What do you mean it’s st patricks and I literally cant go out tonight bc I have too much hw to do and I have a presentation first thing tmmw I want to larp tonight but I really really shouldn’t

im always forgetting that i can just do stuff ?? like im an adult i can just buy stuff i want and like dress how i want like noone gaf so i got a binder after what 5 years of going i should get a binder

I have some sonas in the back that I might digitalise asp I think they’ll all just be one th page though we have hare,deer,vulture,jackdaw and lit me also need to update refs still but all of this goes on the back burner

me when I go to a drink and draw then mainly drink and yap

I have more shit to do than I thought fuck

I flumpking hate hand pain and burn out knocking at my door go away I'm busy - might make this an actual thing later down the line idk it just hit me, its sleep time now

Had my exhibition today :)

kelbys having sleepovers at his friends house :) (he cannot leave without permission) (he is a danger to himself and others on his own) (he might have a target on his back for bad political takes and attacking people)

I finally figured out how to animate on Clip Studio so here's a very spontaneous Kelby animatic based on the last session youtu.be/kkDvzeYR8Qw

I've unlocked a new skill on the skill tree.. it isn't the work I was meant to do today but trust that I'm cooking rn

I’m sorry I will lock back in soon I’m just taking time to myself by Kelby-ing most nights I am so normal about him right now

You know the larp is good when you see the sun rise again :) I spent all night larping but that really isnt that bad when 3 hours were recordings and only 4-5 were the larp

mmm greek tragedy 7 weeks mmm ignoring the reading module in place with anything else mmm first larp since the very beginning of the month tomorrow as a treat... and a week of not having strict wake up times (still have coursework just not class) so i can play minecraft with my friends at night

I’m considering taking a break from digital art or downsizing it a bit idk

I finished :)

playing a really fun game rn on if i should make a change or if im just stressed and tired rn

I am this close to crashing the fuck out rn what do you mean I spent 9 hours working on this piece and it STILL ISNT DONE I have 17 letters to fully edit in and position and 4 just to position if this shit saved right Four days until deadline

OKAY CHAT IM HALF WAY DONE MY FINAL PIECE NOW THIS IS GOOD NEWS I have an essay, a ten page pdf and the digital file still to look at :/

We are so fucked rn chat I have a week to get this shit done and I barely have one piece finished

I’m absolutely coming down with something rn but I don’t have time for that so fingers crossed for no fever tmmw

I don't want to keep drawing but I can't larp if i dont and its finally in my time zone

now have 300 pictures/videos of peafowl and I just need to lock the fuck in and draw some of them my valentones day this year is peacock centric apparently

I’m updating some refs when I get unbusy omg are they dusty like I need to water them actually

I SWITCHED MY ENTIRE PROJECT TO BE PEACOCKS THIS MORNING BECASUE IT HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN AND I HAVE TWO WEEKS TO GET THIS POSTER DONE AND READY WHILE OTHERS WOULDVE GOTTEN A WEEK OR FORTNIGHT TO DI IT AAAAAA IF YOU HAVE PEACOCK OR PEAHEN PHOTOS PLEASE SNED ME THEM I HAVE TO HOPE THE ZOO DOES TMMW

god forbid a boy talks about the muppets too enthuestically

#OTA #characterota #oc If you get the character feel free to change up the design. If offering art have examples! I accept: usd cashapp or Venmo, mixed offers, art, possibly customs Sb: $10 Ab: $30 Ab 2: $37 (comes with an originally $10 half body drawing) Can Send through th insta or discord

going out tonight wish me luck hopefully i get the courage to speak to people this time :)

Augur as a muppet instead of a fursuit mainly so I can play around with their proportions more #art #furry #furryart #sketch #sketchbook #doodle

I cannot tell if my headache is from the autism or dehydration

its kinda cathartic to turn the oc i made with my ex into the oc ive been mainly using to vent about them

As a note - I’m self banned from Minecraft for a bit until my hands and sleep recover (likely only until next week but aaaaaaggghhh)

… this has become my kelby account im realising

Kelby continued to invite people he barely knows to live with him we found. 1) Rasa - they kept bumping into each other so decided to start a business together (He still hasn’t told her he’s a lesbian after 10 years and werewolf but that’s new-ish)

Got more for the wall >:)

I don’t know if I‘m thinking about my ex again because I’m slightly sleep deprived, dehydrated or because I heard a lot about unhealthy relationships and some behaviours hit too close :/

He has become real :)

I got all the ychs done today :) also making a new rp character (not as a Kelby backup yes he’s fucked rn no I wont replace him) they are a bearded vulture

Mmmmmm rsi… mmmmm my repetitive strain injury

:D

at some points i realise art is my job and i need to just work on it even if im low motive

Today I slept from 9pm-3am woke up to play Minecraft and watch larp then slept from 8am-10am. New sleep schedule just dropped :)

i need to learn to actually let myself accommodate for shit instead of pushing through it. in pain from rsi or insufferable headache, no painkiller. risk of overstimulated, push through it. tired, stay up longer

i am cold and i am sore and i wish i could bask in the sun like a cat

i hate the high motive day followed by nothing and ow for a week >:( on other news ive kinda started napping to accommodate talking with my friends

Kelby gets an army arc chat he’s gotten drafted. He got kinda close to coming out to more people and now he goes straight back in the closet

small details i want to point out : inis has the locket/gem, kel still wears in his fancier outfit, kel has the cloth inis keeps on her skirt as the patch on his trousers, they both wear a cloak of some kind and they both have bigger eyebrows only that kel lets them grow out more.

I have to get up at six… it’s one am please save me from this prison

wrote kelbys will out - hes very normal and sane and can talk about his deepseated issues outside of what he intends to be his final message :) toyhou.se/~literature/...

We up kelbying Actualy going to put my prints on the wall today :)

Okay we’re going to start hard launching OCs (bios) after soft launching them (just posting about them randomly)