With September on the way, I have decided that I'm going to redo my commitment to myself. I am going to start showing up for myself I am going to improve my drawing skills I am going to start working on my health better I am going to get a proper website I am going to post to social media

Okay. Things are starting to come together. 3 outta 5 surfaces have been cleaned. I told dad I want to convert the metal shelving into a bookshelf and he says he's got play wood. So once that shelving is done that means all my over flow books will have a home. #bedroomglowup #cleaningmyroom

I dunno if this'll be interesting to anyone, but. I've got an eastern facing room and I get a lot of sun - and heat for most of the day. So decided to put a board in my window, but I needed to clean first. An hour vacuuming then another hour organizing. Its not perfect... #bedroomtidy #bedroomglowup

I am learning very quickly, that Digital Sculpting is a whooole other beast. While I am learning something each time I try - nothing kept because I keep forgetting to save and eventually mess something up. I am thinking I need that screen protector that feels like paper. #bdjsculpting #3dsculpting

Been taking some digital art related classes. I'm feeling confident to start trying some stuff. Trying not to get too hyped because the hype means its done and the brain moves on, but need just enough dopamine to actually 'do the thing'. #bjdartist #bjdsculpting #3dsculpting

I really suck at social media. I'm sorry. I always lose my stuff, I'm trying to find it and get it back in order. Always happens, I gotta figure out how to get out of the cycle.

Mixing Fae Magic and Magic Technology (Magi-Teck) is hard! Thankfully I've got a great resource at hand, and I just need to ask a question and wait - I mean my friend Kefka, not AI! I can do Fae magic all day long, but he's my Magi-Teck expert.

Okay. So I didn't end up streaming the rest of May and I'm sorry for my silence. Just a lot of stuff going on, on my end. The Chaos needs change and I'm in the process of shaking up my Content. Streams will resume as normal; Friday game next week. In the meanwhile, this is my afternoon! Type-y Type!

Whoops, I didn't stream saturday, I'm sorry. I tunnel visioned so hard, that when I finally came back to my sense, it was almost 9pm. Its been a while since that happened, let me tell you! I'm still working on unrelated scenes and figuring out how I want to make things work. I'll share stuff soon 🧚‍♀️

Welp, I've gotten back into writing. I should share some information about my characters. These new ones I'm still learning about but Belle and Garreth I know all about those two, have their novel finished and slowly working through those edits. I really want to be published but Indie work is $$$

I'm gonna push Stream to tomorrow. A lot of stuff has come up and the commitments have been woof. Even my DM group is taking a break because I don't think I'll be able to que the maps and such needed for the game in time.

Really need to get my first novel finished. My horned boi is calling, wants his story told! Need to sit down and do those fluffen edits man.

I've recently become inspired to write a Romantancy, where the herion is the Fae and the hero is the Human, arranged marriage after a nasty war. I have HIS name, but I don't have HER name. I've thought about a H, C, S, I sorta names but they don't sound great with her name.

We getting back into the World of Dragon Age! I cannot remember what the name of where we're located! Come hang out with me! #twitchstreamer #faetuber #chillstreamer www.twitch.tv/belledandi

Stream should be good to go tonight! Sorry about missing last week, tummy trouble be serious man! See everyone in a couple of hours!

Gonna push stream to tomorrow. I did a lot of mental and physical stuff today, while thoroughly pumped for what I did, am a eepy Fae now. I do have RenFaire tomorrow too, but after chatting with friends ear buds and personal music tend to help with Spells and overwhelm.

Sorry Fae Baes... Supper isn't sitting well in my tumtum (and I made supper, go figure). As much as I wanted to stream again tonight, I don't wanna risk the biscuit. Luff Mew, hopefully next week will be fine.

Damn. I forgot to tell you guys sooner; sorry. I'm not going to be able to stream tonight. I'm going to my aunt's for Good Friday dinner. Not a thing that's normal that my family typically does.

Quick! Grab your gear, we're going on a quest www.twitch.tv/belledandi

Oh shit, its Friday! Ahh!! I forgot for a moment, but I'm Hyped. OMG, I haven't been so excited to play a game in a LONG time. I can only imagine how stressed you guys might've been with that long list of Quests but I felt in my element. LET'S GO! #ENVtuber #TwitchStreamer #Faetuber #sohyped

No turning back now! I've hit the live button on Dragon Age: Inquisition www.twitch.tv/belledandi #envtuber #faetuber #twitchstreamer

Reminder to the Fae Circle that I'm gonna start streaming again! First stream back is gonna be this Friday! (that's April 4th) #envtuber #babystreamer #faevtuber #twitchstreamer

Hey Fae Circle! Wow, its been a bit, and I'm so sorry. I had planned to get back into streaming in March, but the month just vanished. Hoping on Right Fast to let everyone know, I'm gonna start streaming again, this Friday Apr 4. #envtuber #twitchstreamer #faecatvtuber #babystreamer #seeyousoon

I picked up a laser pointed for my cats... Its a dangerous toy. Few minutes in, Aurora was so dialed in she started panting. Not automatically a bad thing, but spooky since I've never made a past cat pant before. I'll stick to the string toy and once the snows gone try harness training.

hihi! So its been a week since my last post, and I think its time to give a proper update. I'm going to be stepping away from Hollow Knight for the foreseeable, its turning into a slog to play and I just need something different. I'll be turning to Dragon Age: Inquisition.

