I fucking love VHS effects oh my godd (I will get around to making more art and animations I'm so sorryyyy guyss) Effect by Hiyameshi_8bit over on Twitter, and its an After Effects plugin too which is fuckn sick

Girl, as a (now-employed) 3D artist, DLSS 5 makes me want to kms. Nvidia is making straight up coal at the worst possible time for this fucking industry.

Getting muh bone density scans amnd blood tests doneee, hopefully we can figure out dosages soon, then itll be time to start HRT :D

Man, earthquakes are kinda surprising aren't they x3

whooo o waants to liee in beebd with their r blood donor GF whilee it absolutley pissess it down outsidee and they're alll sleeppy from blood lossss

Girl i wanna play Marathon so bad but it wouldn't be a wise purchase rn bc i can't really afford it

Chat is it normal to dream every few nights about being collared, leashed and passed around like a sextoy 😵‍💫

I think as a society we'd benefit from normalising shaking, covering your face in your hands and making lil whimpering noises when flustered or thinking about intimate situations

aaa >_<

hehehehhehheehehehheehehehhehheehehehehe whaa if I postted holeeeee

Every fibre of my miserable, lonely being wants to die. But if I do, my homeless friend will lose what little support they have and will only suffer more than they already are, so I just have to keep powering through it. Life can be an awful thing

Ngl having a sex-worker friend is a quick way to start being suspicious of cis men. Ppl do some truly awful things to vulnerable people when they feel they can get away with it

Theres something soooo nice about just walking around in a large, baggy hoodie and underwear. Feels nice >w< Also thighss

Wanna hug and snuggle and kiss with someone or a few people... just be all snug and comfy and talk for hours >////<

Had my first HRT appointment todayyy! Was just a small step tho, and ive got consent forms to sign, blood tests and scans to do, etc.

I'm sry I've kinda been on hiatus and am treating this like a personal account rather than an art one. I just don't have the passion for it right now.

Life as a queer Australian

I hate body shaving... You shave, shower and realise you missed spots, so you decide you'll do it again tmrw... THEN UT HAPPENS AGAINNN, and it doesn't matter anyway bc it'll all be back by the end of the week.

I know what you are talking about. I have an image saved from way back when

Its a shame I can't find it anymore, but back in ~2017 or 2018 when I was making Alex, the design was quite different and waaay more generic. *She* was originally just the female bonnie model but waay more blue and the LED eyes were the only unique thing. Hes rly changed a lot since xdd

ADHD and autism is being unable to bring yourself to schedule a single appointment... but being able to easily spend 5-6 hours making 3D renders and writing pages of worldbuilding for your kinky F-List ERP profile. Highly recommend F-List for ERP btw. Been using it on-and-off for 6-7 yrs now

girls... I'm so tired of emotionally seesawing between "we're so back" and "I need to die yesterday" at least once a day, I think going on HRT will break me as much as it'll help me xd

on an unrelated note, sex work is real work, and can often come with a high risk of injury, stalking or even death. A lot of sex workers are pretty brave to do what they do and deal with all the shit that comes with it, so they deserve to be treated with respect and dignity!

maaaaan I just want to hug and snuggle up in bed with someone(s) and our plushies and drink while watching shit as they pat my head God, is this too much to ask in current year 2026? I've already nailed the drinking part...

logging onto VRchat for the first time in years and being reminded that the utterly miserable me from 4 yrs ago set my default world to a cozy apartment with equally-miserable background music about suicide hooray for character growthhh

...ok maybe I am a stupid degen '>_>

Anyoone else find that youre skin gets all bumpy after shaving?? Itrs rly annoying...

Planning on getting a chastity cage, maybe a flat onr if im ambitious x3

nothing like making friends you rly click with and have a lot of fun with... then checking in months later and they seemingly just ignore you. Literally nothing happened to cause it, they're just ghosting you.

Thimnnmkng thoughtfs

to think this was me back in July, things change so quickly...

Aaa i know ots inly Jan 2nd but can the local sushi olace pleeaassee open tf uppp againnnn I want my sushi packs and takoyaki 😭😭😭 at least the ramen place stayed open thoo

Happy new yeare

I... I think I need E

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A piece of advice to people: check in with old friends, even if its just taking a look at their social medias without messaging them. They could be in crisis and need help, and you just wouldn't know.

Merry chrimer

Whelp, time for a bunch of grifters and shitheads from other countries to exploit the recent deaths of innocents in my state to demand we deport minority communities who've been unfairly blamed for the horrific and despicable actions of 2 people.

Bsky requiring Australians to verify their age with face or Gov ID despite not being one of the platforms the law applies to

Imagine one of those tiktok videos about "China living 1000 years in the future" with the generic deep think music And it's just a restaurant with twink Toy Bonnie serving you a drink

Made some nice, authentic ramen and shortcake a few days ago as a birthday dinner

HLX getting announced before the year is over, trust. I have ut on good authority

good god its my birthday in like 21 days WTF HAPPENED TO THE YEAR

goddamn does the "Woke-Up-as-a-Girl Syndrome" episode of Tatsuki Fujimoto 17-26 look beautiful as fuck with it's use of bold, colour-banded shadows + colour bleeding and bloom. Kinda gives the lighting a really appealing retro look. Studio Kafka knocked it out of the park.

anyone else found that even previewing a youtube video (mousing over it) adds the video to your watch history?? ...now my history is being filled with videos I didn't even watch! And I have to manoeuvrer my mouse around videos so I don't accidentally preview them

there should be government-mandated sleepy time where cops make you warm milk and tuck you into bed. Bc after midnight the depression settles in and the world feels like it sucks and everythings ending and maybe you're right to hate every part of yourself and

sry guyssss there prob won't be any halloween-themed art this time. Am just tired from work requiring me to make a lot of 3D art 😅

Two eepy fellas. Seems like one was more eepy than the other... SFX: LeHornySFX3D | OpenNSFW e621: e621.net/posts/495609... #FNAF #NSFW #Rule34 #3d #art