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i'm feeling so exhausted and i don't know why

Requoting this as I will be needing help asap, I will be needing to relocate out of Ireland. So if anyone can help I really would appricate the help~! 🩷🩷🩷 Thank you

i wanna start being more active in the communities i'm part of i've got some important stuff coming up that i'll need to get done. but once i'm done with that i'd like to be more active

i've been renovating my room these past weeks and i thought i was almost done with it until i made a discovery today. the new wallpaper i applied got marks and scratches really easily for no apparent reason. that was when i realized i had applied it on the wrong side... in the entire room.. xD

I hate to do anything like this but Im getting desperate with my situation in Ireland. Some friends know how bad its gotten, but now publicly things have not gone well for me and keeps getting worse. So Im here asking for help and support if you can. I appricate any help 🩷 ko-fi.com/asathenyanpire

proud to say i will be sleeping with @asathenyanpire.vtubers.racing and @reska.live in 2 months

i don't think i'm ever gonna take part in any event or thing with a lot of people again. i'm really not feeling well over what happened earlier today. and i wish i didn't end up taking part. i don't mean to be sadposting but i just felt like i felt like i needed to vent

does anyone have advice for falling asleep? this past week it's been taking an hour or so each day to fall asleep. i'm in a dark room, got my eyes closed, temperature feels okay. but i'm just not falling asleep and i don't know what to do about it

Affiliate Anniversary & Indy Car With @friskyfrankie.vtubers.racing~! www.twitch.tv/asathenyanpire

My First Race In RPM Round 3 @ Fuji~! www.twitch.tv/asathenyanpire

This weeks scheduled activities hope to see ya'll there :3

i paid for the entire 3d printer i'm gonna use the entire 3d printer

Hell yea 2 race wins today in the Acura GT3 around Fuji~! Actually goated sometimes XD

anyone got an open source/free CAD recommendation? i like using fusion360. but i recently got locked out of my main account and getting a new one set up has been a real pain

today is a good day :3

i am cooking

being sick sucks, i just wanna get back in to racing. when i'm no longer sick i will be back 💯

Attempting To Qualify For The Ferrari Esports Challenge~! www.twitch.tv/asathenyanpire

I know I haven’t said much for pride month but I wanted to wait for my new art, so here we go! Happy Pride Everynyan! From me Asa with my brand new outfit design! And if the colours of my outfit arent ovi enough I have the flag in the back to show my true colours to the world~!

the golf situation is crazy :3

trans girl starter pack

i'm so back! big things are coming in the next few months 👀

I may be gay

i just did an upgrade on my simrig and i'm super happy with the way it turned out

i'm back to doing nerd shit, we are so back

i have now found out why people say not to drink energy drinks before bed i simultaneously feel like i could pass out from exhaustion and run a marathon at the same time i'm not doing this again xD

i just put the headphones back on for the first time in about a month and a half it's gaming time

been on the hunt recently i'm gonna buy a car

might be a hot take but i don't like christmas.. it's like not that good

umm.. seems like i've accidentally made a break pedal when what i really wanted was a brake pedal.. xD

i have not felt this good in a long time. i think things are really coming together in a big way

wrote an entire long thing on how i've been feeling and at the end it just felt a bit long? in summary i feel like real progress is being made, i think i still have a ways to go but i've made a lot of steps forward.

2025

i'm not afraid of many things but joining a vc is one of them

there is genuinely no greater pain than fumbling a baddie

bitches call me ⚠Invalid Handle

there are two wolves inside of me one of them is telling me to make an nsfw alt and the other one is telling me to go sleep

wow.. i'm pleasantly surpised so many people saw my last post, i really was not expecting that. i'm loving this community on here, thanks for the support everyone!

just spoke to a therapist for the first time. it was a great experience, i'm overall feeling pretty positive about things :D

i've like fully lost any confidence i've had. i want to say stuff but i just feel unable to? it's a weird feeling

i'd like a hug right about now, i'm feeling pretty sad. i'm okay-ish but i just wish things were different

i was bored and made a tierlist of nuts, this is not only my opinion but it's also objectivly correct* source: i made it up

i used to be kind of a hater of sleeping in a call with someone. but thinking about it, maybe it wouldn't actually be so bad

i just got the urge to say very suspicious things on main

i need to find someone who has the same music taste as i have. i think that would fix me

i envy people who can take naps i just woke up from one and i feel like i got hit by a truck and woke up in an alternate reality

so there's like people actually using this now? cool

me attempting to simrace after months of not driving:

i'm a hater