no watchalong tomorrow I'm sorry. things are bad.

pain is much better than yesterday so gonna do a stream in an hour at 2pm et! star wars: jedi fallen order! that game where i am constantly getting lost and fighting with the controls and modern game design. but the droids are really cute even if cal kestis is insanely chopped

schedule! health is not good so we're gonna play it by ear this week! probably gonna try jedi fallen order again and see if i can figure out modern game design. maybe some minit??? but this sunday we're doing another watchalong, 1pm et! empire strikes back, the bset star war

i have genuinely not be able to comprehend the generosity of everyone and also im baffled that i keep on having to refresh my throne (also given all the sex toy and cosplay suggestions i feel like im using it wrong) once again, i do not have the words for how grateful i am 1/3

thank you everyone who came!! it meant a lot to see so many people show up... im sorry for the downer vibes towards the end... I had been in pretty bad pain and was trying to hide it and it kinda wore on me but smalldog is a treasure and you all spoiled me rotten so ty... 🥹

HAVING TO PUSH BACK BY AN HOUR we have had every technical difficulty possible and now we're having to switch to the wii version??????? which says a lot about modern pc gaming I think

BIRTHDAY STREAM!! in an hour 1pm et lego star wars the complete saga with my dearly beloved ex-girlfriend/bestie/landlord/mane-san, smalldog, who despite what pomu rainpuff might think is not literally a small dog, just kinda short she only plays the sims so she is nervous

in about an hour at 1pm et!! star wars knights of the old republic 2 where, having finally finished the tutorial, we investigate the evils of capitalism and the local branch of the mafia in order to find our beloved droid, t3-m4. also we keep hearing the dark side stinger

it's my birthday week i guess??? schedule wed: kotor 2 but we're past the tutorial for real and trying to find my droid son/dog sat: birthday stream!!! playing lego star wars with smalldog, my roommate/exgf/landlord/bff sun: star wars iv: a new hope watchalong!! in the discord

going to have to cancel stream and push back Lego Star Wars to next week.. I got three streams done this week at least but it is really starting to feel like health is a losing battle at this point I'll bring smalldog along and force her to do co-op though to make up for it 🥹

in an hour, 1pm et!! KOTOR 2!!! after like 6 hours of tutorial we can play the game proper maybe (everyone just installs a mod to skip this part apparently) also we we were rude to someone who kept trying to get in our pants and i guess we're evil now. also droids or smth

in a bit over an hour, 1pm et on the yt! my first time trying out star wars: dark forces!! all i know is it's basically the star wars franchise's answer to doom but people seem to really like it so im excited! also it's 100f out so locking myself in the basement sounds appealing

had to push it back bc technical difficulties but starting in 5 minutes!!!

in about 40 minutes!! 1pm est. star wars jedi: fallen order on yt i know nothing about this game besides it's like a soulslike or something but the droid is cute and that's enough for me pain is really bad so might be a lil subdued but i wanna play star wars damnit

"im finally feeling better so im excited to stream :D" i am now in excruciating pain in one of the surgical sites 🥹 still going to stream today but definitely calling the hospital tomorrow

pushing back Tuesday's Dark Forces stream to Wednesday for no reason in particular

less sick so star wars week!!! schedule for 6/29 star wars but dark souls star wars but doom star wars but it's a text-heavy rpg which is really hard for me to stream but im doing my best and hopefully it'll be enjoyable!!! star wars but lego on yt as always!

REPOSTED ART OF HER BEFORE POSTING THIS! OOPS! Inspired by a convo in mintcord @tnurg.bsky.social drew this up and surprised me with her the other day!!! Her name is Weepin Belle The drooly face is so peak design and glasses+freckles are IMPORTANT!!!

in an hour! 1pmish et continuing to tank my channel with SHMUPs!! this one is a mechamusume bullet hell rail shooter with yuri i think youtube.com/live/TNBHqJS...

ikaruga at 2pm et!! this one is apparently kamige or something pushing back by an hour because I've been on the phone getting Medicaid figured out since 9 a.m. 🫠

I passed out right after stream but thank you everyone for coming!!! definitely struggling a bit about how to best stream an rpg like this but I had a lot of fun and apparently the part we played was the worst most boring biggest slog in the game so I'm excited to play more!!!

i might have been fixating on droids and star wars and props and puppetry ever since mando so feeding that hyperfixation with KOTOR II! ive never played either of the games but was informed this one is fine standalone and will probably hit me like crack, so in an hour! youtube.com/live/RhEo3zH...

SCHEDULE TAKE TWO!!!! i mightve gotten sick and it mightve been bad but. this time!!! kotor II and then some shmups that look neat!! on yt as always

kotor tomorrow I'm sorry

privating stream I'm sorry the pain got really really bad and was making what's already kind of a difficult and frustrating game actively unpleasant looking forward to kotor this weekend at least...

in 15!!! 3pm et there's a ouse i love ouse youtube.com/live/2jLaN30...

pushing back today's stream by two hours to 3pm!! I've been super dizzy and light-headed this morning so hoping for that to subside a little pretty sure this is just lingering effects and not something new at least...

"im back! im no longer sick and can stream again" take two. this time for real i hope mina the hollower, and first time ever playing KOTOR 2!! people said I can start with the 2nd one and i'm kinda in a star wars mood after grogu

so i had never bothered getting my name legally changed and have actually been going by a THIRD name different from Lily and my deadname until now. but my mom almost named me Lily when I was born and told me that's what I should use, so hi. im Lily now i guess

I feel like this late in the process I shouldn't still be getting pain around the surgery sites 🙃

just you wait once they cut off my balls my evil eunuch powers will be unmatched

things are still not great and I have been gently scolded by my mom and my roommate so going to be contacting a doctor and getting some meds fixed hopefully soon hoping to at least stream tomorrow still but... orz

my health has been bad since yesterday and this morning has not been better so going to be pushing the co-working stream to tomorrow 🙇‍♀️

is it normal for your glasses to be covered in galvanic corrosion asking for a friend

there are more trans girls here than at a gender clinic

but what if we gave a giant animated skeletal squirrel a physical form and gave it to my sister as a gift stream in an hour (1pm et)!! preparing osrs models for 3d printing

5/4 stream schedule! trying to catch up on things that ended up by the wayside because of health (while trying to keep afloat in school) so a bit of a shorter week 3d modelling stream where we're making osrs assets 3d printable, and a coworking stream for a chat overlay

yeah sure ill play ff14 again

thank you everyone who came and everyone who stuck around even with all my ranting!!!! im sorry about that it will not happen again unless I decide to play metal gear or something here's the new wip model preview though!! credit to @lophouse.kawaii.social (she chose the expressions)

stream starting now sorry for the delay!! if you've been watching a stream for 30 minutes until now no you haven't

im finally back and can stop this awful vtweeter arc!! gonna be talking about my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and my trip to the hospital and also some fun stuff maybe stream tomorrow (fri) 1pm et on yt

i think I'm finally on the other side for real this time god willing ill finally be back to streaming this weekend... I'm so sorry it's taken so long

official diagnosis of tummy hort... nothing scary im just probably having an unusually rough recovery 🥹 I'll take it over the alternatives any day at least

nevermind we cant keep down fluids 🥲

going to get some labs done and if those don't show anything give it up for hospital trip number five 💀

even if I have to mute the mic every time I throw up we will be doing at least one zatsu stream this week damn it

ngl I legitimately thought I was in the clear and finally doing better until I was informed that sleeping 16 hours a day and having consecutive days of severe nausea is not normal at this point in the healing process 🥲

please let me out of surgery complication hell I just wanted to stream tomorrow 🥹

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