betraying me

i had no idea spyro 1 was one sitting material whoopsie

today's breakfast is drinking a chocolate peanutbutter protein shake out of my friends ass

i cant believe i played yakuza zero all day today and didnt dance to friday night, i have failed.

i have aged

i have eaten 3/4 a pound bag of pistachios i am now ill

My cup is back in stock for pre-order so you should get one 15% off atm with code irradiated_rat :3 waifuwares.co.uk/products/wai...

👀Time for a logo reveal~ 🎨: chocoomintlogo (Fiverr) #vtuber #vtubersen #vtubersuprisings #vtubersupport #vtuberreveal

Woah im the DM for this

i need a salon style hair dryer, i hate being wet, but also hate drying my hair

i think im just a guy, sorry for becoming less queer in pride month