salt n pepper hair zayne OOOOOHHHHHHHHH

rewatching the dramarama mv and proving myself that it’s a masterpiece that cannot be topped by anything or anyone like that’s ART. also it always cracks me up how the lyrics are “oh you’re so breathtakingly beautiful, i cannot stop falling in love with you” and it’s showho on the screen

why am i so hungry when i already ate oh myyyyy godddd please please can i stop inhaling food like this itshshshhwbshwbhebsbs AGGGHHHHHH

it's been a week since i said i'd draw rafayel in this body chain. i've been so lazy, but today, i told myself i'll definitely do it !!! #WIP ✍️

i look like a freak with a big hickey right in the middle of my throat nd im trying to hide it with my hair but its only making things worse 😕

FLUCTUANT ORBIT PROGRESS ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ i passed 55 with 0 stars lmfao i’m stuck at 59 now 😭 apparently my full blue team doesn’t have good cores… but yay i have 140 stars now

RERUN???? infold ur greed knows no bounds wtf is this schedule

i need to go to bed and sleep but my brain is screaming why am i thinking about 10 different things at the same time pleaseeeee can you stfu for once 😭😭😭 i can never know peace with this thing inside my head

willingly enjoying content of artists under sm is a humiliation ritual why am i doing this to myself

i was sad as hell nd logged into my super old twt acc that i haven’t used since 2017 nd my whole tl was alive bro this feels like family reunion at the funeral

the fact that open orbits don’t give u even a tiny itty bitty piece of affinity 😞

how it feels to grind the orbits for 3 hours straight and see negative progress

the fact that i cannot beat t1 without r1 goa so i have to use foreseer solars for t2 and this bitch is running all over the damn place and i have to chase her with a freaking sword oh my god this is the farthest i’ve gotten… i know i will get this bitch if i use goa solars here т_____т

back to the open orbit grind 🫡 i will pass 290 no matter how many times it takes

Shared Lanterns ✨ #loveanddeepspace #sylus

[LADS] I finished this two months ago but here it is now, to complete the set of 3rd myth charm drawings!! God of annihilation Zayne! #LoveandDeepspace #zayne #恋与深空 #恋と深空

i love monsta x forever nd always im a mbb first human second #MONBEBE4LIFE

open.spotify.com/track/1QeoMD... 🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦

no sorry this makes no sense like how come fucking s*per j*nior still active and thriving with #that man but nct is markless now

did something that did irreparable damage to my self esteem and now i’m gonna be hooked on this for months oh lord i can never escape the beauty standards that i inflict upon myself for no reason

he’s so silly nd goofy i need to cannonball him into the outer space

MARK LEFT SM??????

i’ve ascended (listened to swim on repeat for 8 hours today)

spent 3 minutes trying to remember how to spell the word accelerate and almost started crying

so… priv accounts when @bluesky :///

my favorite activity is to guess ppl’s lads main based on their bts bias cause that shit works like clockwork. yes babygirl i know you love namjoon now show me ur zayne card collection ❤️

zayne’s nose bump 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

chocolate flan and carrot cake eaten, mv watched, aesthetical pleasure acquired. not a single sfw thought abt namjoon in my head rn

bts mv and chocolate flan waiting for me at home… life is worth living

summer of 2019 was probably the last time i was genuinely happy and lived without a worry… it’s been 7 years since then… okay guess i’ll just kill myself

a portal to heaven just opened in front of me open.spotify.com/track/4ZISkG...

my brain is just shitting itself HAHAH i was listening to music yesterday and a day6 song came on shuffle and i literally hear them singing in korean and my brain was like “oh that’s one direction! i haven’t heard niall’s voice in a long time” ???????/)2)2)1)2$3$2?2? girl what are you talking about

30 blissful minutes thinking about zayne ended immediately cause 4 people started calling, texting and mailing me at the same time 😃 man give me a breakkkkk

HAPPY SYLUS MONTH every day is a sylus day because i said so

xavier is a gift that just keeps on giving

live laugh love zayne and i live by this quote

just thought of something that made me weep. oh my godndjehehbe

deep long sigh… i can do it! i have to outlive all this bullshit. cannot give up!!! just have to do it!!! whatever it takes, i need to push thru!!!!!

oneus… i miss you so bad

seeing posts of people celebrating zen’s birthday brings me so much joy like that’s my baby he is loved he is celebrated he is so precious and special oughehehhehebebhe my zennie I LOVE UUUUU happy birthday <33333

rolling my eyes so hard they do a full 360. godddd i love my work so much nd it doesn’t make me wanna kms at All

whatever my haters say i’m real for my music 😏 open.spotify.com/track/29vOLa...

oh… ummm wtf 😭😭😭

we did pull yesterday on my hubby’s account nd got r0 in 150 from the crate 🥳 that’s the best outcome since my man has guarantee for the next banner nd it’s sylus’s birthday!! i am scared to death to do any pulls since my pity is so low 😭

crying out loud there’s snot on my face and tears rolling down my neck wtf this is the cutest thing in the entire world 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 x.com/abwi_str/sta...

huge day today, i have to go get my nails nd brows done and then caleb myth pulling time and then i go freak out abt the myth (i already saw some spoilers and it’s sooo delicious) YAYYYYYYY

what do you mean someone was giving a blowjob in the pit at 5sos show 😭

i 😭 love 😭😭 zayne 😭😭😭 soooo 😭😭😭😭 much 😭😭😭😭😭 my babygirl my wife my husband my beloved my everything 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ggaaaahhhhhhh i need to bite him

this is killing me LMFAOOOO he’s family now 😭😭😭 i love this so much

seeing zayne being so loved by everyone melts my stupid little heart so bad. there you go my baby you deserve everything and even more!!! everyone fall in love with that man NOW