I want the color to return to my being

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My current mental state

Cheshire Cat

Euaaaaaa

Oh... Oh what a horrible nightmare hehe... Hehehehe... But pain and fear, are infinity better than death hehehehehe

Astra broke off the necklace

Bittersweet kisses on the lips of a world that loves

New meds are working, im finally happy. I keep waking up later and later however, and I wonder if i am exhausted.

sneak peak.. (she is mint chocolate chip flavored)

For Fauster!

the plural puppies lesbians wolves (WIP)

Not Alone

Patchwork soul, patchwork heart

Sugar Glass

Oh to you my love, my light, my evermore, You left me in the dark to fade away. Wishing willing, waiting so my voice be heard, but I know.. Ive fallen on deaf ears Souls will scantly touch the things the bring them pain. So instead now, Ive been made to blame. Made to suffer, made to fade

banette/umbreon :D #juneart #adoptables #pokemon ko-fi.com/s/ec3a3d664c

Hurt

Pressure, cracks

We found each other, we are healing. The pieces still fit together. I didnt think they would. Every time I tried to put them back, they were the wrong shape, but today... They fit back together on their own

Fluffy

I reloaded the page, and it was all.. Blank Thats.. kinda how I feel about myself rn

Take a look forward, wonder.. What comes next? "Don't worry about the future" "Just, make it" Where... Am I?

Every day i'm little more lucid, a little more complete. Its scary really. I'm starting to realized just how lonely i am

♦Give it back

2:30 Closes eyes gently, wishing I could go home and sleep 5:30 Wait.... Wai...

I had a dream, in which I vividly recalled a day. A day I thought was gone. The memories were never erased, just hidden. The most horrible things in my life, are hidden behind the obsidian wall. It makes me wonder, what other memories are hidden from me

Let's bathe in the light of the moons!

Persistent nightmares have been f*cking up my sleep schedule. I knew one day, I would wake up and realize Im alive

Star: Sometimes I read my own posts and feel like i never wrote that x3

Our thoughts are pressing on each other hard today 😖

Why is everything spinning?

WIP im smiling so big and too excited to show redesign of Neo helm + just fun armor design for her! <:]

Feathers of a down, I sing to you. Whenever lost, we can be found. But to you I wonder, lost one Will you ever be found? Find yourself, or never be. wait no longer, sincerely

soo I had to go to urgent care and have to rest at home for a little bit and have lots of time for art… give me something to do please 🙏 $90 for an mspaint, comment a ref to claim!

Im not excited to lose my pc next week TwT

I sometimes get the feeling my entire soul is wrapped around wordless things, and every time I open my mouth im doing it wrong.

Everything felt heavy this morning. So so heavy. Like a walk broke down, and emotions poured over me. I remembered so many have thoughts and feelings, and I felt it in all my steps. That much heavier. Maybe I want my steps to be heavier. The weight feels nice.

"help immm dyyiinnggggg" Youre anemic, take your iron "nevermind im normal"

Just because Fengal shattered, doesn't mean I dont want to understand everything. It just means that I have a strange lens. Fengal, being the last name I can remember them having. The creature that came before us. Our precursor.

I woke up a lil bit ago from a very vivid dream. It was.. mostly crazy new stuff, but also pieces of our precursors past stitched in. I woke up whiteheart, and listened to them talk about their past. Listening to them talk is like hearing stories about someone elses life.

Got something stuck in my head, like some kinda... wacky memory? Its... fragmented and almost painful to stare at because... its warpy? made of so many things not so Euclidean? its hard to picture, but I think i understand it well enough

Listen, feel the rhythm, and dance to tunes so soft and light. Feel and be felt. Know love, know compassion, and let yourself be free

I have come to the realization that.. I exist