I need someone to accompany me to see the Lord of the Rings with a live orchestra in Hamburg next year. It's all I ever wanted.🥲

My most beloved film of all time -- Amadeus -- has been turned into a TV series and I ask myself why must everything be remade and turned into a show these days? Just stopppppp. The film is already perfection as it is, just leave it alone.

I'm all alone in my department at work.🥲 My stomach is acting up again.🥲🥲🥲

Post-con blues is kicking haaaaard. Can't believe I'll have to wait another year for the next @polarisconvention.bsky.social :')

Should I force my best friend to listen to the Beatles with me during the entire ride to the convention today? He may just eject himself into space if I do that

I don't quite understand why some people get so hung up on the mildly horny yet harmless lyrics to Taylor Swift's "Wood". I mean, the Beatles literally sang "Why don't we do it in the road?" and other bands were even more explicit, so there's that.

Hab zum ersten Mal jemanden in der freien Wildbahn gesehen, der allen Ernstes Schattenboxen gemacht hat, während jemand ihn dabei gefilmt hat. Was zur Hölle.

Last night I dreamed about my granddad, which I haven't for a very long time. He came to me and said I'd need to hug him tightly before I wake up again. A very similar dream to a previous one I'd had in which he hugged me after he had died. Very peculiar.

I'm ready for this Y2K fashion trend to make a comeback

Living with depression is so exhausting. I should feel happy that my horse was so well-behaved during the competition today and that we got the 9th place. But I can't bring myself to feel happiness at all.

The love of my life. Loved listening to this, even though I know he had a mental breakdown and tried to hide it poorly when he listened to "Beautiful Boy". youtu.be/ovrwB7mPIxQ?...

Been listening to several podcast episodes featuring Michael Palin recently, and I just love him so much. Can't believe it's been almost ten years next month since I met him in Dublin and he shook my hand and took a photo with me. I was truly starstruck at that moment.

Today I said goodbye to my doc and wished him a happy retirement (after having been his patient since my childhood). He had tears in his eyes, hugged me tightly and wished me all the best. He's such a sweet and funny man, I'm going to miss him.🥲

I love it when a random wave of grief hits me like a freight train and has me ugly crying for two hours straight

Neue Idee für ein Alexander Marcus Lied: Meine Blase drückt. Macht mich ganz verrückt.

The perfect shirt doesn't exi--

"How much of a Paul McCartney fan are you?" I can hear, based upon the sound of his voice, which decade -- maybe even which year it is.

I should probably stop drinking two mugs of tea before going to bed..........

Scully hairstyle ✅️

Man sollte meinen, nachdem ich heute 7 Boxen gemistet und weitere Stallarbeit zwischen 7 und 8:30 Uhr verrichtet habe und danach 5 Stunden quer durch Deutschland gegurkt bin, dass ich müde sei. Meine innere Nachteule kämpft dagegen gerade mit allen Mitteln an. Zum Glück habe ich noch zwei Tage frei.

Ugh I just love tHE BEATLES SO MUHUHUHUHUCHHHHHH

The 2025 mix of Free As A Bird is a gift from the engineering Gods. John's voice is finally so crisp and clear, I have tears in my eyes.🥲 (And I know that the 2025 mix of Real Love will emotionally destroy me.) www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vats...

I know it's silly getting upset over my grandparents' phone number no longer existing but that still feels like a dagger in my heart.

Inzwischen checke ich jeden Tag mehrmals, ob es was Neues auf der Seite der @polarisconvention.bsky.social zu sehen gibt. Jeden Tag gucke ich vergebens.🥲

"Golden" has been nominated for the VMAs? Oooh my god

I absolutely adored Becky Moody's freestyle with Beatles music at the European dressage championship today.🥲❤️

I dreamed about my grandmum and woke up crying. Sigh.

I can hear it without the audio

look, I don't care who directed it. if it stars Mark Wahlberg I'm not watching it.

I think the insane pain in my lower back and the fact that shark week is just a few days away has me thinking that these two things must be linked somehow. What if endometriosis caused my three slipped discs? I love being a woman.

A new countdown has been set on Taylor's website for 10 PM my time!! Fingers crossed for a red vinyl variant or a new single! (Obviously I need all the luck in the world to get my greedy little paws on a limited variant but I shan't give up hope.)

My Neighbor Demon-Tiger

K-Pop Demon Hunters was originally supposed to be three hours long with 30 songs?? WE WERE ROBBED

Trying to get a limited edition vinyl of Taylor Swift's new album is even more daunting than purchasing tickets for the Eras Tour.

The absolute worst thing about having long hair is the maintenance. Dry-blowing it for more than 10 minutes should be considered illegal, and yet I need more than that. I'm going to get rid off it soon enough.

Das erste Mal seit zwei Jahren mit Justus übers Stoppelfeld gedüst. Er hat richtig Gas gegeben, gebockt und gewiehert. Schön, dass er Spaß hatte auch wenn meine Schwester hinterher direkt mahnend "Seine Seeeeeeehneeeee" gewimmert hat.

I tried to get that violet shimmer limited edition vinyl of Taylor's new album but the German online shop didn't work and 17 minutes later they were all sold out. That's just great. 🥲

My two on the Kinsey scale is acting up

KPop Demon Hunters is such a fun film, I love it.

Had the biggest fucking spider ever known to mankind sleeping in my bed. That fucker ran away and I cAN'T FIND IT. I'm going to burn down the bloody house, I don't care.

Part of my grandmum continues to live inside of me when I randomly get the urge to listen to classical music late at night. On tonight's menu: Beethoven's string quartet no. 1, OP. 18 in F-major.

Both Christopher Lloyd and Christina Ricci on Wednesday. What a lovely nod to the 90s films.❤️

Oh the predicament of needing to be covered by a blanket in order to be able to sleep while also dying underneath said blanket in that summer heat...

Accidentally got some of Lincoln's eye drops into my eye when he pulled up his head as I was trying to apply them. Now I either look like a stoner or a Renaissance girl. You decide.

Oh yeah❤️

Ich: Also die TA hat empfohlen in die Klinik zu fahren und das Auge zu bepro-- Papa: Überleg doch mal, was das wieder an Geld kostet! Wenn der die Krankheit hat und blind wird, kannst du eh nix machen! Empathie anderen Lebewesen gegenüber kann mein Vater 🌝

Good thing about not wearing make-up is you can cry and nobody will know because you won't look like Alice Cooper afterwards👍

If I don't get a week off in September I'mma cut a bitch

Gestern dachte ich mein Pferd würde auf einem Auge erblinden und hatte schon Horror-Szenarien von Augen-OPs im Kopf. Etwas Cortison und 24 Std später ist das Auge wieder fast klar. Wtf.

Sgt Pepper is such a fucking fantastic album