So I rebooted my Linux Operating System again. I'm sure I fucked something up along the way. So I need to do everything at the beginning again.

Oh, god... Windows is so garbage. I have not updated to Windows 11 and my file explorer is already corrupted. 🙄 Can't really do a lot of things now...

Need to finish reading the fanfiction I started... and the ones I haven't started...

Oh, yeah. I wanted to experiment with changing up my Slow Damage art style. Probably see if I should go with thicker lines, add more detail to the eyes, and add more contrast.

Saw the moon today. It was beautiful. I don't know why, but I love full moons. 🥹

Madarame Week Day 7: Birthday! 🎂 Happy birthday Madarame! 🎉🥳

Madarame Week Day 6: Favorite Ending! Euphoria Ending. I debated on whether or not I should add graffiti on the walls and determined it would probably be too distracting... That and I likely wouldn't be able to do it justice.

Thinking about Madness Towa, I just think his obsession with Madarame was romantic and insane. Like Towa clearly felt entitled to Madarame to the point that he was mad.

Day 5: Favorite Madarame Outfit! I really like his tie. I actually like patterns myself, though I have certain standards. I think Madarame generally has good taste when it comes to fashion.

Frustrated to find out that I'm more productive when I have deadlines... I mean I KNEW, but man the confirmation hits hard. I still am drawing, but if it's not something I want to draw right then and there then I'll get distracted easily.

I was wondering why I got a recommendation for a massage table and then I remembered that I looked up to see what a milking table was.

Madarame Week Day 4: Fighting! I suck at drawing fighting poses because these are poses that are supposed to be in motion and that's just hard to produce. My first try really sucked... like it really looks like shit. This was originally my favorite outfit submission.

Oopos this was supposed to be Day 3... my bad.

Madarame week Day 2: Zippo Lighter One of my best works so far. Surprised because I was like cringing as I worked on this, like half way through this felt lame and gay to me. I had another vision for this, but it was like too complicated for my skill level so I settled for this.

I'm forgetting character's names again... Well, he's a side character so it ain't much of a big deal, but he's like one of the bigger side characters. I already forgot the names of Rei's friends. ☹️ I actually liked them. The thing is that I'll remember it at first, but forget it later.

Madarame week Day 2: Spicy Food Almost forgot to post this here. 😅 Originally planned to have Towa and Kaga have their bowl of food, but I didn't know how to make it all fit without the food being distracting or eating up space.

Madarame week Day 1: Pets Wanted to draw Madarame being annoyed by being loved by dogs!

I think I'll actually post my Madarame Week 2025 submissions here. Kind of weird not to considering I kept my progress records here.

Yay! I'm done! 🥳

wip wip wip going back to my origins by drawing towa again uu

Progress report. I think if I want to achieve what I want to get done I'm going to have to dumb down a lot of what I usually do. I've actually done a one day drawing before so I know i can do it... if all I'm drawing is the easy stuff.

Ah, the best time to read fanfiction is when I'm feeling the most irrational because my brain at that point will eat anything up.

Progress update I took a break to treat myself to drawing something else. I think I'm getting a lot better at sketches. I don't have to draw so many sketches over another to get a cleaner one. Usually I have to make many iterations because my lines aren't tame at all, but they've gotten tamer.

Progress update... Noticed that I probably hate doing the line art. I know I'm not the only one. There's a popular artist I know that uses their sketches as their literal line art. If my sketches ever get good enough, maybe I'll just ditch the line art part all together.

I gained weight. NOoooooooooooooooooooooooooo~! What I am I supposed to tell my doctor?!

Want to draw something else, but I made a commitment so I can't... Small art breaks where I draw something else in a short amount of time is fine as long as I don't abuse that. 😅

also posting it here ! #slowdamage

I love wrapping myself in a small blanket to keep warm while sitting on my computer working. I wonder if this feels nice because we're wrapped up in blankets when we're babies?

Don't know how some artists can manage to draw skimpy outfits looking so good. When I draw it just looks weird. Probably need to study how clothes wrap on bodies.

I think I should probably try the timed art challenges like, draw in 30 minutes kind of thing since I do want to get faster. Speaking of which, I feel like having deadlines had forced me to innovate so it's helped me a lot despite making me panic and dread so much.

Progress update. I'm trying to speed run this, by sticking to what's simple and easier for me to do without making it look like I'm cutting corners. Surprisingly the sketch does not look like my usual art.

I want to see Madarame wear really cool clothes and look badass like his legends. I would like to see the same with Towa where he is wearing slutty clothes and just doesn't even wear them properly like the lazy man he is. 🥹

When you're so used to drawing two eyes, you forget Towa only has one as an adult. This is embarrassing as a fan...😅

Madarame and Towa wearing ripped clothes, I feel like it would look really suitable on them. I'm not really too big on ripped clothes though because some times they just looked funny to me. I feel like it would need to be tastefully done right which seems difficult.

Progress update!... That was fast, but I wanted to get this done ASAP. I actually spent a lot less time rendering because "sometimes less is more."... No it's because I usually end up making it uglier if I render too much when it already looks good.

Progress update! I'm actually realizing that I probably won't be able finish this as soon as I'd like. Life is like getting in the way.

I like how Madarame is forever embedded deeply in Towa's heart and it stays that way in all routes. Like that is NTR material set up, especially considering that Towa will indeed leave his home to chase Madarame in Madarame's route when forced to choose.

Progress update!... Yay! Getting there!

Back to depression... cool. I hate it. It's probably because of all of the stress I've experienced lately.

Really frustrated that a core part of Clip Studio Paint's features are locked behind frick'n Microsoft Edge Web Browser. I should give up on trying to make it work on Linux for now...

Thinking about it, Madarame probably would not have met Towa if he left Takasato-gumi early. Did he originally planned to stay forever if he could? Probably not. The moment someone he didn't like became the boss, he would of left unless he was staying because of Towa and Kaga.

Madarame and Towa would fuck monsters. They probably wouldn't be bothered by most things and they would find a way to get freaky.

The fact that MadaTowa can probably sleep anywhere likely means that they can fuck anywhere.

I've actually came up with a number for the amount of children MadaTowa Madness end OmegaVerse would have... Don't know why, but when I first initially thought of it, the first number that came into my head was a very unrealistic one. 😅 I ended up adjusting the number.

Along with drawing Madarame and Towa, I want to draw Kaga more too. Maybe I'll add him in with my MadaTowa art goals. Kaga deserves more love!

Despite this being the same computer, when I switch OS it's recognized as a difference device. 🤔 Also found out that Clip Studio Paint only allows one license per device..., but this is the same device... 🥺... it's just a different OS.

Think it's hot when Madarame/Towa are tied up. 🤤 Although they'd probably prefer each other to have full freedom to fuck each other's bodies all over. I think being restrained would turn up their horniness because of their desperation for release.

Kaga wanted Madarame to take over Takasato-gumi. Personally Kaga must have seen something in Madarame to warrant such a suggestion towards Madarame of all people. Kaga probably felt that Madarame would be honest, keen, but ruthless when needed.

I miss thirsting for MadaTowa everyday... and talking about Kaga.

I'm officially a half Linux Mint OS user! 🎉 Can't really abandoned Windows fully yet until I'm comfortable with the full transition. I already fucked up and had to reinstall Linux to fix an big oopos I did.