I cast silly There is no escape from it

First time networking a house wish me luck :P

I have been told that I have HD at one point in my life matter of fact I have more than one Idk if they are good or not but I like them I have 80 HDs That's an insane number

Good morning my friends, To answer your question I haven't been so active on discord as of lately that's because I now have a new job aside from my stage job which unfortunately I lost earlier this year I'm now a first responder

If there's anything I've learned as a police officer it's that I'm really good at de-escalating arguments and negotiating I've always been a good talker ever since I was a kid

It is officially my spawn day Birthday :3

My partner and I broke up, we had a bad argument that ended things between us

Huh? What's this place? Hey been a while I can say with confidence that I am back and feeling good

This is gonna be my last post for a while idk how long it'll be till I return but Just know that I'm reaching out to my therapist and stuff like that so I'm Talking to people and in taking care of myself 🫂 💙

I'm going to share this fact and it will be in the comments Don't read it if you don't want to it's heavy

Gonna have to take a break from social media for a while, dog was hit by a car, I'm not taking action against the driver because I acknowledge that it was an accident. But the damage was too much and I had to put her down today I swear it's one blow after another for me

So I honestly thought I would never have to deliver this news it kind of scared me when I heard the doctor say it, So we took some more X-rays and they saw something that was cause for concern and their expediting my appointment so that they can run tests It'll be continued in comments

Man these hiatuses from recording drive me nuts lol I wanna upload more often for yt but like I can't find motivation still wakes the deep part 2 will be out I just had a recent falling out with myself but I'm doing better...... well, as good as I can be doing tbh I wanna complete that game

I wonder who this goofball is :3c

all that's left is the oral surgery Which unfortunately is going to be a bit more complex than I would have liked but hey I'll be healthier then I was (I need a partial) Because family genetics gave me bad teeth And I took good care of them and they still gave up on me

Let's see how silly we can be, talk like a cave person in the comments I'll start

Saw something cool last night My camera doesn't really film in the dark so it may be hard to see but I saw a helicopter exercise last night which was cool and I decided to edit in a song xD My ears are still plugged up lol Chinooks are extremely loud

the 10 cm long Midline IV Got pulled out this morning With no complications my arm is finally free to move however it was A little bit nervous but you know I came to realize that it feels like just getting a regular IV pulled you don't feel it at all lol and it only took about 3 seconds

So my Midline IV is getting removed tommorow after being in my arm for six weeks

Today marks the 24th anniversary of the 9/11 terrorist attacks May those who sacrificed themselves rest in peace youtu.be/oBNHNJODrOE?...

Let me be one to say happy suicide prevention month everybody Sometimes in Life we just don't feel ourselves and it can lead to points where we don't feel as if we fit in or as if we matter, this will be contined in comments

It's only a part of the new song that a friend and I released we went back to the studio despite me being on the midline IV I can play guitar as it's not too straining, But here's the new song titled momento Mori :))

Taking a trip to Vegas to see the Bonnie and Clyde car and other stuff :)

I am so glad this is was not canon youtu.be/xlR9XlGVABI?... Good Lord it would absolutely destroy my childhood if it was

Oh cool social circle

So yeah I might be out of my job due to my medical emergency they said "well due to you being out for more then 2 weeks we don't see a reason to keep you if you can't show up for work" they told me to get a doctor's note I did and they still said that

My anxiety for the upcoming events regarding my condition is so bad that my chest hurts and I feel lightheaded When I'm distracted it goes away but when my mind thinks about it comes back

I got an upcoming doctor's appointment on Tuesday to see if the infection has been at least partially killed off, when I was spending a few days in the hospital they said that "we are surprised at how well and how fast your body is reacting to these antibiotics

Never Said I was good at these games but the bf6 beta is fun 😭😭 Suppressive fire is effective though Sure you're wasting bullets but it's keeping their heads down and allowing your team to move up

Not gonna lie my nerves are at an all time high because I might be facing possible general anesthesia for corrective oral surgery but that's a while from now

Good news I'm home from the hospital The catch is I have to be on six weeks of IV antibiotics the machine is portable so It doesn't interfere with life but it also has an effect on my mental health too because I went from being strong to just depressed

The doctors gave it to me bluntly when I first went in with sepsis saying "had you come in any later you might've died" that scared me a lot

So I just wanna update y'all I have a badly infected tooth that needs to be pulled currently in hospital getting treatment After that I'll see an oral surgeon I might stay a few days due to having minor sepsis

Gonna take a few days off from social media to improve on mental health see y'all later 💙

If you're having computer troubles he's here for you :D

Post while on break from work Today is very hot I am drinking plenty of water and work a 15 hour shift I got about 13-12ish hours left And it is currently a 43° c outside The worksite has plenty of water and eloctrolyte drinks We also have our local fire department helping us out for safety

youtu.be/-2cxlrfOGyI?si… When I think of all the people that have hated me throughout the years this is the song I think of and for me it's pretty therapeutic because it's literally what I think of the people who do not give a shit about me and how far I've come

I was thinking about insane coasters recently and coasters I would love to try out The craziest one that I've ever ridden inside my country is kingda ka Which was 138 m tall and hit a top speed of 205 kph

In the market for some sticker emojis for discord any recommendations

Went speargun fishing the other day no luck for me at least I missed quite a few times and after missing a few times I just put it away and said alright well this is just going to be a normal swim then My friend caught something though lol I was new to it

Getting ready to head out speargun fishing this morning I'll share how it went afterwards,:>

youtu.be/tMDFv5m18Pw?... Rest in peace Ozzy Osbourne

Hello friends over the internet Good to see y'all So update I'm going to go speargun fishing in a couple of days which I have never done and looking forward to

Hey Ozzy's Is this true if so you guys are absolutely wild 😭

Mornin :>

The test isn't that hard The test

First post related to history on this page :D I want to Gettysburg Pennsylvania a site of the American civil war Last year and took some pictures and this photo is kind of a reminder of what the north fought to end (Content warning btw)

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