Every day begins for me with the same thought. "Can I do this? Do I even want to?" It's getting to the point where I'm just about ready to get off this roller coaster. I'm so tired.

Since nobody really follows me on this platform, I feel like this is the best place for me quietly scream. The two most common thoughts that fill my mind are, one, I really don't feel like I'm going to survive the rest of the year, and two, I'm not really sure I want to anymore. That is all.