Reminder: fill up your handbag painkillers. Check on them. Right now.

Thought that is getting me through the day: H&L driving home for Christmas and listening to the song on repeat the entire drive.

Louis' performance at Jingle Bell Ball is finally on youtube! www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMiQ...

I got a free coffee with a purchase today and wanted to put it in the cup holder in my mum's car that I'm borrowing today. I opened the compartment and found my cat's collar in there. My mum hasn't taken it out yet. And now i'm crying in a very public parking lot.

Izzy's wallet saga has finally come to an end - i just picked up my new ID and passport.

Louis. Get out of my brain.

All i'm saying is his emotional support corner on the left was going strong again 😇

...i am deciding this is seeding.

Okay louis rude to come online 45min after I sent you a good luck im proud of you tweet why do you need to hear it from other people too

I hate Germans. There were only 6 people in the cinema, I had all my stuff on the empty seat beside me. Coat, big full tote, handbag. A couple comes in late and demands I move my stuff because it's their seat. THE ENTIRE FUCKING ROOM WAS EMPTY. WHY SIT BESIDE ME?

Maybe i should have bought this shirt... 💙💚

Once a year, I enter the forbidden forest (tk maxx) and leave all my money there. I can't wait to wrote gay things with my new blue bird pen 😬

They turned some lights on for the credits and they matched the rainbows in the credits 😭

And sometimes you get teary eyed in a chintzy old timey cafe because your warm brownie cake is so good.

I felt great about my outfit until I put my glasses on 💀

Saint Nicholas came and got me chocolates and cute socks and a tiny vase from a flea market. I'm trying to figure out how old it is (i'm guessing 70s) but the Internet seems to be failing me.

My best friend is braving rail replacement and then i'm picking her up at the station and we're driving to another city to buy Christmas presents and have nice cake and see the Christmas market AND GO SEE WICKED FOR GOOD FINALLY

Update from my advent calendar. Today a cat moved into the house! Unfortunately yesterday we had a bit of an earthquake because someone ran into it and now the little rug downstairs is scratched. I think I've got the right pens for some renovations, though.

🔥

Someone forgot their phone at home today 😇 and had withdrawals all day 😇

I just realised I went to the speakers next to the flannels - which shouldn't be as funny to me as it is

And the scarf i just bought was discounted at the till and came to 28€

THEY'RE PLAYING 18 AT WORK 😭 (idk if you can hear anything)

Question: how are we feeling about WIPs? And would someone like to beta for me? (I'm fine with rawdogging it too but sometimes it's helpful to have someone proofread 😬)

Plan for tomorrow: make louis stop yapping or we'll never get this chapter done 😭

Thank you people for being such a comfortable place to be open and vulnerable in. I don't have the words to express what you guys mean to me, and this place we've created together in the last year.

POV: you're supposed to go on a run but started crying because wdbhg started playing and if larry is real and harry wrote it AND LOUIS PLAYED IT ON TOUR??? it just hit me how meaningful that is 😭

I didn't listen to music all that much this year because I just wasn't in a happy enough place for it. But yeah. This is still me in a nutshell 🥹

Finally got those test results back, and i'm 545th out of 3765. My a-level grades dragged me down a bit. And whilst that's a solid result, my brain is now beating itself up bc had i ranked within the first 400, i'd have gotten direct offers, no further application or interviews necessary.

Plan for tomorrow: finally finish first draft of rawr trip, chapter 1. Plan out the details of chapter 2, i.e. basically make bullet points so it's easier to write (less daunting)

Theyre playing fate of ophelia and im not allowed to dance RUDE

Why are they playing a version of do you wanna build a snowman 😭 what is this playlist

THEY'RE PLAYING COLDEST WATER BY WALKING ON CARS 😭😭 I miss this band so much. They were so important to me.

THEYRE PLAYING SAVE MY SOUL (BASTILLE) AT WORK 😭

The good thing about living with your parents again as an adult: they will get you an advent calendar. And it's the best one I've ever had. I wanna cry it's so cute 🥹

Louis talking about his birthday being on Christmas is very important to me. I too drop my birthday whenever I can as if it's an achievement and not just random.

😭 everything is fine I am FINE

My work changed playlists and now it's real music and THEY PLAYED NIALL AND BASTILLE (my babies) and how on earth am I supposed to keep my calm now

The Wednesday Wine Witches (my book club) have gotten out the tarot cards and candles.

FUCK YEAH!

Light your candles because I hit my head on the corner of a kitchen cupboard and I do not want to get a bruise on my forehead 🕯

I just realised the tableware I'm using today has not been used in 20 years. Time is weird. The company who produced it doesn't exist anymore, the people who owned it aren't here anymore. And now I'm finally using it.

I've got the friendsgiving jitters (i am hosting)(and have never made a turkey roast before)(LOL)(I could just stick to a recipe but no)

(Sidenote: why is he dressed as the car in my road trip fic? Why is he cosplaying a vw polo harlekin????)

I just really, really, really need a fresh start. A new city, new people, new everything. I need to get out of this small town that's haunted by ghosts and only ever made me feel like a failure and outcast. Maybe the letter arriving today of all days is a sign.

I was dreading this day because today 5 years ago my grandpa passed away very suddenly (to me at least). And then I spent 4 days thinking I was fine until the funeral, which probably was the worst day of my entire life. But now there's a tiny bit of faith in the future. Just a flicker of hope.

I GOT AN INTERVIEW FOR THE LIBRARY DEGREE I TOOK A SCARY TEST FOR IN OCTOBER 😭 I still don't wanna get my hopes up because they only take 20 people for the entire state. But there's a flicker of hope.

😭😭😭 (the urge to @ isaac but I've gone too far already so I really shouldn't)

Do you think Louis is like me and leaves a trail of hoodies all over the house?

We each got a little can of prosecco and there's wine open in the fridge at home WEEHOO LET'S GO