was gonna stream today, depressed instead

obligatory valentines post

Discord got a few sneak peeks of my new 3.0 model! Here is a little one for you ~ I cant wait to show you all! I am so in love with it. There are so many special details i cant wait to reveal #vtuber #vtubermodel #indievtuber #siren #mermaid #live2D

its a shame i doubled up on my gamer juice today and then decided no, i dont want to stream i want to be sad and do warcrimes

no stream today so i can go hard in zzz tomorrow

ate food got cough had to end stream, sadge

the constant fight to not punctuate every sentence with "lol" or "lmao" i am not laughing why do i try to inject whimsy

snow

yay i made hot chocolate with real milk and chocolate chips. unrelated my tongue is burnt and can no longer taste

going outside in negative degree weather with no coat and shoes just to feel something

with my forever cough maybe i need to play rdr2 again

my one wish of smooching someone with the ball drops continues, some how never got to do it even when i was in a longterm relationship for almost 10 years. 🙏

cwismis

done with dnd for today, thanks for coming by if you did

ill fucking drink pickle juice

decided im gonna wait until after the move to stream again, waiting to move is too stressful

tired of being like "im gonna stream tomorrow" and then having a depressing ptsd nightmare and being like "maybe not today"

a combination of roadwork outside my window and nightmares have made me wake up depresso so no stream today :)

updated to windows 11, everything is round, and they made the folder icons horizontal. this is the worst

split my knee open during stream today, whoopsie

havent been streaming because depressed v.v

i wish i could bathe like a chinchilla, i hate being wet after a shower

getting real tired of my limbs betraying me

i had no idea spyro 1 was one sitting material whoopsie

today's breakfast is drinking a chocolate peanutbutter protein shake out of my friends ass

i cant believe i played yakuza zero all day today and didnt dance to friday night, i have failed.

i have aged

i have eaten 3/4 a pound bag of pistachios i am now ill

My cup is back in stock for pre-order so you should get one 15% off atm with code irradiated_rat :3 waifuwares.co.uk/products/wai...

👀Time for a logo reveal~ 🎨: chocoomintlogo (Fiverr) #vtuber #vtubersen #vtubersuprisings #vtubersupport #vtuberreveal

Woah im the DM for this

i need a salon style hair dryer, i hate being wet, but also hate drying my hair

i think im just a guy, sorry for becoming less queer in pride month

The Siren #art

oh to be paid to crush empty drink cans with my bare hands all day, the dream

anyone else get baited by the CoD trailer thinking it was gonna be something cool but it ended up just being CoD?

caffeinated woooooooooooooooooooo

people being super supportive about men's mental health month made me finally feel well enough to have a little break down to process the last 10 years of my life, i may not know where im going, but im happy to be here with the people i have in my life now, next steps are coming

#vtuberuprising #vtubersen

one of those massage chairs from malls would fix me

one year of playing this game and ive reached max level

Finished planet humble on planet crafter, next time i play we will be trying for one of the moons

mmm 5ish hours of stream 10ish matches 2v8 killer queue is good

all my friends keep eating taco bell in front of me, i want taco bell so bad now

i crave the feeling of biting into a pouch of capri sun and drinking it dry like im a vampire sucking a rat dry

i really want cheese now and i blame @irradiatedrat.bsky.social

I don't normally like to post about stuff for myself but my phone is basically dead in the water and I need it for streams and IRL! I'm stressed about this 🙇🙇🙇 #throne #vtuber #twitch throne.com/khallie/item...

i have failed at minecraft because i didnt have enough dedicated wam, so its on my wishlist, if you want to buy it for me it wont be hard to find. also there is a pc there if you are insane and dont want to have money anymore

things just keep getting harder