I know there are many people out there who genuinely like me, but I'm having a hard time liking myself at all right now

Apparently, I feel bad weather in my spine as well as my knees and shoulder now. This whole getting old thing is highly overrated.

You know what? Just stab me bro, then we both get to leave, and you get a set of shiny metal bracelets. We both win

Made it to work okay, but after last night's revelry, I am reminded that I am not quite the same kid who could spar for most of an afternoon, chug a monster, and go clubbing then go back to work.

Ran the gauntlet last night at Scary Farm. All ten mazes completed.

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.

Registered for the class I need to rank up. Let's fucking go

I desire a banjo only so I can learn the melody to "The Ghosts that We Knew" so I can play it for my Dad.

Here's hoping I survive this shift. There are no guarantees

Made some hard decisions about my career this week. Had to pick between my Fandom and my job. Gotta work to eat, gotta eat to live, tell ya all about it when I got the time

These scrubs would be perfect if they had pockets where I need them to be

Proceed directly to mental breakdown. Do not pass go, do not collect $200

My fitbit has told me I walked over 10 miles on my Saturday shift. I'm so tired. I'm surprised I made it home okay

So I'm going to say that I have successfully avoided con crud from ASC

Just lost one of my favorite bras to patient issues. Currently holding it all together with duct tape and magic

The entire floor I'm on right now smells like square Halls cough drops

Spotify is on one today with the sad songs

Promise me we'll always have each other when everything else is gone 💚💛❤️

And sometimes you bleed just to know you're alive.

So I'm at a furry convention watching my friends drive mini forklifts

Con tomorrow.

On hold with a con hotel to. See if we can snag an extra night. It's not quite hell but definitely purgatory

Why does making a king bed suck so much?!

Oh my absolutely giddy aunt, what on earth is going on in transport!?

11.5 hour shift. By myself. Oh fun.

I have successfully walked the work barista through making me a London Fog.

It just took me 2 and a half hours to get home from work. CALTrans SUCKS

Five days until con. Tipping between anxiety and elation.

There's something very lovely about a Sunday morning in bed with a cup if coffee

A mistake has been made

I'm always walking as somebody else

I had the weirdest dream today. It involved a YouTube mockumentary that doesn't exist and a mail order bride. What is my subconscious trying to tell me?

Maybe I am the horrors that are persisting

Gods Above and Below I need a vacation

*rounds floor. Leaves* *phone rings* "Hey its ___floor, can you come back?" *soul leaves body*

I also am looking/applying for new work

Took the day off for reasons related to my spine. I'm okay but still cautious

So after lunch and a change of scrubs I live. And it's about to be everyone's problem

Today has definitely not improved

Can I have one shift where I don't crash out please?!

What the hell is on your badge reel?! *looks down* An aluminum falcon, sir.

Floor called six times to break through the DND on my work phone. No I will not stop eating my lunch to take someone to the bathroom

I'm also apparently considered to be "work mom" for half these kids.

Transport in this hospital is one big codependent and slightly toxic polycule

14 days to AFC Wash your fursuit

"We need the brute squad." *peers around corner* I'm on the brute squad!" *nurse watches me roll a 350lb patient without help* "Damn, you are the brute squad."

I am broken in body,and the thought that I cannot continue to serve is slowly killing my soul.

The cost of managing disease is really prohibitive. Guess I'll just run on vibes and die instead

I did fifteen jobs before shift change and if anyone gives me shit about my work ethic today all they're gonna catch is these hands

Hospital Chinese food is a lie