Yeah so the weirdness hasn’t stopped!

I was planning on a quiet day at home… 😉

I am not exactly sure how to use substack or what it’s there for… I am there… will probably just end up being a blog of random thoughts and stuff - nettsu.substack.com

I hate Grindr… I was a little snappy this morning. So yesterday was very pleasantly rough. Dude messages me and won’t get the message so I had to get blunt. He continued to ask if I wanted to hook-up… I mean ffs!

There must honestly be something in the water lately… bottoms keep wanting to top me. The weirdness was meant to end!!!!

4th time was a charm… Leaving his place at 1:30am

Well this is a first… I was hoping the surreality of my life was over. As I said to a friend… I’m coming down, I’m tired, I don’t have the brain capacity to deal with this… First time a man has hit on me on insta… and just no!

So hookup and I were chatting a fair bit last night… I am still unpacking a lot of it. He did say that my art even the more serious conceptual photography smacks of my sexuality. Which he feels figures as I am basically a sexual animal (I took this as a compliment). I was amazed to hear this!

I still don’t know if I should be flattered or insulted… a couple of years ago I found that a guy on squirt has been using one my pictures (that’s my arse) so here’s the original and the screenshot… now he’s a larger gentleman so there’s no way in hell that my skinny(ish) white arse looks like his

I feel like I’m losing my touch… I’ve hooked up with 3 tops in the past 24 hours The number of times I got railed = 0 It’s been a highly entertaining and slightly surreal 24 hours 😂

When shennigans find you wandering through the CBD at sunrise… and you know at times this place ain’t half bad! #sunrise #brisbane #brisbanecity #brisbanecbd

Look I’m back to flirting… this was the start of one of my more surreal days in recent memory… I still don’t know what has happened or is happening today… *laughs* #bum #arse #jockstrap #humpday

Ok I’m actually nervous now… I just told a bi friend (who’s a dom top) of mine a couple of my fantasies and he’s happy to help! I’m excited and I have no idea of what to expect…

I was chatting to a friend this morning about gay awakening etc… and the Burt Reynolds Cosmo nude was the first naked man I saw (mother had a copy) and a reason why I will always love the internet there’s an actual full nude! #gayawakening #nudeceleb #burtreynoldsnude #vintagephoto

So you get a bonus today… I thought this was the photo I’d used for a Lino print - I was wrong! As my photo albums are a mess - I’ve been looking for this for ages (well the one I based the print on…). I like this though… it makes my dick look pretty ;) #fcf #fatcockfriday

As it’s Friday - you can get a double whammy… when I was getting railed by a fat cock with a bonus of my cock #fatcockfriday #fcf #bareback #barebacking #rawislaw

Looking for help from bi guys for a series of prints for a competition/exhibition this features the amazing penis of @hornyscotv2.bsky.social Print one is on handmade paper and print two is on washi paper

Apparently today is the day for hairy body shots so here’s one from last week before my 50mm lens decided to call it quits #fursday

So this is what I’m thinking of doing my graduation project - will take this into the studio…

So um yeah stuff just got real… 3 and a half months to get my graduation project done… and I’m still not 100% on what I’m doing…

It’s actually not the first time this has happened

#fcf #fatcockfriday lino print of my dick with some loads on it

10 years ago today I was a married homosexual in Northern Virginia… my ex-husband messaged me to check the news as it just been announced that marriage equality was the law of the land in the US… this is a moment I will never forget!

It’s not a photo of the mirror… *laughs*

Something I am considering doing as a Lino print (this photo was sent to me)

More stuff with the mirror #gayphotographer #conceptualphotographer

Because it’s humpday…

Another day more playing with the shaving mirror… #gayphotographer #conceptualphotography

I’m just a bit of a dork… And a bit of a dork that can still manage to take a bad photo! I just thought that this was kind of fun…

Still playing with the mirror… #gayphotography #conceptualphotography

I keep tinkering… I really like this photo!

Yep…

One of the suggestions that was made that my photography practice hasn’t really evolved this year so far… so I am trying to get a bit more conceptual…

I’ve been having a minor crisis… I got the marks and feedback for the subject that is meant to be the lead in to my graduation project. I felt like I had gone in completely the wrong direction and then I remembered, this is my grad show, this about me and my art so fuck what they think!

Because I do actually do art things… a couple of works I completed last week

You knew this was hiding somewhere… still playing with the notions of eroticism

I am going back to playing with the notions of what is erotic…

It is what it is =P

I received my first ever female unsolicited ‘clit’ pic… apparently me pointing that im gay and not sexually attracted to women was offensive… I feel weirded out…

Let’s try again… i promised @charleypick.bsky.social and @scruffybator.bsky.social what was happening this afternoon

Something a bit different… still freaking horny! #dogdong #bottom #analplay #kinky

I need someone to do this to me…#bareback #rawislaw (bit of a throwback)

I did a thing

It’s becoming a trope…

Sunset last night was pretty epic

This did make me laugh

I guess this is a little bit of an update as to some of my thinking for my graduation project as I am getting towards the pointy end…

I can’t begin to tell you what impact this era Madonna had on me as a not exactly baby gay… *dances around like it’s the late 90s*

It feels like another Friday #fatcockfriday #uncut

Still tinkering with this idea… I will flog a horse until it’s well and truly dead!!!