I was coming here to delete this because the computer gives me panic attacks & triple vision. I thought I was having a panic attack because I wanted to smoke a cigarette, which I did but it was because I LOST MY PHONE AGAIN!!!

I am just coming on here to say that I will not be on social media or even the computer. I have extreme panic attacks around electronics & I think I will be disappearing. just know that we are okay.

uh... there are things moving in my room 😆 wtaf

So. I've been absent because apparently I've been missing... & when I began trying to get my own identity back I was persecuted, threatened & I am seeking clarity. & I will not give in. I have a goal & dreams & I am healing. So just you know, I have no intention of harming myself or my loved ones.

I was gifted these after our house fire. It's been almost 10 years & I think it's time to move on from the past. Now, what do I do with them? 🤣 I'm afraid to read them 🤣 but I never want to part with them. How would I display them?

Dragons. White Dragons please 🤍

Back from Mars with no spiders 🤣 Trying to take a better selfie for my prp but first I have to cook all the food in the house & see if I can eat any of it 😬

Oh wow! I just realized it was Monday 😂 & woke up early to thunder & a flash of lightening. It's such a beautiful pure morning. I'm a little confused but I'm where I belong & I'm gonna fix myself a fresh cup of coffee & get back to business. Morning motivation 😇

Will be posting later, trying to figure out how to use a phone again 🤣 I'm updating to a new slightly used phone & it's all new to me but quite families 🤔💙 It's a good pure morning 🙏 😬

Would love to play some video games but there is severe weather in my area today so I have other work to do. 💧🧙‍♂️⚡no tornados please & watch out for lightening 😂 I am quite excited for a good spring storm. Just please PLEASE no tornados near my home! I'm trying to build my ultimate alchemy lab 🌻

Whoa.

Goodbye. Bluesky.

Good Morning BTS Army from Minnesota!! This is magnificent! I'm awake 🤪 Concert at 6am is ...different 😂 So glad I got up to share in this with my lady ❤️

I've lost my weddings ring for the 100th time🙄 this week & I have to take the trash out but I can't take the trash out until I find my ring. Game on 🤣

"Times are gone For honest men Sometimes, far too long for snakes In my shoes Walking sleep In my youth, I pray to keep Heaven send Hell away" 🤘

I was crowned Beggar King in Hobo Tough Life & I thought that must be the end of the game & I can just live out my life, begging, stealing & digging in trash bins, but NOPE! I have kingly duties & it opened up a whole new bunch of quests! WOW lol

Lila & Misha. They are brother & sister but a year apart. My wife took this when I went on my short shopping walk around some local stores this morning. These are the faces of "Where. Is. Dad?" 🥴

My morning shopping attire had a slight Caleb Widogast cosplay vibe 🤣 Took a walk to our new dollar store this morning & then had to carry it all home. Oops lol

I declare it my weekend! 🎉 Frozen pizza (added sauce & cheese lol) watching the downtown Minneapolis protest march that I'm guessing is an every Friday thing now ✊ & still getting caught up on Critical Role. I'm on episode 12 🤪

I don't even know what's happening in this game anymore 🤣 but I prayed to the dark forces, aquired the 10 dark crystal shards to charge staff for the Guzzlers (the drunks) so they could have their Drunkening ceremony. Then had to have it cleansed because it was too evil. & charged $2000 to do it. 🤪

Wow. What a way to start my morning 🥰☕ Good morning! Definitely watch Ian McKellen perform this speech today. WHOA.

Good morning 🤗 Woke up stressing about how much I had to do today, stressed about it over coffee & then just went right to doing it & I'm 95% done & it's not even 10am 🤣 What a waste of time stressing 😝 Hope everyone has a great day 🥰

Snack break with video games & y'all on bluesky. 👋 I love that I can click off this game to my browser when warming by the fire or sleeping in game 🤗 Made a cheese quesadilla & then back to housework & laundry.