Sorry about my silence. I didn't mean to be, I'd planned to share all the things I was doing to get back into streaming, and then I got sick. I'm still sick honestly; don't worry not Covid just a mild Flu. Once I'm well, I'm gonna get back on track and share all that I've been doing. #sicksteamer

TLDR, of the TLDR? Mental health. Streams are on hold. Building a Ladder.

Alright, sorry for the delay. Player wasn't able to make it so no D*D so off to open a Bear and Breakfast! www.twitch.tv/belledandi

Stream is likely to be delayed, and D&D might be canceled again. Which means Bear and Breakfast instead. Player is dealing with something irl, and currently chatting with the rest of the group if we wanna reschedule again, or continue without. Likely reschedule though.

I know tonight is usually a stream night, but I've got body pain, a headache and maybe an ear ache going. Which is too bad, i was planning to play Bear and Breakfast. Need a small break from Hollow Knight and been feeling squished all day.

We playing D&D! www.twitch.tv/belledandi

Post Period blahs really fucking sucks. I don't have the energy to stream again today. I should be okay to DM tomorrow (at least if my cats don't wake me up at 7 in the morning), assuming nothing comes up with my players. January is general really isn't a good month for me, but I'm trying, honest.

We're getting back into the swing of the video game stream! www.twitch.tv/belledandi

Game Stream should happen tomorrow, I just needed a few weeks to figure out what I'm gonna do. I really wanna finish Hallow Knight, so that's gonna be the main game. On days where the D&D game gets called, I think I'll play Bear and Breakfast. I just need some mixing of things.

Seems about half my players are down tonight. So no stream tonight. I don't feel like playing a game, and my desk isn't art stream ready just yet. So take this as a reminder, games are supposed to be fun, but don't feel bad if you're not up for it.

Stream tonight, will likely be delayed. Kefka's working until 6, and we get started at 7. I'll be sure to post again when we're getting started

unwritten goal this year is to eat more fruit. Decided to make my own fruit cups given I'm not a big fan of melon and that's all the pre-sliced fruit I can get at the store. Black grapes, strawberries and quarter of a honey crisp apple.

Heads up, heads up, heads up! First stream of the New Year is gonna be Sun the 5th! Its gonna be a D&D Stream, hopefully the whole crew can make it, because we're off to Gnobmengard! We'll ease back into 2 days a week streams, then when things line up I'll be adding a 3rd stream to the mix.

Went to bed early last night, and sat in bed and read. Kept hearing the girles making noises, so got up to make sure they weren't being naughty. My PJ bottoms live in that box rofl.

My viewer and streamer recaps. I'm planning to improve these numbers for streaming. This year, while I had wanted to grow I feel I stagnated, but I wasn't able to stream nearly as much as I wanted because of IRL circumstances. So here's to 2025, and to growth.

I'm probably not going to be streaming today. Dad's been asking me to bake all week, so that's what I'm doing. But my baking tends to take up a whole weekend, so 50/50 whether I'm gonna stream tomorrow! This is why I tend to take December off from Streaming. I use a lot of spells!

D&D and Stream might be a little delayed. Its one of those days for both me and my players. My supper was late, and one of my players has to bow out. Haven't heard from one player and my bunny got delayed himself. Just one of those nights! rofl

Taking a break from HollowKnight to play some Hades, totally inlove with this game www.twitch.tv/belledandi

So a certain bunny we all know in the Fae Circle, sent me a Pirate Softwear short about finding that downtime to get the best bang for streaming. It seems, 11am-7pm est. 7 is when I typically stream a game on Sat and Sun. In the New Year when I've got the studio cleaned and the desk is set up 🧵

Got a bulbasaur planter for my birthday, and finally managed to find a plant to put in it. African Violet. once its larger I'll be repotting it into the bulbasaur itself.

No stream tonight. Had to have a Behind the Scenes sorta meeting with friends over at Cracked Media - its a thing, not sure how to explain. But should be schedule as normal tomorrow, AND it looks like my search suggestion band is lifted on Twitter/X, so hopefully I'll be posting there again soon.

If you saw my last post about how my ipad was basically no good to me anymore, I went out and did some shopping around. I knew which products I wanted, I'd been researching since last year, I'd just been waiting for the right moment. The right moment, when they were on sale at the same time. Ta-da!

Unfortunately, I got hit with stream ending Scuff. The event of getting logged out of twitch, also logged me out of the twitch app, on my tablet, which is what I use to keep up with chat. I have to update my iSO to even log in and using the net doesn't work, same problem. 🧵

Sorry for the delay, twitch wanted me to re-log in and had to reset my password. Hopefully alerts work properly now! www.twitch.tv/belledandi

Sorry touch late, got stuck in a yt vid that was longer that I was expecting. Back to hollow knight tonight! www.twitch.tv/belledandi