have I done Sunday right? #sundaycumday

#softcock #softcocksaturday and this is still how I flirt! This got sent to someone… I really need to work on my flirting skills…

do I give off Dom vibes or something? I honestly keep having guys asking me to dom them… I’m finding it rather unsettling (I am WAY too nice to be a dom)

#fatcockfriday #uncutcock #uncut

Making art from assessment is weird… this is a lot blood, sweat and tears and a lot of a lack of motivation and faffing about… however 6 people in my final critique saw it. Final instal and artist statement to follow in comments. photos.app.goo.gl/rjayXFXGoGZS...

so I submitted my final 2 assessments today… both not great, enough to get me through and that’s actually all I really care about this stage… and I as I have awake since about 2 am researching and writing here’s a photo from when I was trying to nap

today is apparently that day… oh look it’s my penis! #fatcockfriday

I said goodbye to a lecturer that I deeply admire today. He said that he’s expecting to hear of me in the future and now is the time for me go and make my art. I doubt my talent A LOT! And to have someone of his calibre have faith in me… yeah wow! I tried my best to not cry in front of him.

this is one of the best shows I have watched in ages… i so need a scottish boyfriend…

This is an idea of my final work… “ya poofta” - will be presented as a folio which is an artist book. I will do the documentation photos at some stage. This is probably my personal work yet… yikes! It is pretty though (I think)

I don’t think I’ve really given any glimpses into my major work for this semester yet. It’s a lot! In some ways this is probably one of my most autobiographical works yet - I am looking at growing up and living in a city I feel disconnected from as a migrant, a gay man and returning mid-life…

oh you know I can still take the odd arty photo… I so need to get a phone >.<

I knew there was one somewhere!!! and sweet baby cheeses black makes me look so freaking skinny! (this may have also been not longer after a bender… I think) #gayartist #papermaker #printmaker

it’s #monochromemonday - it’s technically monochrome ;) (and I am wearing back and white… so double!!! ohhh!!!) - on the way home from my last classes at Uni for this course… and *scene* - I made the decision last night that I am not going further with my studies at this point

So I realised something before… I have been rather teary lately and that’s normally a function of my depression - ngl I’ve had a terrible couple of months… I realised that today is the date 10 years ago when I returned to Australia after my ex-husband kicked me to the kerb - i’ve not been coping.

I was debating about redoing this but I am leaning into the crappy graffiti kind of vibe. This is part of my final work examining my disconnection from the city I grew up and always seem to return to. When I was growing up this city and state were homophobic and that’s part of the cause I think…

i have an exam on Monday… my recall is terrible… slide exams are horrible horrible thing… I am trying to not have a breakdown because I honestly feel that doing this grad cert has become the biggest waste of time and I have a week left and I’m still so far behind. I am considering just walking out

I think I know what day of the week it is… I think… maybe… I can still make bad life choices and have a ton of fun!

who says you can’t teach me new tricks… I found a train station and saved my a 6km walk home… I obviously still make very wise decisions in the early hours of the morning…

documentation photos are sexy! So this is my work “my life in paper” - handmade paper made from ‘badgers’ basically the crud in the bottom of the papermaking vats from my undergrad degree

This book has actually formed the core of my research this semester… it tracks the history of gay culture in Queensland (where I live) from Colonialism to the mid-1990s (my baby gay era). It’s an interesting and shocking insight into our history…

I have posted way too many photos of myself recently fully clothed and today is friday… so here you go! #fcf #fatcockfriday

So at 3:30am this morning I was walking home… I could have caught an uber yes. However, there is honestly a part of me that likes #brisbane in the dead of the night. I used to resent how empty this city was at night. Now I don’t mind it #urbanphotography #blackandwhitephotography #gayphotographer

the never ending saga of the cute boy… he called me his boyfriend tonight - that was completely unexpected! It’s also interesting seeing yourself from someone else’s perspective… he thinks I’m drop dead gorgeous and it’s really hard for the self-deprecation to not kick. Do I have a boyfriend? tbc

Dear @grindr.bsky.social when I report spam can you please not throw me straight into an ad… I know I don’t pay for grindr mostly because I can’t afford it (have you seen your prices!) however if I am doing you a “favour” how about you do one back? It’s called community…

See this happened! And the funny thing is I am not normally a cuddle up to sort of person (I actually hate it). This was actually really kind of sweet. My best friend was encouraging that I see him again… *shrugs* Cross that bridge when I get to it.

and y’all thought my life was no longer surreal - this was also kind of sweet. My best friend told a half-truth so that the boy he was trying to set me up with and I would get out of the lounge and into the bedroom - so boy is actually rather sweet, he’s cute and I didn’t realise he also liked me.