Good morning. 🤗 Morning adulting done. I need a break 🥴 Now I need some video game therapy. also as always 🖕🧊

Good morning 🤗 I don't wanna do Monday 😝 As I am up and already Monday-ing? Busy week for me since I've done absolutely nothing for the last 4 days 😬 Hope everyone has a great day! Stay hydrated, stay focused & take care of yourselves. ✊

Wife is watching the Grammy's so I get to stay up late playing Hobo Tough Life 🎉 The more I play, the more I love this game. It's just so ...weird lol & entertaining. I built my own shrine in my base so I can pray to our lord & savior when my morale gets low from ripping off the entire city 🤣

I was playing my game & heard a snort & looked down & see this 🤣

Look at all the pretty snowflakes on my coat 🥰❄️

Good morning! Fresh fluffy snow! 🤗❄️ Looks like we're getting about an inch & I'm okay with that to cover up all the icky dirty snow. Makes me very happy that it's snowing. And now! Video Games!!! 🙌 all day! (actually I have other stuff to do but I'll do it quick so I can get back to video games 🤣)

Perfect Saturday morning. Brunch, video games & watching other people get snowed on 🤗 ❄️ Vegan sausage with a little maple syrup & scrambled eggs.

Good morning. Happy Saturday 🤗 Had a very lovely birthday dinner for my wife & daughter in law yesterday. Yet tensions of these times caused some emotional "conversations"? 🙄 I'll choose to focus on the positive. More conversations are definitely needed & so glad I'm home today to play video games!

This made me cry 💙🙏

Been wondering why my little blue Bruce the Spruce looks thin at the bottom. I think I figured out why 😂

Good morning. That's it.

Good morning 🤗 Quiet on the home front this morning. Playing Hobo Tough Life this morning. I didn't start a new game & almost died again but apparently when the new season starts, all stats are reset! Not my overall, I'm still down 20 permanent but I can work to get medals to bring that back.

I wanna play Resident Evil Requiem NOW! 😭 Omg it looks so goooood! I wants it! I needs it! 🤣

I didn't stress cook today. I ate a half of frozen pizza & then passed out in my chair for like 2 hours lol That's what happens whenever I eat processed frozen pizza. Gonna start a new game of Hobo Tough Life because I've died twice & my stats are reduced & I'm about to die again 😂

I think I've calmed down since this morning's 🧊 activity. I'm going to take a hot bath, have some more coffee & a little self care & then stress cook 😬🤣 Good comfort food for sure. I also have to catch up on Critical Role but it's kinda hard to focus when you're listening for whistles & car horns 🙄

Good morning 😢 ICE just took our neighbors on the street behind our house. I'm shaking & crying. OMG

I just took this screenshot of the current protest downtown on the live right now. How incredible! The mural says it all! "The times they are changin'" 🙌

Good morning ☕ I'm a lot slower these days. I'm not making plans as to WHAT I wanna do today because every time I have this week, it's interrupted by weather, closings due to civil unrest, the actual civil unrest & whatever so I'm just gonna throw myself into the wind & see where I land 😬 I'm tired.

I really just wanted to play my game today. Not think about maybe boarding the insides of my windows of the lower level of my house up but here we are 😐 I'm also really sad there's only one glass of wine left (no, I'm not going out to get more lol) but I'm also glad there's only one glass 😬

Good morning! Warmed up! -18 temp & feels like -18 🤣 We've got ice on the inside of our windows. Solid frozen ice! About to start up some game play but wife & I are pretending to look for houses 🤣 Would love to sell ours & move our of the suburbs & city limits. found some cool ones but wow $$$$$😵🥴

Games, eggrolls & protest rallies! Oh my 😁 Had leftover shrimp fried rice from last night so wrapped it in rice paper & air fried them. Yummy!

Jared was like NOPE & Lila & Bella had a bite of snow & ran back in 🤣🥶 -9 with -24 wind-chill Warmed up a bit! 😜

First gaming break to get some work done lol I know we're not supposed to work today but mine consists of taking care of herd of fur babies & keeping their areas clean. Pretty easy since none of them are getting in the way because they are all warm & buried under blankets 🤣

I can't stop playing this game lol Last night I died...again 🙄 due to my own stupidity thinking I could take on a random hobo instead of just bringing him some ham 🤣 Now I have to buy back ALL of my inventory. So that's my morning 🤪 I got it way back in early development & wow! Amazing changes!

I just realized it's Thursday lol I thought it was Wednesday all day 😐