every so often, by a bizarre fluke, I have really nice handwriting

loprov's furality 2025 set is pure fire i am so addicted to it

I think I forgot to post but I moved from Goodreads to The StoryGraph and I'm much happier there. https://app.thestorygraph.com/profile/_hazeler

I always double take this lyric lmao

university year 2 starts tomorrow and I'm kinda scared a bit but also optimistic I'm excited to get to study math full time again ^w^ and like, I have some comics in the mail and a job interview in a couple weeks and an ADHD assessment soon after and yeah I'm stoked for the year. new estrogen […]

got up out of bed and went to the bathroom and my watch chose to credit me with my stand goal for the day for it cool I guess

if I posted a video of me pouring hrt down the sink would people kill me

manga in bed listening to fromtheheart >>>>

its been like a year since i listened to virtual riot and Intro -> Simulation made me shiver a bit, what the hell 🫠

finished it! I'm so happy I chose to read this, it's so well done and has given me a lot of food for thought. I got incredibly emotionally invested in these characters - rain and Emily and Rudy and ky especially. gah, I don't actually have the words on my head to gush about it but it's really good.

[trans/mh positive, selfie, eye contact] I'm reading Rain again, and unrelatedly I happened to dress like this today (this is a new top! ^_^ (well not actually new but I never got around to wearing it yet so, tags on, close enough :p )) it made me reflect […] [Original post on lethallava.land]

get in my grips I go so hard, been in my pocket, avant garde, sycophantic, seeing stars, bleeding out on my bass guitar

[cringe Linux complaining, trend] I usually don't talk about my opinions on Linux related things because I find it childish and exhausting, buuuutt.... I struggle to resist a quote tweet trend 😅

I've been reading Rain today. I love it already so much and I suspect that there's a decent chance I'll end up ordering physical copies once I read it all..... :p

glass fort by defsharp is so good <3

my plan for this evening was to data hoard, but the place im data hoarding _from_ is down rn due to technical incompetence. uhhhhh, fuck?

Did a play through of Rez Infinite, and I was literally on 100% completion the entire time, until Area 5 when I missed like one support item, AAAGH did mop up one of my two non-100% stats though (area 3 shot down), so only one to go to get that 100% completion on the og 5 areas

bomb rush cyberfunk impressions, 1 hour in: _holy fucking SHIT_ /pos

y'all enjoying the github scam notifications atm?

i really need to finish containerspy lmao, i got it to beta 3, deployed it, and have had it running in prod without fixing any of its bugs (including two Serious ones) because i cant be arsed lmao

i am starting to realize just how daunting the scope of "reimplement owncloud" is and im dying at the realisation luckily my hate for owncloud infinite scale as a user and as a sysadmin is so strong that im sure i will relight the flame of this project again if i ever happen to get tired of […]

i am using my imagination

aight I did the thing

rust's libstd provide both `format_args!` (international) and `format_args_nl!` (dutch)

been going down a Wikipedia rabbit hole reading about trains this morning til that British trains have to be built specifically not off the shelf because our tunnels and stuff are too small to fit normal ones

i think my router might be the worst linux box i own, unless the milk v duo s takes that crown 128mb storage 128mb ram 4 very slow mips cores yum.

(twitter crosspost) trend time, sure sona + music taste

this shit fucking BANGS btw https://tidal.com/browse/track/227701448?u

I'm winning right now

cleaning up big disk space after updating heheheheh watching 28 thousand names fly by as nix deletes them is p satisfying deleting unused links... note: currently hard linking saves 0.00 MiB 28181 store paths deleted, 13967.04 MiB freed 880.08 MiB freed by hard-linking 91299 […]

she's so majestic

there comes a point while you're learning async rust that you stop thinking "how am I meant to do this, by composing the powerful tools", the async S triplets (Sync, Send, 'static) start to blur back together again, and you start thinking "oh, I can do this if I <janky solution involving […]

discovered that this had happened to my copy of Trash World News Vol 1 after an air fryer instruction manual just kinda got shoved into my bag of books and ended up inside TWN very pissed at past me for that :/ UGH

chat it's so perfect

[CW boost; mh-] RE: https://infosec.exchange/users/Lightfighter/statuses/115237632512113711

my stupids

tired of go server software that uses hundreds of megs of ram for literally no reason I suspect "your databases and collector use 300mb at idle so I could no longer run them on my system" is not an acquisition story / testimonial for Grafana Cloud that they would like to use

wh*at how*

ooough Rez infinite is a very fun game but it requires a strong stomach at points

saw spinal tap 2 this morning it was a good film but now I have a missed call and I don't wannnnnnnna

repping the company uniform ​:fire:​

I have just discovered how fucking powerful and clean VRCFury toggles are compared to manually doing this stuff with Animation Controllers, but I'm really glad I learned to do this by manually setting up all the animation stuff. Otherwise, I feel like instead of understanding how this stuff […]

geez i wonder what ive been spending literally all my free time this week doing.... nobody will ever guess :p

chat, i have finished the first rev of my avi's retexturing hehehe, im so proud of her. Hazel VRChat v1.0 :D

after staring at her un-antialiased and looking kinda shitty in the unity scene preview for ages, i open substance 3d painter and go "WOW she looks so fucking good" LMAO

considering a purchase right no w

working more on vrchat avatar optimisation today - yesterday i had her building on android for the first time, now (with many caveats sadly) i have her out of the "very poor" category and therefore she now will show to other users without being manually turned on :> comparison android vs pc

i gave her glasses and it is peak

[eye contact maybe i guess idk??] what did you just say to me bitch