glad i’m going back to therapy bc it’ll be nice to talk to someone but. i miss feeling like i belong in spaces to talk about my feelings without feeling annoying or insecure

how do i cope with the fact that i basically lost all my online friends & have no one to talk to irl

crying at work Yay

drunk and sad bc i think everyone hates meZ. yay 🩷🩷🩷🩷

life is rlly crazy and i Hate it ?

i miss it here

wrote an extremely depressing one shot that i’m kinda scared to publish bc idk how people would react? if they would even like it? if it would be too much? idk it was just very nice for me to write. maybe i’ll keep it to myself idk

colin bridgerton has something to prove: he wants join the family business of vampire hunting. how? by going after the infamous penelope featherington, vampire of mayfair, who haunts the streets, lurks in the darkness and slays anyone in her way. unless, they plan to fall in love during their feud.

#polintake they’re the annoying couple in line who can’t keep their hands off each other. they punctuate sentences with kisses & are all over each other but their favs are: pen clinging to colin’s bicep + resting her head against it & colin wrapping his arms around her + resting his chin on her head

this but friendship pov. THIS BUT FRIENDSHIP POV.

not to be a bitch but

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder | a polin fanfiction prologue + first chapter 🍷 ⋆༺𓆩⚔𓆪༻⋆ Princess Penelope Featherington wants to join the rebellion with the help of her least favourite knight, Sir Colin Bridgerton. 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/698809...

i feel like i’m starting to annoy people again. time to hibernate

why is publishing a new fic so embarrassing

the mixed signals need to stop

𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 / 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 Penelope, Colin, and the ups and downs of a long-distance relationship #polinfics (tags in the thread) archiveofourown.org/works/68451226

i just have a lot to say and feel like i can’t say it without coming off how i don’t want to come off

i love not being included in gcs despite being friends with the people in said gc 😇 the polin fandom rlly do not gaf about my experience nor does the sabrina fandom. can’t wait to deactivate again 😛

i really would just like to Scream

i Hate missing people who no longer care for me

i used to be so pretty in hs…college rlly ruined me Huh 😭

open.spotify.com/track/5BK0uq... this perfectly captures my medieval polin fic

say hello to dragonelope (pendragon to her friends) for week 4 of Enter the Polinverse! archiveofourown.org/works/695629...

and this is why i don’t come back to twitter. i genuinely just think i need to deactivate forever lol

Pov: after a certain "never in your wildest dreams" comment was made, Penelope blocked him from almost everywhere. Almost. #polin #polinart

back to twitter and i already feel icky but i feel i must be strong for sabrina!!!!

she really gets me Unfortunately

i just. really love sabrina.

i know eics was such a dark time in sabrina’s life but she truly captured a lot of my feelings and i’m forever grateful she felt vulnerable enough to share such an amazing album dedicated to feelings, feelings and feelings.

idk what it is about this song but. wow on.soundcloud.com/x8du3u5wYY21...

polin angst and its post break up in penelope’s pov recounting their time together

honestly i do get rlly sad over the fact that i used to be like so prominent in the sabrina fandom? like not super popular but people knew me & sabrina knew me & now i like barely exist to these people 😞 like i wanna reunite with sabrina so bad but i fear im not relevant to her or the fandom anymore

want to go back to twitter to celebrate 1 year of sns 🫩 but i feel icky about the app Sighs

princess penelope x knight colin are so special to me 🕊️🗡️🌹💌🪞

MY FAV GIF IS ON HERE

unlocked a new house in secret cat forest and look how cute they are in their little beach house!!!

rockstar!colin bridgerton has grown very fond of journalist!penelope featherington throughout their time together as penelope is tasked to write an article for rolling stone dedicated to colin’s band

i really hate myself life

i miss polin :(

no one gafs 😁🫩

i really love my silly cats

anyways i love sabrina and polin 🩷😁 my friends fr idk what id be without them

song of the day bc it’s been an emotional night open.spotify.com/track/5XY9FK...

idk i feel really bad when i express my Sadness like. it’s rlly annoying. and i know people think im annoying especially on twitter.

social media has been so quiet today…doesn’t everyone know i’m unemployed and bored

first daily music rec: slow dance by clairo 💃 i’m obsessed! open.spotify.com/track/2qmmnb...