all distractions, in the end, don't work i'm left to sit and think about you

we could go yellow to black overnight

i'm so unsteady

i'll heal eventually, but faster if you're next to me, next to me

but i know you're a fault line, but i’ll break too

go ahead, we can just call it conditionin’

people freak me out

i left you here, heard you keep the extra closet empty

i know it won't work like that, huh?

she asked me a million questions, i answered and by eleven, memorized her face

until i'm left to myself, it's honestly kind of funny

you came out of the blue like that

i know you're a fault line, but i'll break too

what if this is it for now?

but take it as a compliment, you make me really nervous

all of my self control kinda got difficult

you don't know how hard i tried, had to fake the longest time

i'll heal eventually, but faster if you're next to me, next to me

no, you're not even here, but you're doin' my head in

oh, i know spiralin' is miserable

i know that i should hate you

it's so hard when it feels like my fault, when i keep 'em so far, happens when i go dark

wish i were heavier now, i'm floatin' outside my body

i meant to tell you, how i've hated how we left things when it fell through

i loved you so hard for a time, i've tried to ration it out all my life

tell me more, i would give all my time

'cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?

where'd you go? or were you all in a dream amelie

i've been thinkin' way too loud, i wish that i could block me out

oh, isn't it strange? we'll die anyway

will you cry if i let go?

it’s just that i’ll always choose you

i wish that i could block me out

i’m so high, but can’t look down, left my past life on the ground

i don’t know what to say, two people can change

i drove a hundred miles an hour to forget you

i’m so unsteady

the girl in the mirror’s a stranger

i should hate you, i feel stupid, like i almost crashed my car

you’re the best in my life and i lost you

and i destroyed every silver lining you had

you’ve consumed like all my nights

all of my self-control kinda got difficult

and all of my imaginary friends are scared of you

i thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it

it’s almost like you like to let me down

if i met you today i would run to the arms of another

‘cause you know everything that could kill me

it’s no one’s fault, it’s just my terrible condition

i hate to look at you’re face and know that we’re feeling different