The brewery I’m eating at pre game is filled with people wearing team merch and I’m like is this what being at a fandom con is like? I’m like wow so many friends here

Going to my first NHL game tomorrow, I’m so fucking excited!

I love reading horrifically undertagged fanfic, yeah “graphic description” and “reader discretion advised” do nothing if you don’t tag what the graphic description is of and what topic I need I discerning of!!

71° in March in New England. This is so fucking weird. I’m in shorts and a tee shirt with sunscreen on surrounded by snowbanks playing hooky with my friends

happy international women's day to trans women everywhere. 🏳️‍⚧️🩵🩷🤍

‘HEATED RIVALRY’ creator Jacob Tierney sets next project ‘ALEXANDER’ at Netflix. The drama series centers on the relationship between young Alexander the Great and his tutor Aristotle. Based on Annabel Lyon’s novel ‘THE GOLDEN MEAN’. #Alexander #Netflix

Do you think when they adapt the long game for heated rivalry season 2 they’re gonna have Scott teach at the game changers summer camp? I feel like working in Ryan and Fabian is gonna require too much real estate

I’m but a simple man, I see Hudson Williams with a cigarette bring his ear and I am weak in the knees

Do we think this is what’s happening to ao3 lately? I know the archive has been scraped before but the recent outages seemed unplanned and complicated to fix

It would have been hilarious if Shane made 24 but alas. Hollanov writers assemble! We have a job to do!

This jacket is SO GOOD. I want one so bad

Someone should write a fic about hollanov skating for a Savannah bananas style hockey team after their mlh retirement. Ilya would LOVE lip syncing to tiktok trending audios on the ice. Shane is just happy to keep playing hockey until his knees give out

Found out that Joe is a writer on this new Charli track and now that I know that it’s so obvious, like yeah those are classic Djo lyrics. Also the vocal scoop/slide between notes on the “let it go ouuut” is such a hallmark of his song writing

THE WIG. I need to know what they’re making him do with that long ass curly wig on the table in front of him

Friday the 13th birthdays are always the best birthdays tho imho

Happy birthday to me and Hudson Williams I guess lol

Sometimes I want conversational aftercare, like hi, can you please assure me that everything is good and fine and I wasn’t weird or uncomfortable and embarrassing that whole time. It’s like I’m constantly at risk for conversational subdrop

and if I said hollanov…

I need someone else to understand that this song is peak hollanov, it’s already a sad song but it definitely gives Ilya crashing out during The Long Game just dying to be public with Shane

gn

This author’s note is so real, I’m definitely hiding and reading fic at family gatherings

I need to chew on him right now

I know half of the US is dealing with this storm but I am in the two feet of snow path so this is going to be fun. Not snowing yet but it’s definitely going to start within the hour. Kinda can’t wait, I love watching it snow

Stand up, fight back.

HAHAHA how tf did I get this? It’s a Which Shane Hollander Are You Quiz and I get Ilya! Lmao

I finished The Long Game last week and I have thoughts about what I hope season 2 of Heated Rivalry changes/adds when it adapts the book. The changes the show made when adapting season 1 were SO GOOD, so I have high hopes, but here are my 5 suggestions:

Imagine Shane kept the suit on when Ilya came to hook up with him the first time. Like damn, Ilya would have both fallen in love with Shane immediately and roasted the shit out of him. But I think ilya would have enjoyed taking the suit off most of all #hollanov

That’s that good good

Ugh I downloaded so many fics to my kindle so I could read at work today while ao3 is down because I’m scheduled open to close and I LEFT MY KINDLE AT HOME

The only problem with reading ilya pov hollanov fanfic is that my brain tries to read all the narration in his accent and it goes off the rails tonally so fast bc im terrible at accents lol

Okay well that was exactly what it said on the tin, I cried for two hours, it was well written. Luckily my meds are dialed in rn and I have multiple fun crack texting fics lined up for aftercare lol

Okay, which hollanov fic is the dreaded ominous ilya dies in a plane crash fic? I’ve seen people talking about it and how sad it is and I’m ready to cry now I thought it’d be easy to tell which one it was based on tags but alas there are several pls hook a mentally ill homie up

Popped on social media for a quick sec to watch heated rivalry edits and immediately regretted it, god discourse is so infuriating and people can be so thoughtless and rude, and I let it bother me way too much. Getting off tiktok and ig has truly been the best thing for me

Every time. With glee.

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Someone come save Shane from the mortifying ordeal of being known #hollanov

I’m suffering from a severe case of gender aggression, which is like if gender envy and cute aggression had a baby and now I have to raise it (this is a post about Hudson Williams)

My bestie sent me this first thing this morning, like bro I just woke up 😭 #hollanov

every time that I get a notif that one of my favorite steddie authors has posted a hollanov fic I get soooo excited like yes my two favorite things combined!!

In case you were wondering where I’ve been the last week, I live here now

Fanfic is aftercare 🥰

I think it’s hilarious that straight people look at hollanov and are like you don’t need to be doing all of that, no one cares, no one is looking at you, chill out. and gay people are watching like holy shit you are going to get caught, you are not subtle

Can’t stop thinking about how Shane would react if Ilya was the one who got knocked out on the ice, like yeah they are both masters at repression but Ilya is built different in that department, he is Repressed™️ and even he showed actual concern. Shane would definitely show more, but how much more?

I can’t believe I’m just now noticing that he’s pinching his nipples in the second video

Another #hollanov painting, their first meeting <3 #art #heavypaint #heatedrivalry #shanehollander #ilyarosanov

Happy new year and happy new Steve outfits

same time next year?