This is a terrible photo… anyway I learnt today that wearing a black jockstrap under white footy shorts is a really bad idea of a really good idea. Also wearing white footy shorts after you’ve had sex in a public toilet - not a good idea… wet white goes see through…

So normally at this point in time of the exhibition cycle I will post the artist and the art photo… I always make them dork because I’m a dork. I don’t have the photo - there were 3 taken… I think I finally outdorked myself. So here’s a candid snap from the Opening on Thursday night..

I didn’t chicken out - I wore the suit with the t-shirt

yeah so I did thing… my first exhibited work this year! Continuing the theme of being a papermaker! #papermaking #papermaker #handmadepaper #gayartist #printmaker Artist statement is in the alt text

hello bluesky… I need fashion advice… I am considering wearing this to the exhibition opening that I am part of tomorrow… it’s a Stafford Ellison suit with a Plenum Studio fitted t-shirt.

I know I have been absent… my life has gone to crap - i lost my wallet and my phone… got the wallet back - phone is toast… however! For those in Brisbane - I am in exhibition opening on Thursday night… please come so I don’t wear a suit for nothing

Oh lookie I have a new dorky artist headshot… woo!

I still suck at flirting…

So yeah my life is still surreal… in the past week I’ve been in 2 threesomes involving one of my best friends (and it’s odd!) - funny as we’re rather competitive… anyhow and yes the top was very very attractive!

in honour of #fatcockfriday he’s a note he sent me the following morning after I spent 3 hours servicing and worshipping his dick

I hate Snapchat! I’ve reached my idiot quotient today - I honestly have… this was the 3rd question “he” asked

so more of the dating (is it dating?)… er hook up chronicles… he really needs to stop messaging me at stupid hours. So cute boy last week asked me to send him a bunch of videos so he did. He got around to watching them this morning at stupid o’clock… he’s still keen… so he got this! I can’t flirt!

So I should really stop procrastinating and get cracking on my major assessments… I have 7 weeks left… I can convince myself that I have plenty of time! Cute boy update and I should have put money on this… messaged at 1:30am asking if I have I can message a friend about something… *sigh*

When you go back to Snapchat and you get at least 3-4 to for of these scammers daily… Why?!?! Yes still hate Snapchat (I went back because someone wanted to send nudes)

sunbeam softie saturday? #softcock #uncut #uncutcock #softcocksaturday

i promised @thelovelymrfred.bsky.social that I would eventually find the photos in my archives from the cherry blossom festival in DC (link in comments)… enjoy :)

seems someone had a good Easter weekend… #shoppingtrolleys #shoppingkarts #brisbane #brisbaneviews #blackandwhitephotography #gayphotographer #gayartist

I realised when I was walking to the supermarket - my face is looking rather thin. Which considering the hedonistic activities in the past two weeks is probably no great surprise! And cute guy update… He’s ghosted me for the past two days so he just used me. I’m not surprised, I’m just annoyed.

So I have been tinkering with some of my older photos… I am kind of enjoying the black and white processing at the moment (this too will pass) #brisbane #brisbaneviews #blackandwhite #blackandwhitephotography #gayphotographer #gayartist

so I have been feeling a bit out of sorts as I haven’t really done any making for Uni course… I realised over this weekend that I actually have - these photos… however this doesn’t align with what I have been researching. #brisbane #brisbaneriver #gayphotogapher #gayartist

ohhh it’s monday… it’s been a while since I have done one of these… #monocrhomemonday #mcm

So cute boy were trying to consummate things today… neither of us can host. It’s like being a teenager again! He asked me to wear a thong and then asked me when I got home to send him videos of me in the thong… this is so cute - it is adorable!

Still playing with the notions of disconnection from the city I live in. This turned out pretty cool though! #brisbane #brisbanecity #brisbaneriver #brisbanecbd #landscapephotography #shotoniphone #gayphotographer #gayartist