i honestly have no clue how normal sex is supposed to work because I've only been raped and pressured into sex while also being in a relationship with bdsm elements

technically not MY rape, my other personality's rape, but close enough

getting off on my own rape because it turns me on

highk forgot to eat today and partially chugged a monster so im like shaking and seeing shit

I hope i don't have lyme disease

hi im killing ballmart #kleptobsky

what if i did acid

And it was good.

kazuki arima selfcest when ?

WHY are we talking about personality fucking what

alex would literally be the madoka to my homura and i could fuck him into oblivion

arima said this btw hi

god i wish i could date alex👀👀👀👀👀

although, it might just be me perceiving my emotions in a different way because im autistic and those aren't actually my alters

ive known about being some type of median system since late 2024

cuz we're not just kazuki...we're arima, alex, micheal, grimn, angel, doll, and probably more to come

sometimes i love being a "we" but only when i get to think about all our pretty names

Mental Health is important

balls balls baldi...? ouuuu shiii autocorrect i love uoy

changing my user out of pure fear

if who i think found my acc is seeing this, pls leave me alone. you trying to use my VENT acc (acc where I share both my intrusive and internal thoughts and feelings) to talk about/blackmail me is genuinely disgusting. dni.

Im either being stalked or im being paranoid. both aren't great.

nah what am i on about bru

I firmly believe everyone should have the right to decide when their own life should end. If you are old enough for a government to decide that you should be sent to die in a foreign war, then you should also be old enough to take both your life & your death into your own hands. 🧵

im probably not going to kms btw...everytime I post smth like that im usually in an episode

lowk the guy who caught us tho was kinda an asshole but like cant be mad cuz he let us off scott-free as long as we agreed never to come back

yo just got like actually caught for borrowing for the first time...mb

I need attention please god somebody just give some positive attention please I need my feelings to be validated

why does everyone just want to ignore my suffering, but whenever they're suffering, im expected to care?

the only reason im scared of actually ending it all is guilt. I feel like such a pussy saying that but whatever

I genuinely can't find any fucking pleasure in my life unless im on drugs, fucking myself, or talking to ml....im starting to actually consider ending it again

my stomach hurts so fucking bad everything hurts so fucking bad I want to either die or get off

im at work I want to die

everytime I cut myself i collect my blood in a jar he gave me for valentines...I hope that when its full I'll be cleansed of him and I can throw it into the river along with an old polaroid of me and him...just so I can rid myself of him entirely...

okay I cut i feel better

wanna cut kinda bad but i have a con coming up and I kinda don't wanna clean up after.......

okay gen should i attempt like not seriously but far enough to get attention....

screaming crying spitting up i dont wanna have to do anythin tomorrow mamaaaaa (／_;)/

Feeling like an ed larper because im trying to eat like a normal person is so fun!!!!!

guess who's getting braces tomorrow....

I wish I wasn't autistic and traumatized....can I just have one?

Fish with butterfly wings flying in a garden would be so cool

Baby styros ate the best and no one can convince me otherwise #shedsky #shedtwt

Together, no matter what.

im just so exhausted from everything....i just wanna forget....

to all my irls: stop sexually harassing me at work. stop sexually harassing me at home. stop talking about my issues for shock factor. stop getting mad at me for not wanting to talk after work. stop accusing me of things ive never done. and just stop being fucking rude.

im so fucking tired.

but how the fuck am I supposed to heal when so much shit either reminds me of him or people mention him?!

the worst part of it all is that i genuinely want to get better