Actually, Louis’ completely ineffectual parenting is so so SO important to me

His glasses are so important to me

UTV really is like coming home. Everything about it right from the get go makes me feel at peace.

Dude unrelated to anything. I was going through my pictures. The fuck you MEAN this face is only like two months shy of 32?!?

What I really want to do is go back to screenshotting UTV cause it would probably be a good distraction from the way I’ve been feeling the past couple of months.

Do I binge Under The Vines again right before this cruise so I can yearn for the idiots while I have no internet?

I’ve got beef with the lack of athletic or community opportunity for *adults*. Everywhere I look it’s for children or seniors.

I just finished reading Homeward Bound to my friend and their reaction to Gandalf leaving the hobbits to deal with things happening in the shire was “I think Gandalf might actually be the villain” I’m deceased

It’s finally warm enough to show a little skin and that’s a huge deal for me. I’m nearly 4 years post op and any chance to be shirtless or leave things unbuttoned/zipped I leap at. I love my scars. I love feeling air against my chest. That aside, I’m in awe of how hard it is to SEE the scars now

The tags on this Tumblr post really sum up how I feel as a writer about the current state of fandom, and my increasing lack of motivation to write & share fics

Zonked out for like 16 hours yesterday and then didn’t sleep last night. How long can I keep myself awake today in an attempt to fix my extremely messed up sleep? 14 hour time difference from where I’ve been for the past 2 weeks plus throw in very poor sleep during that time OTL

I need to know what is up that on both the flight to and from Japan the AirFrance crew referred to me as “madame” but I survived the 10 days in Japan with a group of people who had NO idea I wasn’t a cis man.

In Akihabara, there’s a massive HSR poster here. Can’t believe I get to see this the day SW999 drops. Fingies crossed it gives me good luck for my pulls later

I was gifted a new suitcase tonight and it was really thoughtful but I’m in tears over it. And not good ones. The suitcase I’ve been using for the past 8 years was the only one I ever bought for myself. And I bought it here in Japan.

I’ve never in my life had a problem swallowing pills dry that make others look at me like I’ve got three heads. That being said, powder herbal medication is actually the bane of my existence. Alas, Ohta Isan works exceptionally well once I manage to gag my way through getting it down

Chiitan liking my post about being trans in Japan made my day. And today was a day filled with foxes. Amazing.

I can fly 妖精なのでお空だって飛べちゃいますっ‪☆

I can’t remember if women’s public restrooms in Japan had places for sanitary items but men’s public restrooms are really unfriendly towards trans men who still have periods. Not a garbage can in *any* of them much less a place to dispose of such items IN stalls.

Some of the best photos I got of Mt Fuji a few days ago

Having a rough couple of days but at least it’s gorgeous here

It’s like a 13 or 14 hour flight to Japan. We doin’ it in style

Character I love and 5 moots to post theirs except I don’t know who has already done it and I don’t want to bother anyone so please just quote and show me your favorite if you see this and you would like to???

Back in Europe for like… a day. Then on to Japan.

Surreal to be able to watch the lunar flyby today. My Mother watched the lunar landing when she was like… 12? And then became an astrophysicist. So it’s always been a big part of my life and at 31 I finally get to see us return to the moon

I wanna edit OTL

Currently very emotional over a rock #projecthailmary

Truly don’t know how to deal with the traces in my music library left by an abusive ex. It’s been nearly four years and I can’t fully excuse them cause unfortunately the songs are bangers

Between the high pitched whistle when I exhale and this sudden raspiness I fear I may be coming down with a respiratory infection That being said, my voice is so affirming at the moment

I dunno if anyone else here plays HSR but I’m insanely proud of capping CW and both DU versions we’ve had. I get a new update to DU next week and I’m so excited

Got Taylor Acorn’s “Psycho” stuck in my head and it’s giving toxic silvergifting modern AU

I do so love samples at the liquor store

I fear Pokopia is actually as good as it looks. I’ve never loved an idiot as much as I love this ditto

Well. My hopes to chase Cerydra are out. I’m roughly 30 pulls away from a guaranteed 5* LC and I feel like I got chase Sparxie’s now

To the Japanese player on my friends list who randomly offered me an INSANE trade, just know I love you. You could not have possibly known that Umbreon was my favorite. I didn’t even have this card on my wishlist, but you genuinely made my day when you offered this to me. Thank you.

Finally got my hair cut today because I was looking like a mop, and I dunno what voodoo the hairdresser worked but instead of my bangs resembling curtains they’re textured and just look soft and fluffy and I am HERE for it.

It’s actually heinous that for the first time in months I’m REALLY into a fanfic and then AO3 decides it’s going to go down during all my free time today when I am one (1) chapter from finishing this read.

I would kill for Pombon

I was very rudely reminded that the State of the Union Address is tonight. If I’m on here saying ANYTHING tonight fandom related or no, just assume I’m blasted k thx

Unrelated to quite literally anything else but it’s amazing how top surgery made me so much more comfortable with myself. I always felt like I had to cover up even if I was wearing a sports bra. Now any excuse to wear a top that lets me expose my chest down to my scar and I’m fucking taking it

I’m less than half a year away from being 4 years post op and it’s still surreal to be aware of how flat my chest is. The single best decision I ever made. It’s hard to comprehend that it’s only been 4 years.

Kindle. I promise you. It would be less effort to simply call me a whore.

Couple things. 1. I need a hair cut 2. The snow/cold really do fantastic things for my eyes

Every day I curse the adults around me when I was growing up for not acknowledging the problems with me. My therapist in high school told my parents not to seek an official diagnosis of Autism because it would “close doors”

Best of Enemies (2022)

I did manage to get my brother all the way through TRoP S2 before he flew back home today. Anyway, I just got a text from him at the airport and I… sir. Where do you get your tattoo?!?

Brother’s first reaction to *le banner* is “ooo… pincushion”

Getting my brother to watch TRoP S2E6 and I’m ready to scream at dad because he won’t fucking stop talking about what he ate yesterday while Annatar and Celebrimbor are having their little row

I had been playing Pokemon Yellow Legacy and I finished my playthrough yesterday with this as my league team. I really love playing older Pokemon games and getting to throw secret favorites like Persian or Dewgong on the team

This is ridiculous

Mine BRÖTHER is taking his sweet ass time. Come hither so I can show you TRoP S2E4!! I unfortunately don’t know that I’ll get him through the back half of the show before he leaves but I am *trying*