Welp. Downloaded Blender, set up a rig, and every step after that is just Blender telling me absolutely not before freezing. Seriously though, where do people get money for good hardware? My PC is fighting for its life and so am I.

Well... that’s already a lot better. Fixed some mistakes, figured out a bit more, and it finally feels like things are starting to click.

Soo… this was my second attempt. I mainly wanted to make an average dog head just to understand how ears and fur work. The fur absolutely did not work out lmao, but I think I’m slowly figuring the ears out at least. The rest will come with practice too.

Well. After finishing this thing and painting it, I honestly fell into near-apathy afterwards. I’m almost embarrassed to even post it, but there’s no way I’m letting it just rot on my PC, so it can live here for a bit instead.

Well,I repeated my previous workflow again, but made her bigger and thicker this time. Finally figured out how to get rid of the seams. Also realized that making hands is a pain.I tried, but it's way harder and more timeconsuming than I expected.Looks like I'll have to watch some tutorials after all

PLEASE go check her out She has some of the most gorgeous girls and character designs I've ever seen. I've loved working with them for a long time, and every piece she creates for them feels special. I was genuinely speechless when she made this for me Absolutely incredible @nsfwjackie.bsky.social

At this rate, her ref sheet may never be finished. I've been picking away at it for two months already, and working 7 days a week doesn't leave much spare time. I might just post her anyway because I'm ridiculously proud of her curves. Her name is Sealis.

Finished work at midnight and stayed up until 3 AM messing with my sculpt. The boobs are wrong, I still can't fix the seam, and I think I messed up somewhere at the start. At least I figured out texturing. Then my tired brain forgot how to export an image. Oh well.

Random fact about me: my house is currently occupied by three boas and six leopard geckos, not even counting the babies. I've been keeping and working with morphs for years and honestly never get tired of experimenting with new pairings.

god, I haven't felt like this in such a long time. I woke up today completely fired up and all I want to do is open Nomad and start sculpting something. The worst part is I've got a ton of work to get through first. How am I supposed to survive until tonight? I feel like I'm crazy in love.

Oh shit. I was scared to start for so long. Kept thinking I’d fail, had no free time, overthought everything… but this is my first sculpt and I’m honestly really proud of it. I still have no idea how to save videos or renders because Nomad beat my ass enough already 😭

just butt things

also i’ve been addicted to nasal spray for like 8 years i literally can’t sleep without it because i can’t breathe. doctor gave me meds but they didn’t help, so now they’re talking about surgery and i’ve been ignoring it for 3 months because i’m scared i think my bad habits are trying to kill me

i’ve been biting my nails for as long as i can remember and i think it’s finally catching up to me 💀 like 2 years ago i realized i couldn’t open beer cans with my fingers anymore because they got so weak lmao, and now i’m starting to feel it while drawing too

i’ve been working on this girl for like half a year now (painful when you’re picky with your own designs lol) and i think i finally got her to a point i actually like i even planned a full ref sheet for her, just never had time to finish it these are her very first sketches

this account’s been around for a while, never figured out how to post here properly i gave up on it, but people keep following me here, so maybe you’ll like the messy side of my art just a dump for sketches, unfinished stuff and experiments

Okay but how am I supposed to run this account if I can’t even mark my content as 18+? Is this some weird Russia-only glitch… or am I just a confused Psyduck with a headache? Either way, I'm just trying to post spicy stuff responsibly