Protecting what is left

Im seeing the world around me for the first time in seven years. Its nice actually. I love light, I love warmth. For the first time.. in seven years... I feel the warmth of the sun on my skin

Just, let me be me.

Everyone tells you to pretend. Im so sick of pretending. The scars are healing, but in a way that ill never be the same ever again. Im ok with that, i want to be me, this piece. But i want my other pieces too. I want to be a family at least. I miss you Astra, I miss you Nyx. Please come home soon

The pain, the pain of choosing a shape. Of sticking to it, this shape forever? I wonder

Dream thought: We produce produce. when produce is used as a noun it always refers to grown foods. The aliens trying to comprehend our language: *Head tilt*

I never thought Id see the day our host wakes up, begging for time in the light. All the old memories, hungry, wanting to live, and me uncertain what to do. Leave behind the past?

Had a dream that my ex did everything in her power to make things worse for me. She took away my support groups, then told everyone I was this horrible monster. I was kicked from every private chat. Then I woke up and remembered thats what happened. I am on my last string rn, emotionally unstable.

Fuck, Game is awake, Nyx is freaking out, everything feels different. What happened

The cracks in my soul have finally healed Kintsugi Now I will forevermore remember the pain I went through, but move forward still Stronger than ever before

I cant breathe. Struggling really badly. Wishing I could talk to someone.

Me when I think carefully: "Im sure within one of the variations I have before me, there is a winning strategy." Me when I let my mind wander: "i want to eat a walnut whole" *Head explodes* Several seconds of still silence *Head reforms* "Yeah, walnuts"

hUh? Why is my lunch 4 dimensional?

Yep, weird day! I was on the way home when i felt an incredibly strange pain in my hand. It was so uncomfortable, it felt like my hand was splitting open, but like? In a way that worked somehow? I looked at my hand and it was blooming like a flower.

I woke up high as fuck. I have a vent right next to my face when i sleep. Woke up to an incredibly strong weed smell venting out of it. Im like trying to sleep, dummy

The day me and Astra got in a heated argument, Nyx broke off the chain again. How? There are 4 soul charms, all of them closed loops. It shouldnt be possible, and today, Nyx broke out of the cage entirely. I literally have no idea what to think about all this happening at once.

Status: Online Note: Reconnected to the main unit. Very bright and overwhelming. Objective: Attempt to recorrelate all units

I feel like im gunna explode

She stared at the characters on the screen, looking intently at their actions. "You think we're being watched too? Like.. our lives are someone elses entertainment too?" Her friends lip twitched, then became a smile. "Thats ridiculous haha.." For just a shy moment, she saw fear on her face.

Ah yes, Stardew Valley in my breakcore playlist... Seems correct 2 me

Rotates the entire universe 180* and sits in front of u :3

Im so tall, so INFINITELY TALL and they are all ants before me <-- is 5'4 Below: Literally ants

Music is great! Try: Turning it off for a bit and making your own in your head! I can do that!?!??!

Have you ever thought about how [ERROR] is so [REDACTED]?

Time is starting to slow down for me. Every moment mattering more. Its wonderful really~

Your journey is different from everyone elses. Take it at the pace that works for you. Push yourself, but dont break yourself.

it is time for all of to live and love louder than ever in spite of everything that wants us smaller

rot spiral

show you all the hooks in my mouth

i am so lucky i am so grateful for every single intensity this world gives to me

Im kinda scared. My body is currently bouncing around on its lil feetsies, being cute and smiling. I however, am sinking into the void, unable to move or breathe as I am slowly crushed. Someone plz help me :3

slams hand on metal bar 'My fucking pa- nd' 'your pand?' shifts eyes 'yes'

Heh yeah. Im very not ok today. :3

My consciousness feels like syrup today :3

Feathers are such magical things. One was hovering above me for a full minute, theyre just incredibly light and floaty

Had a dream that a gameshow host trapped my friends in a duffelbag. I had to find the duffelbag and save them. They were locked in the back room. Bad news is that the real villain was the kid who was following us. Turns out theyre a shapeshifter, and the only way 2 defeat them was taffy stretcher.

Remember. When you change yourself you change the world.

Fighting off the tired eeepy because I CAN because I DONT wanna be tired eeepy

Heh, the vessel is an aquarium and my alters are the fish

🪲My heart crystalized today. This is the first time in 7 years that each moment to the next is connected.

There she is, a chilling breath on a still night; beautiful but fleeting. Oh, where will I see her next? She is as free as light, as dark as night. If only her gleaming summerset eyes would tell me when.. If only the rhythm of her heart would tell me where..

⭐Coming back after several months =w= Everything is too bright, too loud, utterly overwhelming

⭐When youre a shapeshifter, can you ever really have a true form?

I had the lightswitch nightmare again. A reoccurring nightmare from my childhood. If that's happening, then Im healing. I may have to face every fear Ive ever had again. Deep breaths, you can do this.

Couldn't eat breakfast this morning. Made something nice, took a bite and felt sick. Hope work doesn't suck *shrug*

Needless we will take. In symmetry we break. On our hearts we stake.

♠️Try looking at things in reverse sometimes

🪲Today my alter must have had fun. They switched every account on my phone, changed my wallpaper, changed my settings. Lastly several articles about deepsea bacteria were open

A good mystery is tied up with tangled strings, and little treats along the lines. Not hundreds of lose threads, and frayed paths